When my consciousness became extremely blurred, the whole world was dizzy, and I was completely plunged into eternal darkness, I felt a glimmer of light in the corner of my eye, as if it was a light that came to save me, illuminated my body, completely enveloped me, and also illuminated the dead and cool lake, and then I completely lost consciousness

I felt the wind on my cheeks, and someone seemed to crawl on my chest, as if they were kissing my unconscious lips hard, I wanted to open my eyes, but I found that I didn't have the strength to open my eyes at all, and the feeling of suffocation still existed, I felt like I was going to die in a moment, of course, I don't know if I was dead or alive now, every part of my body was filled with uncomfortable monsters, and there was no room to fight back,

The state of confusion continued, I felt the non-stop hot kiss, and it was all over again, and at the same time it seemed that I could hear someone calling out to me, I felt like I was dreaming, dreaming vaguely but I was enjoying it, whether it was a dream or a reality, it felt really good to be kissed,

After a moment, suddenly my throat was itchy, and the water that had been suffocating in my body erupted ferociously, and my nose and mouth erupted together, although I was still very uncomfortable, but it had become much easier.

"Bingbing, Bingbing, wake up, don't scare me, wake up"

At the same time as I sprayed the water jet, a very familiar voice sounded in my ears, and my lips from this mysterious man had just separated, am I not dead, not dreaming,

I slowly opened my water-stained eyes, and dimly saw the rapidly falling raindrops, all of which withered on my cheeks that didn't seem to belong to me, and I could once again feel the lonely autumn wind in my ears, touching my fingertips, and breathing desperately, I was really glad that I wasn't dead.

"Bingbing, you're awake, you're finally awake, scared me to death, I thought you"

The very familiar sound sounded again, the heavy world of lightning and thunder, such a sound is so warm, although the warmth is full of shaking fluctuations, but I don't think the wind and rain will touch such a beautiful sound,

I think I know who she is, it's the one who sued me that I fell in love with Li Qingshu, she is really my savior, could it be that she keeps kissing me, I drowned, it should be artificial respiration

In a trance, through the dense raindrops, I clearly saw Xiaoyan squatting in front of me, Xiaoyan at this time was covered with cold rain, and there should be hot tears, because I saw the clear tears in her eyes, she cried, she cried for me,

Xiaoyan, who is as beautiful as a flower, has long been flooded by the rain, and she has no image at all, but I feel that she is so beautiful at this moment, the trembling lips are shaking with the cold rain, looking at me with surprise, she seems to be very happy when I wake up, but when I think of it, Xiaoyan and I have kissed, I am a little helpless,

I was about to speak, but I spit out a few more mouthfuls of rainwater, lake water and saliva mixed water stains, Xiaoyan hurriedly reached out to help me sit up, patted my back warmly, so that I could be more comfortable when I came back to life.

"Bingbing, it's okay if you're fine, I'm scared to death, why did you suddenly jump into the lake, didn't that woman like you, did you choose to commit suicide, are you so cowardly, if I hadn't jumped into the lake in time to save you, you would have died, you knew what, you died, left this world, left forever, worthy of your parents, worthy of young Tom, worthy of me, bastard, bastard,"

Xiaoyan screamed and scolded me out of breath, patting me hard while talking, I heard her crying, I heard her heartache, this is the first time Xiaoyan scolded me, scolded me so angrily, but I didn't have time to answer her this, I suddenly thought of something crucial

I quickly broke free of Xiaoyan's arm, frantically pushed Xiaoyan to the ground, and crawled like crazy in the rain looking for the guitar I was desperately looking for in the lake, looking for a long time, but when I turned around, I was stunned when I saw the blue guitar case, and I wondered in my heart: why am I so crazy, is it for a woman who has mutilated me countless times to like this like this, is it that every day before is hating her on the surface, but deep down I like her, such a like is too ironic, I wanted to laugh, to laugh at my own stupidity, at my own elm head, at my cowardice, at my own inability to admit it

Now that this situation has been caused, I am to blame, and I finally feel the feeling of crying without tears, I grabbed the guitar case strap tightly with my hand, and picked up the guitar case.

And when I gradually calmed down and calmed down, I thought that I pushed Xiaoyan to the ground,

The sky was raining memorials, the wind was blowing, I staggered to Xiaoyan, looking at Xiaoyan sitting on the ground, she did not have the slightest anger, on the contrary, full of grievances, in her eyes I saw a trace of bitterness,

"Xiaoyan I'm sorry, you just treat me as a psychopath, don't be like me, thank you for saving me, thank you,"

I stretched out my palm and said to Xiaoyan, who was sitting on the cold ground, apologetic and grateful, people sacrificed their lives to save me, and they didn't dislike themselves, and did artificial respiration, but I pushed them to the ground, I'm really not a person, am I fucking crazy, am I perverted,

Xiaoyan blinked her big rain-stained eyes, looked at my outstretched hand, and then looked at me, hid the bitterness and smiled slightly and also stretched out her hand, the slender palm held my hand tightly, and then I pulled it up, but I looked at her smile, in this cold night, I lacked the warmth I once had, but there was an invisible,

"Bingbing, it seems that this guitar is very important to you, and the reason why you suddenly jumped into the lake is also because of it,"

Xiaoyan stood up, stood together in the rain and said to me very calmly,

Xiaoyan saw it thoroughly, and said it thoroughly, but in exchange for a burst of sadness in my heart, important things never know how to cherish, and when it is hurt and leaves you, it will be regretted, before I have always taken revenge on Li Qingshu as the goal of my life, as long as she is painful and sad, I am happy, but now I know that the so-called pleasure of revenge is just a shadow left by the prison, although my body leaves the prison with a broken iron net and high walls, but my heart has been tightly bound there, unwilling to leave

A majestic heavy rain, an unmasking agreement, an angry beating, a powerless and sad slap, the guitar that was thrown into the West Lake, let me break through the shackles, after this time between life and death, I also understood that Li Qingshu is really deep in my heart, I once said that it is impossible to like Li Qingshu, and I said that a fool will like her, but at this moment, at this moment

Xiaoyan's inquiry, I didn't answer, but carried the guitar case, dragged the wet body, turned around and prepared to leave, I want to get out of the world of the night rain, I don't want to be swept by the autumn wind again, every time I feel the withering of the night rain, the angry howl of the wind will appear in my mind, which makes me feel very guilty, if I don't like her, how can I feel guilty,

Before I unveiled my face, I wanted to talk to someone, but now I want to be alone and be quiet, and take care of my thoughts, I want to be quiet even more than why Xiaoyan appeared in West Lake, why she always appeared by my side when I was sad and helpless, did she know that I was a ghost, and my curious thoughts finally lost to me I wanted to be quiet-

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