Ideal and plump, but the reality is very backbone, this sentence Jin Yiming can't realize at this time, what is in front of him is not only the knot from his mother's heart, but also Situ Shaonan's paranoia, once she recognizes one thing, she will go down according to her own ideas, such paranoia can't help hurting others, and hurting herself the most.

"Okay, I'll go to the division headquarters tomorrow to urge me."

Situ Shaonan didn't want to be entangled with Jin Yiming in this matter anymore, she didn't think it was necessary, since the application had not passed, then she would submit it again, no more, submit it again, as an excellent special soldier, she still has this patience and perseverance.

Jin Yiming's face sank, the corners of his mouth were coldly hooked, and he said in a deep voice: "It's up to you, but before that, you and I are still legally husband and wife, so I still have to fulfill my obligations as a husband, such as warming your bed." ”

The last two words, which were bitten very hard by Jin Yiming, even the voice was deliberately processed by him, with a faint dullness, full of sexuality, the flirtatious Situ Shaonan's heart trembled, the foot was wrong, the car stopped suddenly, the huge inertia made the bodies of the two people lean forward violently and bounce back quickly, fortunately there is the protection of the seat belt, otherwise it has to hit the windshield.

Jin Yiming hurriedly looked back, fortunately there was no car behind him at this time, otherwise according to this situation, there would have to be a rear-end collision.

Situ Shaonan was also taken aback, and after confirming that he was fine, he hurriedly started the car and continued to move forward, but his hands were still trembling slightly, and what Jin Yiming said just now echoed in his mind.

She casually glanced Jin Yiming up and down, not injured, then took a deep breath and said indifferently, "No need." ”

The corners of Jin Yiming's mouth twitched, thinking. You don't need it, I need it, but he didn't dare to say it, otherwise he would have to be thrown out of the car.

But he still has to actively fight for what should be sought, and said euphemistically: "It's your business whether you need it or not, and I still exhaust the obligations that should be fulfilled." ”

Situ Shaonan suddenly wanted to abandon the car and leave, could he still talk well. She glanced at Jin Yiming. Jin Yiming smiled faintly, his eyes were full of coconuts, "Don't think about it." I'm talking about the obligation to honor my father-in-law and mother-in-law. ”

Situ Shaonan continued to dismiss his words indifferently, "Then there is no need for it." ”

Jin Yiming shrugged his shoulders, "It's not to honor your father-in-law and mother-in-law, how do you know that my father-in-law and mother-in-law don't need it." ”

"Jin Yiming!" Situ Shaonan's voice sank. Summoned, immediately. As soon as she hit the steering wheel, the car stopped in a temporary parking space on the side of the road, and turned her head to look at Jin Yiming.

Jin Yiming turned his head to meet her gaze suspiciously, "Huh? "Yes.

Situ Shaonan let out a long sigh. Then he said helplessly, "Jin Yiming, can you not be so naïve." Is there any need to argue about these things? Can't you afford to hold it and put it down?

I'm sorry. Suddenly intruding into your life and leaving suddenly, I admit, it's selfish to do so, today I solemnly apologize to you, but I still hope that you can respect my choice, even if I beg you, okay? ”

Jin Yiming just looked at Situ Shaonan like that, as if time was frozen at this moment, through her eyes, Jin Yiming saw the heartache and helplessness hidden inside, he knew that this was not her intention, it was the effect of many factors that made her have to do that.

"Chief, I know that this is not your intention, and when you say these words, your heart is a hundred, a thousand times more painful than mine.

I love you, so I will respect any choice you make, but this is the only thing I am sorry for, I can't do it. If you have any knots because of my mother, I apologize for her for you, and I want to tell you not to mind.

You know my other identity, you know, my identity of living in the dark is more dangerous than your identity as a special soldier, so I don't have to worry about what my mother said before that you will implicate me. ”

Jin Yiming's voice was very soft, revealing a touch of tenderness, which made Situ Shaonan's heart tremble constantly, and every word he said was like a moving note, making all her melancholy disappear these days.

But she did that, not only because of her mother-in-law's relationship, her words certainly played a huge role, but it is undeniable that the most important thing is that she can't get over this hurdle in her heart.

Jin Yiming smiled lightly, instantly making the entire dim car as bright as if it was shining by the sun.

"If you still use Du Junsheng as an excuse, but it is not convincing at all, I think, if there is anyone in this world besides your parents who wants you to be happy the most, it is the one who is willing to give up his life for you."

The tip of Situ Shaonan's nose was sour, and tears slipped out of his eyes without warning, flowing down his cheeks and into his mouth, salty with bitterness and remorse.

Du Junsheng is the deepest wound in her heart, she thinks, even if it is the last one in her life, this wound cannot be erased, time has not taken it away, but has become deeper and deeper with the precipitation of time.

Jin Yiming's eyes flashed with a touch of panic, he hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Situ Shaonan's face, he knew that his words made her think of Du Junsheng.

But he just wants her to know that he doesn't care that there is a place for Du Junsheng in her heart, because he himself is also grateful to Du Junsheng in his heart, if there is no love that transcends life and death, where would he be lucky enough to meet, know and love Situ Shaonan.

A few days ago, he went to the military region martyrs' cemetery, that was the first time he saw Du Junsheng, although there was only a small photo and a cold tomb, but Jin Yiming felt that the tomb carrying the hero was so majestic.

He solemnly gave a military salute to him, and that was the first time he saluted like someone else in addition to the military flag.

But he felt that a simple military salute could not make him express his respect for Du Junsheng.

Then, he half-knelt down, looked at him at the level of the photo, looked at him with resolute eyes, and rarely sighed at the wonder of fate, perhaps, it was in the dark, it was Du Junsheng's guidance, so that he could love Situ Shaonan instead of him, and bring Situ Shaonan his unfulfilled promise.

If it weren't for the similarity of his eyes to Du Junsheng, it might be difficult to knock on the door of Situ Shaonan's closed heart.

That day, Jin Yiming said a lot and promised a lot at Du Junsheng's grave.

Situ Shaonan looked at Jin Yiming's tender eyes, but silently kept tears, the more Jin Yiming wiped, the more tears she had, as if she wanted to shed all the tears in this life. (To be continued.) )