Chapter 207 The saddest situation
The sky outside the car window had completely darkened, and the street lamps on both sides of the street shone coldly, adding light to the gloom.
The crystal teardrops refracted the flickering neon, Situ Shaonan suddenly realized his gaffe, and hurriedly moved his body back, avoiding Jin Yiming's hand to wipe his tears.
Raised his hand to wipe away his tears, even crying, it was so depressing, Jin Yiming's heart ached tightly for her.
Hearing only a click, Jin Yiming unbuckled his seat belt, leaned forward suddenly, stretched out his long arms, and pulled Situ Shaonan, whose back was close to the inside of the car door, into his arms, one hand tightly clasped Situ Shaonan's waist, and by the way, even her arm was imprisoned by him, and the other hand tightly clasped the back of her head.
The slightly cool thin lips pressed on Situ Shaonan's lips fiercely, and the sudden sneak attack made Situ Shaonan not reverse in time, she could only close her lips tightly and prevent Jin Yiming from further attacking the city.
and tried to break free from Jin Yiming's confinement, every time he attacked himself like this, and then used his tenderness to disintegrate his consciousness little by little.
At this time, Situ Shaonan didn't want that to happen again, but Jin Yiming clasped Situ Shaonan's arm as if he already knew her intentions, and with a strong tongue, he pried open Situ Shaonan's closed lips.
Jin Yiming closed his eyes slightly, his long eyelashes trembled lightly with his heart, sweeping over Situ Shaonan's cheeks, itchy, and there were ripples in his heart, Situ Shaonan wanted to bite his tongue angrily several times, but he couldn't get out of his mouth after all.
Jin Yiming keenly felt her careful thoughts, and couldn't help but feel happy fireworks in his heart. Immediately, the kiss became hotter and hotter, and even their breathing gradually became heavy.
Situ Shaonan passively endured this kiss, and the tenderness of his lips and teeth was always overwhelming. Situ Shaonan had tried very hard to stay clear, but in the end he was lost in this long kiss.
Outside the car, at some point, fine snowflakes drifted one by one. Under the illumination of the street lamp, it dances lightly in the wind. Beautiful.
Finally, Jin Yiming ended this long kiss when the two were about to suffocate, the foreheads of the two people were against each other, the tip of their noses was against the tip of their noses, their lips were still shining, and their chests were undulating irregularly.
"Chief, don't turn me away from thousands of miles away, okay. Too far away from you, like a fish out of water, I will suffocate. ”
Jin Yiming said softly, even his breathing was scorching, and it was tightly entangled with Situ Shaonan's breathing.
The distance was too close, and Jin Yiming in Situ Shaonan's eyes was blurry, but she clearly saw the flames beating in his dark eyes.
With a hoarse voice, it struck her atrium again and again, trembling and painful.
Situ Shaonan wanted to agree to him, but reason told him. No, she can't always abandon her principles like this, like that to him. It's a disservice to yourself.
He is so good, he is incomparable to his crippled self, thinking of this, when Situ Shaonan Jin Yiming relaxed, he pushed him away, and then wiped his lips with his sleeve fiercely, and at the same time, the other had already unfastened the seat belt, and then she pushed the car door. Get out of the car and do it in one go. Crisp and clean.
But Jin Jin Yiming felt very hurt, was he disgusted? Obviously, she had been melted by herself just now. He was already at the weakest level of consciousness before he spoke up, according to normal circumstances, she would not hesitate to accept it, everything came naturally, logically, why was it wrong when it came to the chief?
But the facts didn't allow him to think too much, Situ Shaonan had already walked some distance forward, and had been paying attention to the taxis on the road.
Finely shredded snowflakes fell, on her hair, on her shoulders, but she was still tall, and there was no trace of coldness from the howling cold wind at this time.
"Situ Shaonan! You take it a step further and try it. ”
Jin Yiming's voice behind him penetrated the wind and snow and shattered into Situ Shaonan's ears, but the words were more piercing than the cold wind.
Situ Shaonan's footsteps paused, but she didn't look back, and then, she continued to walk, stepping on the snow, and moving forward quickly.
She couldn't stop, her heart was trembling at the moment, she was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to resist the tender offensive, what kind of ending would be in the future, she didn't dare to think about it.
Yes, she can not mind the identity of the two, but the only fact of force majeure is that after all, it cannot be regarded as not existing, that is, she can't give birth to children for him.
Even if he had said that he didn't mind, but what about the future? Maybe one day in the future, he will regret today's emotional affairs, and then he will dwell on these things, it is better to directly let such uncertain factors have no soil for growth.
People will always grow and change with time and experience, and people's hearts are even more so, even if they have been together for a lifetime, but there are still secretly regrets in their hearts when the other party can't see them, and that kind of life is not what she wants.
The so-called long pain is better than short pain, Situ Shaonan has never been a procrastinator, since she has decided, she will persevere.
Anyone who has lost another will live as they always have.
Situ Shaonan knew that at this moment, Jin Yiming's promise was sincere, but time would eventually make this qiē less important, because there were many things and people in life that were much more important than this.
The pain is temporary, maybe one day in the future, thinking of today, Jin Yiming just smiled indifferently, maybe there are many unwillingness, but it is just a laugh.
Jin Yiming stood under the street lamp in front of the car, the dim light hit his body, but it was difficult to hide the sadness on his body, why was his own efforts ignored by her so much, and the heart held in front of her was trampled on by her like this, compared to the incident of Lu Jie at that time, it made him hurt and hated him more.
Hating Situ Shaonan's determination, he painted the ground for her as a prison, but she betrayed him to death, messy snowflakes hit Jin Yiming's face, hung on his eyelashes, one by two, melted on his lips, cool, but made Jin Yiming feel a little bitter.
Her insistence made him flustered, and he was afraid that if he didn't pay attention, he would lose the qualification to stand by her side, even if his name was now written on the spouse column of her household register.
But it was just a piece of paper, and he could have let his name occupy that place forever, but her heart was thousands of miles away from him, and that was his saddest situation. (To be continued.) )