"Take care of Xiaoyan for me, love her with all your heart, and don't let her suffer the slightest grievance, can you do it? If you can't do it, leave Xiaoyan as much as possible, and don't hurt her. ”

My words resounded solemnly and then fell not so calmly, hearing the smile of my words, looking at me, that somewhat heavy face instantly changed his expression, he laughed, it was a laugh, I could hear this is a kind of irony, I can't understand it, stared at him puzzled and asked, "What are you laughing at?" Is what I'm saying ridiculous? ”

Smile stopped smiling, stared at me for a moment, and said very seriously: "What you said is not ridiculous, but you are ridiculous." ”

"Am I ridiculous? What's wrong with me? ”

I asked, with a cold face.

"Not much, I heard what you said, if that's why you're looking for me, then you're done, I'm leaving, and I'll say to you at the end, don't be a stupid person, especially a man."

The seriousness of the smile fluctuated for a moment, then he stood up and said a few words to me very indifferently, and when he said the last sentence, his tone was even heavier, and I could hear that he had a sense of reminder, and he also told me very clearly, I was just a stupid person, plus two words, man.

I didn't refute, but sat in my chair, looked at his departing back, and fell into deep thought, where the hell was I stupid? Is it because of Xiaoyan?

I didn't take a plane, I came here to say such a sentence, maybe this is a kind of giving up an explanation, no matter how ruthless Xiaoyan is to me, I won't hate her, I have also hurt her before, and I have been a ruthless person, I only hope that she can live happily now, after the explanation, I will really leave, this city has lost the person I love, I may not have it again in my life, I sat in the coffee shop for a long time, the waiter served me coffee three or five times, after noon, I finally got up, I walked out of the coffee shop with my suitcase and walked on the wide road shrouded in the sun's rays, I felt like I was letting go, I just wanted to go home as much as I could, back to my warm home, and talk to Tom, just me and Tom, yes, only him.

Li Qingshu may not come again, Man Qing should also leave, as for the first love, he should also live happily with my brother, maybe this is good, I am a lone star, I should be alone, otherwise it will only hurt her recognition, and it will not bring happiness to others, but pain, now Xiaoyan is very smart and witty, she made a particularly correct choice, she left me, the lone star, to live a better life.

Goodbye to this city, goodbye to Dali, goodbye to Erhai, goodbye to the person in the city, I hope you will always be happy, I will try to forget you, if you can't forget you, I will put you deep in my heart, Wang Xiaoyan, the person I love.

……

After returning to Hangzhou from Dali, I feel that the heavy stone in my heart has been put down, even if the heart under the heavy stone has been fragmented, no matter what, I found Xiaoyan, and saw her well, and smile like love, even go home and go up the stairs are carried by a smile, every day to eat a smile to cook, before Dali, and after returning to Hangzhou, my mood is completely different.

I pulled the less heavy suitcase back to the small courtyard, now Tom is still in school, I am also very relieved Tom, after all, Ou Kuangda has taken care of Tom for almost longer than me.

Walking into the campus, stepping on the stairs, walking in the corridor, and came to the door of my house, but my eyes stayed on the door next to my house, the woman who once lived here has left, I don't know if it is a kind of relief or a kind of loss, it is very messy, but that's it, willing to give and give to have to gain.

It's just that when I looked away from the iron door and took out the key to open the door, I heard the sound of the door opening, not that I opened the door of my own house, but that the door of the neighbor's house was opened, it seemed to be my new neighbor, just when I was smiling and greeting the new neighbor, my smile instantly stiffened, and immediately stayed in place, my heart was already in turmoil, I never thought that she was still there, I said something like that to her, so dirty and so ugly, she didn't leave, Could it be that she is living alone in this small courtyard that is completely inconsistent with her identity? After all, Tom was there in Ou Kuangda, and I also went to Dali, and these seven or eight days were also very long.

"You're back......"

However, Li Qingshu's feelings were quite calm, and he just said four words to me very calmly.

"Yes."

I was not in a state for a sigh of gratitude, and then found that Li Qingshu coiled up his waist-length long hair, like a woman at home, but a fashionable and moving woman, and unspeakable love came to my heart again.

"You must be tired after a long journey, right? Come home and rest, I'll cook for you. ”

Li Qingshu said to me with a faint smile, and then didn't turn around and walk into the house.

"Yes."

I thanked again, then paused for a moment, turned around and opened the door and walked into the house with the suitcase, Li Qingshu did not follow up, because I closed the door quickly, and now I am still in a state of losing Xiaoyan, seeing Li Qingshu will only make me more chaotic, when I closed the door, I quickly threw the suitcase in one piece, felt a little lonely and cold home, and muttered: "Why?" Why? Why is this happening? ”

I don't know if I'm asking myself, the fatigue caused by the exhaustion of the journey is gone in an instant because of the meeting with Li Qingshu, which is not good news for me.

Li Qingshu was scolded by me for not moving out of the small courtyard like that, returning to the luxurious and noble villa, continuing to be a high-ranking supermarket boss, not to be a daughter in a big family, but to continue to stay in this somewhat dilapidated courtyard, even if I am stupid, I understand why.

I walked slowly to the sofa and sat down, listening to the honest clock without stagnation, and fell into a long contemplation, but this contemplation lasted only a moment, and then there was a knock at the door, and I suddenly relented, and looked at the door that was knocked, but there was no movement.

The knock on the door lasted for a while, I stood up, walked slowly to the door, trembled and stretched out my palm to open the door, and what caught my eye was Li Qingshu wearing a checkered apron, one of her hands was dragging the plate, she kept knocking on the door, I felt very sorry for it, so I hurriedly reached out and took over the plate with the delicious braised pork, and whispered to her: "Come in." ”