The rain is lonely, lonely, and confused, but a sudden reminder made me truly enlightened, and the lonely autumn wind around me at this moment also confirmed my hard-won thoughts to me, I fell in love with her,

I took the ghost face and looked in the direction of Li Qingshu's departure, the endless night road, in the very hazy smoke and rain, I seemed to see the sad figure filled with kindness and indifference again, but the beautiful figure finally left, I reached out to touch only the wind wrapped around my fingertips, the rain withered the palm, the abandoned umbrella rolled back and forth, as if roaring and scolding me, for her master angry reprimanded me for my filth and unbearable,

As the saying goes, 'The rain is the tears of the clouds, the heart is always lonely and sad when the clouds are thick, and what flows is the rain of the heart that is full of merciless winds', and now I finally feel it when I am paralyzed in the rain.

I didn't have time to think about why she suddenly appeared next to me, why she appeared whenever I was in distress and lonely, and I didn't ask her if she knew I was a ghost.

Li Qingshu's departure,Let me have only one thought in my mind,That is, to get back the guitar that has not yet come out.,This idea may just want to make up for my mistakes.,It's also to prove that I like her.,Like the enemy.,The only thing I'm not sure about now is.,Is it the ghost face who likes her.,Or me.,Or it's the same,

I didn't talk to her standing in front of me, I got up straight, suddenly took steps, ran to the side of the West Lake Bridge in the midst of lightning and thunder, and ran to the West Lake Bridge in the midst of lightning and thunder, and quickly jumped off the bridge with my wet hands

Although the dirty sky is very indifferent, but at this moment I am no longer indifferent for hatred, on the contrary, my heart is full of eagerness, maybe I have already noticed that I like her, but I don't want to admit it, and I don't dare to believe it, I will like Li Qingshu, life is destined to be so much I can't believe it, I don't want to admit it, but it happened helplessly, the moment I jumped into the West Lake, my whole body was eroded by the cold, but I didn't feel anything, except for wanting to find the guitar quickly, I didn't have any other thoughts,

My mood suddenly changed too much, even I was a little uncomfortable, from hating and hating Li Qingshu to liking her in an instant, I couldn't believe it before, but now I can be completely sure, I can also figure out why I am afraid, why I am melancholy, why I am uncomfortable all night,

I wandered in the cold water of the lake, I didn't know how to swim at all, I tried my best to breathe, I didn't think at the moment I jumped into the river, I might drown in the beautiful West Lake,

I understand that I am reluctant to give me the gift that Li Qingshu gave me, in fact, when Li Qingshu threw the guitar into the lake with grief and indignation, I knew that the so-called guitar was the gift that Li Qingshu said, the gift after the unmasking, but after the unmasking

At this moment, I was about to suffocate when I dived into the icy water, but when I thought of the back of Li Qingshu walking away with tears, the rain withered on her body, my heart was a pain of withdrawal, my heart couldn't be empty, and the belief that I wanted to get the guitar back occupied my heart crazily.

There is no moonlight, no starlight, I enter the West Lake, I can't see the so-called blue guitar case at all, and as a rookie swimmer, I gradually struggle not to look at my eyes, I can't see where the guitar is, I understand my strength, I will drown if I continue like this, I can't help but wonder in my heart, am I impulsive, or stupid, Li Qingshu is obviously his enemy, why did I jump into the cold West Lake because of the so-called like, I was suddenly confused

When I closed my eyes and looked for the guitar with my so-called unreliable intuition, I vaguely heard a heavy plopping sound, as if someone had jumped into the lake, but these are not what I should be thinking about now, all I should be thinking about is how to survive and get the guitar that sank to the bottom of the lake.

I closed my eyes, my mind was full of pictures related to Li Qingshu, from the first sight of the meeting, to more than half a year of acquaintance, we have experienced too much, not dealing with too long and too long, smashing cars, beatings, thieves, high heels smashing heads, all eager to strangle each other, press in the pool and drown, but in the end she fell in love with the ghost face, I liked her, but she didn't like me, some bloody episodes hurt happened to me, more difficult than winning the lottery jackpot

One hand pinched his nose, the other hand waved, desperately trying to break through the shackles of the cold lake, escape the call of the so-called death, without the cover of ghosts, and feel the caress from the cool lake water on my cheeks like fire, the rippling strange feeling, made me understand that I must live, and I must get the guitar,

I roared angrily in the water, the rippling water ripples accelerated the flow, and I followed this momentum, in the cold water like mud, rushed out of a distance, closed my eyes, as if I had touched something, after a while, I knew that I was touching the strap,

I excitedly stepped into another position, holding the strap of the guitar case tightly, the strap was wet and cold, but I felt warmer than ever, I smiled in the lake,

This time, I clearly understand that even if Li Qingshu likes Ghost Face, and the so-called guitar is also a gift to Ghost Face, I will like her, the feeling of breaking through the shackles is too strong, this is not a whim

In fact, it's been so long.,I've long liked it.,I often quarrel with her.,Why don't you like it.,At that time, I was a stupid fan of the authorities.,And today's slap.,Li Qingshu's lonely departure,Plus her reminder,Let me really understand,Really get out of this puzzle.,The so-called revenge is also a reflection of like.,After getting the guitar,I suddenly wondered with extravagance.,I and her have a future,

But the cold and heavy lake water didn't give me this chance, I was like a heavy stone on my back, wearing heavy armor and gradually sinking, I was about to suffocate, I wanted to struggle, I didn't want to die like this, I didn't have a good filial piety to the parents who gave birth to me and raised me, I didn't do my best to raise my children, and I didn't really like Li Qingshu, I don't want to just get out of the maze, lack of turning around and walking into the dead end,

When I understood that I liked my enemy, I did not resist, nor did I resist, because I myself understood my heart, so I did not want to die at this moment I was so afraid of death,

My desperate belief in survival was crushed by the merciless waters of the lake, and it was brutally annihilated

Heavy fear filled the cold body, as if to swallow me, I have the heart but powerless to lie in the lake, slowly sinking, difficult to open my eyes, watching a drop of rain fall into the surface of the West Lake, from the lake to see the lake surface is different, the ripples of mutual bonding are beautiful ripples, but I can't appreciate it for a second longer, the feeling of suffocation is getting stronger and stronger, my eyes have been unable to continue to open, tightly holding the guitar case in my hand, looking at the more and more blurred lake, has become turbid, I am tired, I am tired, I regret it, I'm going to die,

I'm really going to die-

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