There are still more than two weeks to leave school, classmates, friends and relatives have visited all over, some people come, some people leave, giving Su Can an illusion of hurry, although he has the power of rebirth, can break free from shackles, and has a sense of foresight, but in the face of difficulties in life, he will also feel lost,

The clear sky will suddenly be covered with dark clouds, just after heavy rain but then turn clear, the mood will be cheerful and sluggish, will be lost and will be anxious, full of ambition, look around, I don't know where the road is. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

This is the anxious period and trough period of life, everyone will encounter it, it is unavoidable, it depends on how people adjust this psychological state.

Su Can spent a few days to adjust this trough state, followed the old man to practice calligraphy, and immersed himself in the world of calligraphy, the old man is a master of calligraphy, and the realm of decades of obscenity is not comparable to Su Can's hairy boy, although a few days of time can not change much calligraphy art, but at least Su Can has changed some bad habits in calligraphy.

Then when I was idle, I helped the old lady feed the chicks, or helped the old man water the vegetable field, occasionally went to Su Ye's shop to walk around a few times, or went to the food stall with a few buddies to drink a few glasses of wine, and told the previous story, this life suddenly calmed down, without a little churning waves, just like precipitation, brewing a hundred years of old wine, fermented bit by bit.

After the beginning of spring, there is more rain, especially in Pinghai County, which belongs to the subtropical monsoon humid climate, with four distinct seasons, high temperature and rain in spring and summer, mild and humid in winter and autumn, and this rainy season is three or four days, sometimes longer.

However, once it clears, the weather will not rain for four or five days, and this is a good time to go on a youth tour.

On this day, the sun is exceptionally good, the branches are bursting with green shoots, the willows are beginning to bud, the camphor trees are beginning to flourish, everything is reviving and full of vitality, the birds on the branches are chirping, the climate is warming, the swallows are returning, and they build nests in the mud under the eaves of rural houses.

Su Can brought a chair from the garage, took a purple clay pot that I don't know which flea market Su Chengye bought from, soaked a pot of Biluochun, and went downstairs, lying on his back under the grapevine tree in the yard to bask in the sun, the sunlight penetrated through the mottled vine branches and leaves, and hit his face, warm and very comfortable.

So I drank some tea and slept in the warm sun all morning, until someone pushed his shoulder, I woke up in a daze, the time was wet, and the flowers of a few wisteria roses emitted a faint fragrance into the nose, he was slightly in a trance, and this opening of his eyes seemed to be a sudden feeling of being separated from the world, and he only felt that there was a white thing dangling in front of him......

"Hey! Su boy, don't be confused, get up and read your letter. The person who spoke was Old Man Xia, who was hospitalized because he was sick before, and he was also in the hospital for the Chinese New Year, Su Can also went to visit him in the hospital, but he didn't expect to recover so quickly and be discharged, standing in front of him alive, full of red light, full of energy, where is this like a patient who has just been discharged from the hospital, he simply said that he would resist a bucket of water to the fifth floor.

Old man Xia still didn't have the kind appearance of the old man, and said disrespectfully for the old man: "What? I don't know you, Grandpa Xia, and me? Get up, let me sit in this chair. Then he arched his buttocks, and he arched Su Can down, occupied the chair by himself, and drank tea leisurely, without the slightest appearance of Su Can.

Su Can was dumbfounded, and before he could speak, Old Man Xia threw a letter to him, then waved his hand, and said with a very disgusted look: "Take your letter to the side and look at it, don't disturb Grandpa Xia and me basking in the sun." ”

Su Can: "......"

Who would have known that this old man with wrinkled skin on his face was actually a veteran who had carried a gun and let go of a cannon to the battlefield to defend his family and defend the country all his life? I don't know, I think it's an old rascal who is disrespectful.

However, Su Can didn't bother with him, but focused on the letter he had just received.

The surface of the letter was intact and had not been opened, Su Can checked it, of course, he also knew that Old Man Xia's character would not peek at other people's letters.

I found a lawn and sat on the ground, with my back against a budding camphor plant.

Glancing at the name of the letter, he looked at it slightly, thinking that it was sent by Luo Xi or Su Xiaoxiao, but he didn't expect it to be Li Sisi.

Su Can tore open the envelope very neatly and read it quickly.

Su Can's personal message:

Was it a surprise to hear from me? Even I don't know why I suddenly sent a letter to you, maybe I thought of it subconsciously, or I thought of you one afternoon, and wanted to write to you, but I didn't have time, and I finally had time to write a letter during this time after the year, so I just wrote a letter to you who was far away...... That's right, I'm in Karamay in Xinjiang now, so it should be called far away, as for why I'm in Xinjiang, I can't say for a while, so I won't talk about this.

I had nothing to do, I looked through my diary, which recorded all the memories of my high school days, page by page, and was surprised to find that in addition to food, the most words I mentioned in my diary were you Su Can, even I didn't expect that inadvertently, you have fallen deeply in my memory.

I don't know if you remember one thing, that is, I once pulled a group of good sisters to confess to you, in fact, don't look at me on the surface I am very cheerful, but I am still very shy inside, haha, I originally thought that my confession to you was a trivial matter, you would bow down under my pomegranate skirt, but I didn't expect that I was rejected by you, but it was not enough to be rejected by you, and I was shocked by Fairy Cheng for the second time, her sentence "You are mine" is still unforgettable, and I don't know how the two of you are now? Are they together?

If you are together and go to college together, I will bless you, if...... I mean, if you're not together, then can you accept me?

Haha~~ Just kidding, in fact, I've already learned to let go.

Do you know? I met a good confidant in Karamay, Xinjiang, the two of us walked hand in hand for a while, before the separation he said to me, "really like a person, should be shy and dare not confess, will always feel unworthy, but eager to chase, send messages endlessly, but after meeting but want to stop talking, silent smile left, but the heart has thousands of words rolling." ”