From now to the past. She talked about the past again, saying that the boss had left her money. She has no worries about food and clothing, but she is alone and helpless, learning to smoke, drink heavily, and find someone to accompany her. After she finished talking to herself, there was silence. I didn't speak, I opened another bottle of red wine, silently filled it for her, and suddenly, she grabbed my hand, held it very tightly, her misty eyes were hot, and said to me in an almost pleading tone, "Is it really impossible?" I've always thought that I did something wrong, but can't you forgive me? ”

I felt her hands tremble, and her palms were warm enough to melt away the grudges. My eyes were moist, I turned my face away to prevent her from seeing me, I pity her, if she had been less showy and used me as a tool to raise her value, we might, and now we will get married and have children. I wouldn't feel so humble, little white-faced.

Saori's hand tightened, and there was a glimmer of hope in her eyes, and she continued to ask me urgently, "You still love me, don't you?" ”

The tears swirling in my eyes finally fell, my heart was full of witches, what did I do? I betrayed her, I betrayed her, I'm sorry for her. How good it is for a person to have no heart and lungs, like her now, she can't go up or down, a heart hangs in the air, she can't give up, she is not willing to give up, but she can't get it, just like the money and fame I have worked hard to pursue. Hope is ethereal, but you can't give up. I understand her discomfort.

"Don't do that, Saori, it's not too early, I should go back, and you should go home too." I try to control my own feelings. "Where's home? What about my home? Where is it? Does a woman like me have a home? I came to Huping City. The first time I came, I wanted to earn money, and now, the second time I came back, I wanted to find a man and start a family with him, but he had already started a family with someone else. I promise I'll treat you better than she treats you! Saori was a little incoherent.

The atmosphere became solemn, the music stopped, and there was silence. I could feel her heartbeat and her heaving gasps, her hands clutching me as they slid down. Seeing that I was indifferent, she didn't say anything more, and nodded with a wry smile: "If a person doesn't love another person, even if she dies, he won't feel bad, right?" Even if I die, will the person you agreed to see in your next life be me? But I can only be freed if I die. I don't need anything, I want to do a good job in the company just to overpower Lin Xi, I have to be better than her in everything, but if I am stronger than her, will you be mine? That day, the moment you turned around, I wanted to jump straight downstairs, I was so uncomfortable. ”

I grabbed her hand and said, "I'm really sorry." I'll admit that I'm sorry for you. ”

"Who is sorry for whom, and who can say clearly? I'm sorry for you, not you! Saori said loudly.

I didn't speak, and the two of them continued to be silent.

Coming out of the hotel, it was already past ten o'clock, the rain had just stopped, and the wet road surface reflected the brilliant neon of the city, showing the splendid prosperity. The slightly cold evening breeze blew across her face, like a girl's hand caressing her cheeks, cool and a little shy. She's drunk, and she's drunk so much, anyone will get drunk. I held her and said, "Let's go, I'll help you home." ”

Her house is not far from here, two blocks away.

It had just rained, there were not many pedestrians, and the city seemed a little quiet.

"You. You go back! Go back with your wife! I. I can go back by myself, I don't rely on anyone! She staggered.

"You go home alone, I don't worry!" I held her so hard that her weight was pressed against my arm.

"No, don't worry? Really? What would happen to you if I died? If I really turned around and jumped that day, would you have cried a few times in front of my tombstone, and now you are living a good life with your wife? Let me die without peace! She stopped, her eyes fixed on me, and although she was drunk, she was charming.

I said, "Saori, why do you keep thinking about death?" You still have so much money and so many relatives, can you enjoy enough of life? What am I? Whoever leaves can live! ”

In an instant, she burst out laughing, and after a few seconds, her charming eyes became hot and stern, and when she met my gaze, she quickly moved towards the distant night sky.

"Really? Whoever leaves can live? If Lin Xi dies and you don't have Lin Xi anymore, can you live? She said leisurely.

I didn't expect her to say that, and I was so shocked that I couldn't speak.

She smiled again and said, "Didn't you just say that no one can live without anyone?" I don't have you, I think life is better than death, what if you don't have Lin Xi? Would you like to? ”

I got angry and said, "Don't come here! ”

"Don't worry, I'm not that stupid." She said. Then, she began to laugh, and when she was done, she began to cry, trembling, "Don't worry. Will I go down alone? If she called you now and told you to come over, you would soon let go and leave me to my own devices, right? I know that at that time, I valued my own face and money more than you, I did something wrong, and I didn't expect your forgiveness, but I didn't expect you to fall into her arms so soon, and I didn't even have a chance to explain! ”

"Don't talk about it." I interrupted her.

"No, I'm going to say!" She burst into tears, "You know how much I love you, I call your name in my heart every day, people touch me, if I don't imagine what you are, I can't accept it." ”

With a snap, I gave her a resounding slap in the face.

Saori looked at me in disbelief after being slapped by me.

"You hit me? You hit me? You hit me? She touched her face, which already had a few red marks, and stared at me with resentment.

"Why are you hitting me! Do I have a choice? Leaving you at the time, ignoring you, do you think it's what I want? Do I have a choice for the money and effort I have invested? In the face of people's cold eyes, vicious gazes, and ridicule, no one ever comforted me, no one helped me, and I stood up alone. I've worked hard for you, why do you still beat me? "She looked at me and stopped crying.

"Don't say it, okay? I don't feel good about it! I reached out and stroked her hot face, "I'm sorry." ”

She threw herself into my arms and threw herself on my shoulders and cried, "If it weren't for the fact that I came to you, in order to get you, why would I push myself into another quagmire now? ”

I asked, "What's wrong with your business?" ”

"There's a problem with the company, I don't know if I can handle it, I'm so sad. I didn't do anything well, it didn't go well! If I didn't have the money, I really wouldn't have anything, and I would die! If I don't have money tomorrow, I'll die tomorrow, and if I don't have money the day after tomorrow, I'll die the day after tomorrow. ”

Looking at this poor woman, I felt a wave of sadness in my heart, and tears could not help but flow down. I interrupted her again, and this time, I gagged her with my lips and stopped her from talking. She shuddered and tried to push me away with her hand, but. Soon they eagerly cooperated.

After a long time, she finally pushed me away, gasping for breath, sobbing twice, tears in her eyes, a smile on the corner of her mouth, and still looking at me with affection in her clear eyes.

"Let's go, if you continue to be entangled like this, you won't even have a chance to see me in the future, she must be waiting for you." Saori said. Carefully grabbing a few long hairs on my shoulders with his hands, then smoothed my clothes carefully, and continued to whisper, "Actually, I really shouldn't have come to you again, but I really can't control myself. ”

I looked into the distance, put my fingertips to her red lips, and said, "Don't say any more, let's go again." ”

The two of them were strolling through the long street again, and it was already eleven o'clock, and the shops on both sides were closed and turned off the lights, which became more and more cold.

She didn't want me to let go of my hand, she was afraid of the feeling of emptiness, but she was afraid that she would chase me away if she grabbed my hand, so she walked with her three slender fingers pinching my thumb. I knew that as soon as I grabbed her hand, I would give her a sense of security, but I was afraid that neither of us would be able to control ourselves. After walking some distance, I asked, "What's wrong with the company?" ”

Saori said incorrectly, "For your sake, I quit smoking. I want to make myself more suitable for you. ”

"How's the company?" I ignored her words.

Saori smiled bitterly and said, "It's like falling into someone's trap." ”

I stopped to look at her, and then walked back: "Be clear, I'll help you analyze." ”

She finally said: "After investing, it was originally a profitable company, but I don't know why. Alas, the boss I worked with promised that he would make money. But. I looked closely, and I realized that he was trying to swallow everything I had. The method is to do a lot of projects, carry out a lot of projects, these all need to use money, investment to investment, my capital is invested, and he just wants to consume all my net worth, and then start to use the method of letting me exchange shares for money, from 50% of the shares to 40%, and then grind, and finally let me out. By the time I found out, it was too late, and he was now waiting for me to swap shares. ”

I hurriedly asked, "You and his fifty percent shares?" Is that still the case? ”

"It's still now, but I don't have any extra money to invest in, I know I can make money, but I don't have the money to invest, so I can only reluctantly let the shares go."

I said, "He's playing with you!" For example, I want to make my factory bigger, let you invest in, and then, continue to build the factory, the profit comes very little and slowly, but the investment is a lot, and then you say that you have no money, but the cooperation contract has been signed, you have no money to invest, you can only exchange shares. He just has more funds than you, and slowly forces you to withdraw your shares! It's so ruthless! You can't change it! ”

"So what can I do now! And what can be done? I have no money! I can only. That's the way it can be. Saori looked at me and said helplessly. Do you blame me for being eager to invest, or do you blame me for being unladylike? Actually, I investigated, he doesn't have so much money, he wants to swallow me, but he didn't expect me to have a lot of money, now, the two sides have fought to a fever pitch, whoever survives this hurdle will be fine! He doesn't have that much money anymore, but he can beat me, and I have thought of ways to do what I should do, but I still lack some funds. What to do? ”

I said, "Since everyone has reached the point of desperation, we must persevere!" ”

"Xiao Luo, I don't have anything, what should I do, what should I do?" Saori suddenly started crying again.

I said, "Saori." Saori, don't worry, I'll help you figure it out. ”

She grabbed my hand tightly, as if grasping a life-saving straw: "I don't want to tell you, I don't want you to see my pitiful appearance, I can't lose to Lin Xi, but I'm so stressed, I can't help it, I'm really going to collapse!" ”

After saying that, she hugged me and rested her head on my shoulder: "For you." I am willing to give a qiē, even if it is my life. But I paid for it, and I didn't even have a word of you to please me. ”

My heart was torn that she had taken such a big wrong step for me, and if she continued like this, she would really have nothing.

Walking and walking, I arrived at her house before I knew it, and just like the first time, she said, 'I'm afraid I'll eat you', and pulled me up to drink tea. When the tea was brewed, she brought it to me, and it seemed that Saori had woken up a lot. When she put the tea on the coffee table in front of me, her posture was curved, and I could clearly see Saori's plump breasts dangling in front of me, it was a pink lace with buds.

After talking to me along the way, she was obviously much happier, and looking at my gaze, she sat down next to me and asked, "Pervert, perverted." ”

I said, "You're beautiful. ”

"You said it a long time ago. Say I'm the most beautiful woman in the world. I'm afraid you also said this to Lin Xi, right? Saori asked.

I didn't speak.

"Kidding you, you're still angry? Really angry? As she spoke, her plump and soft body leaned against my arm. I blushed a little, had a rush in my lower abdomen, and felt like I couldn't breathe.

I tried to push her away a little, but I found it difficult to speak.

No, never. I stood up.

She looked at me and said, "Let's go, don't turn your head back!" ”

After not speaking for a while, I picked up my teacup and drank tea to cover myself. Saori said, "I know that once I am too ambiguous, you will definitely run away, do you dislike me?" Do you think I'm dirty? Still is. ”

I interrupted her: "I can't be sorry for Lin Xi!" I have a wife! Saori, let's be friends, okay? I can't betray Lin Xi, you have to understand. ”

Saori stopped talking.

The two of them spent a few minutes like this, I got up and said, "It's late at night, my wife is waiting for me, you have a good rest, I'll go first." ”

"Wait." She stopped me.

I turned my head: "What's wrong?" ”

"You say something heart-wrenching, every time you see me now, what is your first reaction?" Saori asked.

I didn't understand what she was saying and shook my head.

"Is your first reaction, I'm annoyed, very entangled, very difficult, I wish I was dead?" Saori asked blankly.

I said, "Me." ”

Originally, looking at you, I was distressed. But after thinking about it, I changed my words: "My first reaction was that I was very excited, and I was very happy to see you again." I'm looking forward to meeting you, too. ”

"Really?" Saori said happily.

I said, "It's true, that's what it feels like, even though I know it's impossible between us, but I'm still happy." ”

"That's good." Saori smiled slightly.

"Then I'll go first, I'll look for you."

"Well, be careful on the road." She happily escorted me to the door.

She wanted to hug me, reached over, and then took it back. I looked at her and said, "Bye-bye, see you another day." ”

She stopped talking and watched me disappear.