"Yes, you heard it right, that's what she did...... When we got the news that we found her, the child had returned to her mother safe and sound...... But she ......" Wen Shaoqian lowered his eyes, as if he was trying to suppress some kind of emotion, "Weichen doesn't know what kind of method the other party used, the process is ...... It must be intense. Xi'er's clothes were torn to shreds in several places, her arms and face were full of scratches, she sat barefoot on the ground, and when she saw people, she didn't know how to cry or hurt, but she would just keep asking, 'Where is my child, where has my child gone?' ......" he smiled bitterly, "Lord Wang, you have seen Xi'er get sick twice, but do you know that everyone in this family has experienced such a scene in the past year?" In a word, an object, even an inconsequential action, can make her lose her normality and collapse at any time. Now you just sit here and feel sad when you hear Weichen talk about the sins she has suffered before? Heartache? But what if you let her go through it yourself? What if these pains are infinitely magnified in the future day and night relationship, magnified to the point that the person who loves her can't bear it at all? Would you still say so calmly, 'I'll watch over her'? Feel her despair again and again, and it hurts until you are unconscious, have you really experienced it? ”

He was silent for a long time.

There was a sudden silence in the room, as if even everyone's breath had stopped.

Dr. Shen didn't expect Wen Shaoqian to say such a thing, although he had heard him mention it when he saw him before, but when it came out of his mouth at this time, he could still feel boundless grief and hopelessness.

"Anyway," after a while, Li Xuan finally spoke, his lips trembled slightly, and even his voice trembled a little, "I'll ...... this time Be sure to take her away. I will always guard her and will not leave her behind...... "He wants to take her with him and take care of her at all times!" No matter what she became, he couldn't leave her behind!

Silence, stalemate silence, uncompromising silence.

Just as there was dead silence in the room, a cough suddenly sounded.

“…… Ahem...... Can you allow the grass people to say a few words? ”

Wen Shaoqian and Li Xuan glanced at each other.

"You say."

"As far as the grass people are concerned, Miss should return to a familiar place, and it will be more effective to heal." He pretended not to see someone's gaze, and said slowly, "But Lord Wen's concerns are not unreasonable...... But in any case, Miss's own opinion should be the most important, shouldn't it? Why don't you wait for the young lady to wake up and hear for yourself what she has to say, and then make a decision? ”

Li Xuan and Wen Shaoqian were stunned at the same time.

Xiyan has been at the mercy of others all her life. When I was young, I was thrown around like a burden, and when I grew up, I got married and abandoned myself, and now I ...... has become a madman that everyone avoids. No one seemed to want to ask her what exactly she wanted for herself.

………………

Xiyan woke up two hours later.

For a moment, her mind went blank, as if it was still that quiet afternoon, and she had just taken a nap.

But the stinging pain in her palm woke her up.

She looked down at her hands, and at the pity and fear that flashed in the girls' eyes.

Got it.

……

When Li Xuan came in, she sat quietly in front of the window with her knees crossed, and several girls stood helplessly.

He sat down beside her in silence.

"I'm sorry, big brother......" Her eyes were always straight in one place, and there was a faint apology in her voice. I didn't mean to...... I don't know why...... I was just...... It's just ......" She was a little incoherent, and the fine light and shadow fell on her porcelain-like face, and there was an indescribable loneliness and sadness.

"Just what?" He asked softly.

She looked up in a daze, "You ......" Her pale lips trembled slightly, and finally turned into a gentle smile, and she muttered to herself, "That's good...... See you again......"

"Who am I, Xiyan?" He looked at her nervously, suppressing the excitement in his heart.

She smiled faintly again, "You are Li Xuan." She said quietly, her voice like a slowly flowing stream, "I see you every day - in dreams, but ......" The smile rippled softly at the corners of her mouth, but crystal tears fell. "When I wake up, I'll forget everything again. Li Xuan, what should I do? I'm so afraid that one day, in my dreams, I won't recognize you. How will I survive then? I've become a burden to everyone, and if I really forget about you, why should I live? ”

"It's not a dream." His slightly cool fingertips brushed away the tears on her face, "Xiyan, you take a good look at me, this time, it's not a dream." ”

She froze, looked at him in disbelief, and bit her lower lip hard.

"It hurts, doesn't it?" He cupped her face, "Look, it's really me, I'm here, I'm here to take you home......"

She looked straight at him, so long that his palms began to sweat—but she threw herself into his arms, tears pouring out like a flood that had broken the embankment.

"I ...... I thought you would never come again...... Woo...... Why did you leave me, why didn't you come to see me for so long...... Woo...... Why...... Why......"

"It's my fault, it's all my fault...... I'm not going to leave you behind again...... Xiyan, believe me......"

A breeze blew outside the window, blowing the corners of the man's robe and the woman's skirt, and the two were entangled, as if they would never be separated again.

………………

Taking Xiyan home was not as difficult as imagined.

She remembered some things, but she forgot more—or she didn't want to remember them at all.

She didn't remember that she had left the hall, and she didn't even know that Ning Ruo's child was long gone.

She obediently listened to his various flawed explanations.

They used to live happily, he said. A year ago, she gave birth to a child for him - a healthy and beautiful boy. But not long after the child was born, one day she met a bad guy on the way to the nunnery to incense, and although the person was fine, she was frightened by Yan zhòng, and it became like this. He said that he didn't want her, but she never recognized him and refused to go home with him, so she had to live in this small compound......

She believed it all.

She remembers those happy times. She often sees it in her dreams. She's slow to react and she's a bit silly, but she wants to believe him. She is also willing to believe...... He wouldn't lie to her.

So when Li Xuan said that he wanted to take her home, she agreed almost without hesitation.

When Wen Shaoqian learned of her decision, he didn't say anything to dissuade her, just smiled and said, "As long as Xi'er is happy." ”

Is she happy? Of course she was happy.

But what are those deep sorrows and fears in my heart?

She doesn't understand.

She didn't want to understand either. (To be continued.) )