Xiao Enzi followed Li Xuan out of Langfeng Hall.

"Master, Lord Wen sent an entourage early in the morning, I'm afraid there is something ...... Gege?"

"Idiot!" Li Xuan raised his foot and kicked at him, hatefully saying, "Why didn't you say it earlier!" ”

And when he turned back, he went to the outer court.

Xiao Enzi grinned in pain, but he didn't dare to speak, so he had to follow behind with resentment.

He can be blamed for this!

………………

When he arrived at Du's house, Wen Shaoqian had already arrived. He seemed to be waiting for him in the hall.

"What's wrong with Xiyan?" Li Xuan asked anxiously. "Someone said—"

Wen Shaoqian nodded, "Yes, she remembers." Before Li Xuan could be happy, he heard Wen Shaoqian say heavily, "It's just that Xi'er's memory is completely confused......

His smile froze on his face.

"You go...... Persuade her. Perhaps, she will listen to you. ”

Heavy curtains were drawn in the room, and only a few rays of sunlight sneaked in through the cracks.

"Lord Wang......" Ziyu's eyes were already swollen from crying, and seeing him coming, it was like seeing a savior, "Lord Wang, go and see Gege." She hadn't closed her eyes all night...... If you don't eat or drink, you won't listen to anyone...... Dr. Shen also said......" She couldn't help crying, "There's no way......"

……

When she heard his footsteps, Xiyan didn't look back, still lying motionless in front of the bed, her expression focused and calm.

"Xiyan ......," he approached gently.

"Shhhh......h He's asleep, don't you make a noise with him...... Don't wake him up. ”

Although he knew that she was now delirious, Li Xuan still instinctively looked at the bed.

Nothing but quilts.

"Xiyan, you-"

"I told you not to make noise!" She didn't know why, as if a trapped beast was struggling out in her heart, and she couldn't control her mania at all, and she pushed him with all her strength without saying anything.

Li Xuan was unguarded, and couldn't help but stumble.

"Don't argue with him, don't argue!" Her eyes were red with rage and she screamed hysterically, "Don't come here!" Don't come near us! She seemed to remember something, and suddenly turned around and knelt very carefully in front of the bed. Li Xuan, don't be afraid, I'll drive them all away and don't let them disturb you......" She seemed to be a different person just now, and whispered softly, "The Imperial Doctor said that after tonight, you will be fine...... It's going to be good soon...... Don't be afraid ......"

He stood behind him in a daze, obviously with a thousand words, but he seemed to be choked in his throat by something, and he didn't even have the ability to speak.

Her voice came softly, like a pinprick. "Are you hurting? I know...... When our child fell, I shed a lot of blood, and it hurt a lot......" She whispered softly to the empty bed, as if to say something innocuous "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid of anything...... I'll be with you always. When you wake up, it won't hurt......" she smiled softly, her hollow eyes covered with a layer of crystal vapor, "Even if it...... They really can't heal you, and that's okay...... On the Huangquan Road, I will also be with you, do you say it's okay......"

Blood seeped out along the white cloth, but she didn't feel any pain, held her face, and said innocently, "But you are not allowed to dislike me, nor are you allowed to drive me away, you want me to follow you, okay?" She smiled and laughed, tears rolling down her cheeks, "I have nothing but you...... I want to be with you, and I will depend on you wherever you go. You don't want to get rid of me......"

He finally couldn't take it anymore and strode forward, holding her tightly in his arms. She was so angry that she kept beating him, but he restrained her hands, she opened her mouth to bite the back of his hand, and the thick smell of blood spread between her lips and teeth, making her almost nauseous, but he didn't move.

Blood, blood again! The blood is overwhelming, and the heart is full of eyes!

Xiyan screamed in despair and collapsed in his arms.

………………

When Li Xuan proposed to take Xiyan away, Dr. Shen had just finished diagnosing his pulse. She's not doing well, and there were some signs of recovery before, but this onset seems to have made Yiqiē go back to square one—if it hasn't gotten worse.

Dr. Shen agrees with Li Xuan's approach. For a patient like Xiyan, a familiar environment and familiar people can reduce her fear and make her slowly recall those times that she has forgotten.

"Then have you ever thought about what identity Xiyan will go back to?" Wen Shaoqian didn't say anything immediately, but after he finished speaking, he asked indifferently, "Fujin?" Concubine? Or is it a nameless concubine? There was a hint of mockery in his deep eyes.

Li Xuan clenched his fists fiercely.

If he wanted to, he could have snagged countless affectionate sentences, gushing about his feelings for her, so that everyone who heard it could empathize with the pain and depression he had loved for so many years, and let everyone be moved by the deep heartbreak of his long-standing affection.

But he didn't want to.

No matter how much sweet words there are, they will pale in the face of the facts.

He can't give her the position of Fujin, this is the truth.

In his trance, he only heard Wen Shaoqian continue, "Even if you don't care about your reputation...... With Xi'er's current situation, how can she gain a foothold in the palace? Not to mention that her mind is not as good as that of a seven or eight-year-old child, and she needs to be taken care of carefully, even if you can really guard her every step of the way, who can guarantee that she will not have a sudden attack and hurt others and herself? You may have the patience and hope to heal her now, but what about ten or twenty years from now? Even, what if she never recovered? Have you ever thought about it? ”

"I see what you mean......" he said slowly, "...... Don't worry, no matter what Xiyan becomes, I will guard her. "The voice is hoarse but determined." I'm not going to let her hurt anymore. ”

"No, you don't." Wen Shaoqian looked at him lightly, smiled and shook his head.

"When Xi'er was first rescued, she lived in the countryside with Uncle Du and Aunt Du. She was very quiet at that time, and she either sat by the window in a daze every day, or kept being a female celebrity. She is very timid, afraid of people, afraid of sound, and the slightest movement will make her afraid...... She didn't even dare to go out of the door...... But this is how she was, one afternoon, she took advantage of Uncle Du and Aunt Du's inattention and secretly ran out. His voice was low and restrained, as if telling a distant story, "Every day at that time, several children of four or five years old will gather at the entrance of the village to play, and young mothers will also hold their young children there to enjoy the ......shade," he still smiled faintly, "On that day, Xi'er snatched one of the people's children......"

Li Xuan looked up incredulously.

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My heart doesn't feel comfortable reading this chapter......

(To be continued.) )