420 Make an exception today
Look at the empty living room, I can't find any festivity, the living room is like my brows have been wrinkled all night, the clock on the wall makes me upset, and finally I escaped from the simple home, ready to complete the impossible task, I understand Li Qingshu and Yu Xue, driving on the road I will inevitably have a headache, my temples have been aggrieved, and I am about to bleed.
First of all, I have to solve Li Qingshu, she was also hurt by me, and I have to make up for it now, and I'm really drunk, which is the same as the last time she asked her to explain the misunderstanding with Xiaoyan, I haven't had time to hide from her, and now I have to send it to the door.
I am familiar with the road, and I am unfamiliar with the villa area, I am used to seeing the New Year's situation of the poor courtyard, and I came to the luxurious villa area and it is a different atmosphere for the New Year, here is also a colorful lantern, the door of each villa is a luxury car, the lantern is even bigger, the afternoon is also considered the New Year's interval, some calm, I drove to stop at the door of Li Qingshu's house, I think she should be at home.
Just parked the car in front of her house, I didn't get out of the car immediately, but took out a cigarette case and lit a cigarette, looking at the renovated wall, I couldn't see the big words that I was unwilling to write, now I think back to the situation a few months ago, I really can't think about it, I changed my mind in a few months, and I can be regarded as a man in the twilight.
I took a ferocious puff of cigarette, threw away the cigarette butt at random, took a sharp breath, and got out of the car with a shake of my body.
When I came to the iron door of her house, I found that there was no lantern in her house, which seemed very lonely, without half a joyful atmosphere, and it was cold and lonely, which made me feel a lot of emotion.
Looking at the window on the second floor, I couldn't see her, gently pushed open the cold black iron bar, and walked into her courtyard very lightly, she didn't lock the door, I walked in the deserted courtyard and actually had a feeling, Li Qingshu guessed that I would come, and she was waiting for me at home.
The courtyard door is not locked, and the door is not locked, which is abnormal, and I saw that the double door was open with a crack, and I also gently pushed it open and tiptoed into the house.
I didn't take a few steps sneakily, but I saw Li Qingshu sitting in the living room of Nuoda, and found her lying on the sofa in a thin pure white shirt, with a red wine bottle standing tall on the coffee table.
I didn't move forward, I stopped in place, looking at her as if she was already drunk, looking at her, looking at the familiar living room and sofa, I inevitably remembered the night before, the moment of the kiss, thinking about my heart became heavier and heavier, but only for a moment I dispelled the thoughts I had had.
"You're here?"
When I stopped in place and didn't enter, Li Qingshu's voice resounded in the empty villa, Nuoda's villa showed the loneliness and sadness in her voice, I really don't want to hear such lifeless words, how domineering she used to be? But after experiencing Ling Chao's injury, my ruthlessness completely transformed her, and she became decadent, and the festive New Year still needed alcohol anesthesia.
"You know I'm coming?"
I asked in a heavy but low voice, and the slightest surprise was no match for the heaviness.
"Sort of, otherwise I wouldn't be drinking at home with the door open and the door open."
Li Qingshu said softly, her tone was a little unstable, and the bitterness became more and more intense, but she didn't look at me, but continued to drink, and even directly picked up the wine bottle and poured it wildly, that kind of drinking posture made me can't help but take a step back, and my shaking hand involuntarily clenched her fists.
"How can you be sure I'm coming to you? Honestly, I wish I couldn't see you right now. ”
I tried to keep myself in a very calm state, and asked her with a hint of doubt.
Li Qingshu put down the wine bottle and turned his head to look at me, but when I saw her front, my heart shook, and it sank, Li Qingshu's face at the moment was crimson, I knew it was because of alcohol, her face had very clear tear stains, and her eyes were even more red and swollen, I knew it was because of me, she cried and wore makeup, but it didn't affect her beauty, but the decadence and sadness really came into my eyes, another step, stared at by her faded eyes, I took a small step back again.
"Feeling."
Li Qingshu looked at me for a while, only gently spit out two words, simple but containing too many feelings, let me exhale a long breath of turbidity, and then took out a miscellaneous cigarette box with a trembling palm, smoked ~ a cigarette with a white body and a yellow head, ate it in his mouth, lit the naked ~ exposed tobacco part with a lighter, and inhaled it heavily.
I don't know if she will be angry, after all, smoking is allowed in her home.
I smoked my cigarette and turned around, I really didn't want to see her like a wolf, my mind was so messed up right now, I didn't know what to do? Just know to smoke, even if I don't like smoking, but I need to.
"Don't you know that I can't smoke in my house?"
Li Qingshu still questioned me after all, but this kind of questioning is a little soft~ weak, and I can't detect any anger, and I now hope that she can scold me angrily, instead of being so weak.
"Let's make an exception today, there will be no more."
I tried to play a ruthless man, staring coldly at the wall and saying to her.
Li Qingshu didn't speak again, and I don't know what she's doing? What about the look? I just gulped down my cigarette, as if I didn't have time to smoke, and I don't know why.
The cigarette burning with sparks will eventually burn out, and only the yellow cigarette butt remains, but I don't know that until my hand is burned, I threw the cigarette butt away in a panic and stepped on the cigarette butt with a sense of pain.
"Are you still like this, don't you have a trash can? You look at how bright the floor is, it can be used as a mirror, but you defile it with cigarette butts. ”
At this time, the villa that had been silent for a cigarette resounded Li Qingshu's voice again, and it seemed to be a little complaining, but it was very weak, and it couldn't help but be weak.
"Yes, I grew up in the countryside, and I am used to this kind of unfamiliar zhì, and some habits may never be changed."
I finally turned around and looked at Li Qingshu, at this time Li Qingshu was no longer as casual as just now, he was already sitting upright on the sofa, shaking the red wine glass, and I said to her with a bright smile, but there was a real wry smile in my heart.
"Yes, I still remember you when you used your hands to grab rice, and I can't forget it for a long time, although you were ugly like that, but now I can laugh when I think about it, not laughing, but smiling."
Li Qingshu suddenly drank the remaining red wine at the bottom of the glass into his mouth, said meaningfully with a charming smile on his face.
It's just that her words reminded me for a moment of wiping my face and mouth with the towel she used to take a bath and wipe my body, which made me inevitably have a smile, a self-deprecating smile.
"What are you laughing at?"
Li Qingshu put down the footglass and asked me suspiciously, his delicate face was not angry at all, although there was a flush, but it was all due to alcohol.
"I remembered the thing that showed me the most innocent, and I couldn't help but laugh."
I spoke very softly, maybe trying to make myself as easy as possible, because I knew that I couldn't speak harshly today, and I needed to discuss with her slowly, slowly cut her with a sharp knife, and slowly give her pain, maybe this pain was more cruel than understanding her with a knife.
"What are you talking about? I want to listen. ”