I wanted to find a cover-up, I didn't want to be thorough, but I didn't have a chance, so I could only look up at the west, silently looking at the sun that had fallen off the cliff, and muttered: "In fact, the sunset looks beautiful, but if you look closely, you find that it is very scary, there are not any men and women, but two devils, and the devil can't describe it, the sky in the west is an impregnable prison, gradually about to be swallowed up by darkness, and gradually a bunch of torches will appear around the prison, and then reflect the angels among the devils, this is the sunset, It's not a beautiful sunset, because the former angel, without a smile, has completely become a black-faced and cheesy devil. ”

I muttered word by word, words that I couldn't understand, I don't know if Yiyi would understand? I didn't immediately look at the change in Yiyi's face, but still looked at the so-called combination of the devil and the angel.

"When a person becomes both a devil and an angel, then he or they must have had a story that cannot be described in words, and the scattered clouds abandoned by the clouds may be a sign of a broken body, Feng, you and I am a madman or a fool?"

Yiyi and I stood together, very quietly and quietly looking at the direction of the sunset, her words, her questions, made me silent, our seemingly simple communication even if it was unusually heavy.

"Yiyi is not a madman, nor a fool, but a determined person, maybe you are suspected of being a madman, right? But it's definitely not stupid. ”

I turned my head to look at Yiyi, whose face was red and pale, and said earnestly and sincerely.

"Crazy, stupid, crazy, stupid, Feng, I'm actually thinking these days, maybe we have no future, we have missed the best time, maybe this is the so-called fate, right? But that's it, I know it's going to be like this, but I don't want to give up, because you're by my side, because I can see you really, really, really. ”

Yiyi said something profound, but she laughed, but her laughter made me feel the taste of a knife stuck in her chest for her, looking at her, looking at her, and finally I didn't dare to look at her, the heart of the rainy day was covered with frost in addition to the chaotic wind, this is the first time Yiyi has said these words to me like this these days, my eyes are on a towering building, my heart is trembling, my hand is touching my chest, feeling the hardness, struggling with the inevitable things.

"Feng, I can see that you love Wang Xiaoyan very much, but I know that the reason why you love her is because of responsibility and commitment, you are my first boyfriend, I am your first girlfriend, so I know you very well, you will never do anything hurtful, all you are very entangled now, but even if it is, or but, or even if, I know that I still want you to be entangled, my heart is no longer controlled by myself."

Yiyi's pace moved, and I stood closer, and even the gentle spring breeze couldn't find the so-called gap, but her words made me sigh secretly, secretly heartache, just not worthy of her evaluation, how could the naïve and innocent Yiyi know what I did, how could I imagine that the summit in her heart would do something that touched the moral bottom line, my face is no longer a face, I am ashamed of my blind trust in her, and now I may be able to give her a hypocritical smile.

"Yiyi"

"Okay, you don't want it, I don't want to hear it, I don't want to hear your utter refusal, then I can still have a faint hope, I'll go first, disturb your time to go home, and go to dinner with my lover and children at home."

I wanted something that even I knew clearly, but Yiyi interrupted me and spoke to me very quickly.

"Yiyi"

Yiyi walked away, I looked at her and wanted to speak, but Yiyi, who was walking towards the night with her back to me, waved her hand and said loudly: "Don't worry about me, I'll walk casually." ”

Yiyi's pace seems normal, but in fact, there is some hypocritical shaking, I was worried that something would happen to her, so I ignored the words, silently followed her, if Yiyi went to the bar and dance hall in the middle of the night to drink, if she was drunk, it was too easy to have an accident.

I don't know if Yiyi noticed me following her closely, but she walked relatively quietly, and seemed to be singing, although not very high, but I still faintly heard the extremely sad song

"It's a rainy day, who do you want to be angry with, there's no sunshine, I don't want to get up, it's not clear, I stumble when I walk, the phone rings, it's too late to panic, fantasy, the night makes me can't find your smile, like a firefly, and I can't catch it, dreams are the only place where I can find you, at least we'll hug tightly, the elf-like painting freezes for a second, you'll be scared, you can't see the light left in the night, you can't find the direction, it's beginning to herald despair, it's dawning, where are you hiding, wounded wings, hiding stubborn, gray feathers, Protecting the faint hope, the faint light, the courage to refract the scene, I want to do this until the next dawn"

Yiyi hummed very softly, very beautifully, even ethereal, attracting the heads and attention of passers-by, but I have been silent behind her but I have some rhythm that wants to cry, my nose is sour, especially not a taste, I don't know what kind of feelings and feelings I have, just don't speak, just very silently follow Yiyi who sings to vent her pain.

Just like the song sung by Yiyi, 'I didn't walk awake and stumbled, the phone rang too late to panic, fantasy, the night made me unable to find your smile, like a firefly and I couldn't catch it, dreams are the only place I can find you' really describes and embodies what Yiyi thinks in her heart.

Maybe she was already crying, but instead of quickening my pace to comfort her, I was a bastard who watched coldly, watching her tremble coldly, letting the wind blow her hair unbridledly, not blowing, but bleak.

Today's night is full of stars, but so what? I can't comfort a sad woman, I can only walk behind me cowardly and ruthlessly, keeping a distance of one meter, two meters, three meters, not approaching, on the contrary, gradually moving away.

I followed Yiyi into a bar, and I guessed that Yiyi was going to get drunk at the bar, and I'm secretly glad I came with me, otherwise the night world would have swallowed Yiyi now.

Yiyi walked into a noisy bar, sat straight on the bar, drank very arrogantly, as if like a person who frequents the night world, a bottle of beer is in the stomach in a moment, I sat at the round table not far away, staring at her tightly, and even secretly glad that she didn't drink whiskey, just drank beer, after all, beer still doesn't hurt the body, otherwise it would be a terrible situation for her to drink like this.

I held the smooth table in my hand, let the tears flow in my heart, and watched her silently