He said it very well, it feels very much in line with me, obviously I am also very good, not worse than others, but I don't know why I always feel that I am not 'worthy' of you, is it that everyone who likes it will be humbled to the dust and then bloom a flower. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

In high school, everyone was wandering in the black life, not only others were confused, but even I was confused, what the future looks like that we have been uneasy and full of curiosity, that is, nervous and calm, looking forward to constant contradictions, what should my life be like? It's just that in my heart, I vaguely feel that they are bright.

The last thing I can do in Chinese is poetry appreciation, and the most incomprehensible thing in mathematics is geometric lines, and I always can't understand what it wants to express, like, no matter how much I try to figure it out, I still can't understand what you're thinking.

Then, before I know it, I will drift away from you, and I don't know what to do.

Wait for my long hair to flutter, wait for me to boil foolishness into gentleness

Wait for me to fade away from immaturity and hypocrisy, wait for me to be willing to be ordinary

Wait until I stop exaggerating my love to the point of being hoarse

Wait until I'm not what I am now

I decided to change

I promise that I would rather lack than sell myself

Promise not to worry about the old people again

I promise to put myself whole

Marry me for the best future

I'm going to grow up.

Su Can saw this and found that this page of letter had been written, and the following was a small poem-like sentence, seeing that the date was the second day of junior high school, he flipped through the envelope and the second page of the letter, but did not mention Su Can, but said Jun Yao.

This made Su Can a little puzzled, and continued to look down at the letter, and from the tone between the lines, Li Sisi and Jun Yao had a good relationship at that time.

I don't know when I found that many people disappeared from my life without realizing it.

I'm a person who hardly takes the initiative to talk to people, maybe because of my personality, it's easy to offend people, and finally have a good friend, but because of my various reasons, I finally can't stand me and leave, I have also reflected, but successive mistakes will still be made, friends gradually drift away from me, and in the end I can only hear about their lives through other people's mouths, whether they are good or bad, having fun or not being happy, but all this has nothing to do with me.

I have a sister, Su Can, you should have heard of it, I have lived under her aura since I was a child, often in other people's mouths are my sister, occasionally I make a little achievement, but also be misunderstood by others as my sister taught well, I admit, my sister is very good, and even to a certain extent, relative to others is a legend, I don't know why, I am still not convinced, so I always want to do something to prove myself, and then I found out that my approach is futile, no one cares about you at all, whether it is good or notIt's just a very trivial matter for others, so I understand that there's no need to fight for anything, just be yourself.

The one with the deepest memory in high school should be Junyao, I met him purely by chance, do you remember when you rejected me? Later, I met him, well, it was he who made me regain my confidence, at that time we were going through the college entrance examination, everyone was working hard for the college entrance examination, but I was uncertain and panicked about the future, and willfully made the decision to give up taking the college entrance examination.

Of course, I gave up the college entrance examination, and because I had a dispute with my parents at the time, I won't tell you about it.

Fortunately, I met Jun Yao, in the stage of my discouragement, comforted me over and over again, reviewed with me when there was still half a month before the college entrance examination, and sent me hot water and medicine when I was not feeling well, really, in that short period of time, I was really touched, I felt that there was still some warmth around me, and in the last period of high school, it was really reassuring to have him, and there was always a power that made people inexplicably stable.

After the college entrance examination came out, my grades were not very good, Jun Yao was the first to know, and then I also heard that he was not admitted to university, and then he hurriedly applied for volunteers, hurriedly admitted to university, and hurriedly entered university......

Occasionally, he would call me to talk about the trivial things in his life and the problems he was experiencing.

When did that start not being contacted? Probably, he no longer helps me solve the problems in my life, no longer gives me the first cup of hot water soaked in the office, and no longer cares about my messy complaints and feelings!

And because there are more new friends around me, new courses, new semester goals, and new club activities, I am so busy, I don't care about the old friends around me, and before I know it, he disappeared into my world.

The clothes are not as good as new, and the people are not as good as the old, I finally understand the connotation of this sentence, but I finally regret it.

Su Can, do you know? He always called, and when I tried to find him, I found out that I had never had his phone, how ridiculous was it, did I not treat him as a friend, or did he not treat me as a friend? In the last semester of this year's winter vacation, I heard from a friend in high school that he had met him in Karamay, Xinjiang, well, by now, you should understand why I am in Xinjiang.

He once said that he wanted to be a great wandering singer and wander to the ends of the earth, so I am also chasing the path he has walked, although there is no contact information and clues from him, but maybe we will meet? Although it is a bit unrealistic to say that it is like a story, I still have to give it a try, I may not encounter it if I do it, but I will definitely regret it for the rest of my life if I don't do it.

So, Su Can, wish me good luck.

Finally, I also wish you and Cheng Keshu will always be happy.

-- Li Sisi

Su Can looked back and forth between the two letters, and found that there was a transparent bag under the envelope that sealed something, opened it, and found that it was a photo of Li Sisi, some of which were Li Sisi wearing a light gray coat with a beautiful figure with a bright smile, some were the blue sky and white cloud herdsmen in the Nalati Scenic Area of Xinjiang driving their sheep to the sunset, and some were her posture of looking into the distance on the wall of the ancient city of Balikun, and there were many, many more, such as the endless prairie and the Kanas Lake covered in silver......

Su Can closed the photo, closed his eyes, and the proud girl seemed to come out of his head, tilting her face slightly, smiling, and then turning around and walking farther away, and finally churning in his memory, a little ripple spreading.

He took a deep breath and grinned with white teeth.

The sky became clearer and clearer, and the sunlight shone on his face through the dappled shadows of the vines, and he said in a low voice that only he could hear: "I wish you happiness." ”