The wind blew through, blowing the cheeks and hair of the three of us, and the smile that seemed to be smiling hazy secretly exerted its strength when shaking hands with me, and the words were all spoken to me as Xiaoyan's boyfriend, making me want to laugh and feel uncomfortable.

"Smile, that's enough, don't talk nonsense, Bingbing, don't listen to his nonsense, by the way, how did you name it Butterfly? What does it mean? And why did you come to Dali? Are you alone? You haven't answered my question so far. ”

Xiaoyan stopped smiling and asked me again.

"It doesn't mean anything, it's called if it's good, aren't the people who come to Dali all tourists? I've been aggrieved for months, come out for a walk, you go on, I won't disturb your two-person world, I have left beforehand, she is still waiting for me, and how can I come alone? ”

I panicked at Xiaoyan, and I don't know why I said such panic, this is a lie that makes me bitter.

The words fell, and he took a deep look at the smile full of smiles, turned around and walked the way he came, changed his direction and was pushed by the cold wind to walk again.

I turned around and left, without a trace of stay, for some reason, I was a little unhappy, this road, only I can walk alone, lonely and bitter walking, everyone has a happy belonging, and I have to walk the lonely road, I don't know when is the end.

I can't estimate and predict the distance between loneliness and happiness, I can only watch others be happy, I am lonely, Liu Qilei and Luo Meng are getting married, Li Qingshu and her ex-boyfriend are reconciled, the relationship between Ou Kuangda and Yu Xue is getting better and better, and Xiaoyan, who loves me the most, also has a boyfriend, it's good, it's good, it's good

As I walked, my windswept ears heard the tugging behind me, and I couldn't help but laugh bitterly because I might have a conflict between them.

The cold wind seemed to be laughing at me to the fullest, laughing at my loneliness and loneliness.

When I moved away from the village of Jiapeng, I stopped in front of a tree that seemed to be leaning, and took the opportunity to take a photo, I quietly looked behind me and found that there was only a blue tricycle pulling debris slowly driving slowly with a violent noise, and I did not see her.

Maybe I'm used to it, but habits sometimes need to be changed, and I deserve it, right?

I returned to the shore of Erhai Lake, sitting during the day and waiting for the night, the wind was blowing, I wanted to roar wildly, I was afraid that I would suffocate to death for a moment.

"Ahh

I screamed like crazy, I didn't care about anything, I didn't care about anything, I completely vented the turbidity in my heart, I was able to be truly reborn, I was a man, I wanted to be strong, but I couldn't do anything.

With such a roar, the people who stayed on the shore of Erhai looked at me unpleasantly, because my madness had broken their comfort.

And this voice out, I understand that I am very fragile, and even very afraid of loneliness, seeing that the people around me have belonging, but I am still wandering in loneliness and loneliness, there is a feeling of being compared, Luo Meng and Liu Qilei's wedding may be held around the Spring Festival, I want to give myself a goal that must be completed, that is, to find a girlfriend in this month or so.

I want to live well, I want to forget everything, I can't be compared, Liang Jiafeng, don't be entangled or melancholy, don't stick to your delusional love, you have faded color, all you have to do is live better, I wish her happiness, yes, that's it, it must be so

My days in Dali passed very quickly, every day in Erhai Lake to see the scenery, sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window to look at the glass, in a blink of an eye a week has passed, but also ushered in the new year, this week, I only saw Xiaoyan twice, every time she was with the man called Smile, and I just said hello to her, and didn't talk much, but I had a few encounters with the female star, but every time I ran away, the female star has become crazy because I kissed her, and dangerous animals must stay away.

That night, I couldn't stay in the inn and wandered around outside, walking, unconsciously walked to the ancient city of Dali, and came to a bar street, but I looked from afar, and found a large circle of people in front of a bar, especially a lot of people, men, women and children, it seemed to be very lively.

I was a little curious, after all, I am too lonely now, anything will arouse my curiosity, I quickly came to the place where the crowd gathered, struggling to squeeze into the crowd to look inside, and when I squeezed into the crowd with great effort, when I saw the situation inside, I immediately froze, in that moment, my heart sank, my heart became bitter, at this moment I wanted to leave quickly, but found that I couldn't squeeze out, maybe I didn't want to go out at all, right?

"Ryuba, we've known each other for almost a month, and since the past month, we've traveled together every day, walking more and more steps, seeing more and more scenery, seeing more and more people, eating more and more together, and my affection for you is also increasing."

"Today on this important day, the fifth of January, I want to say what is in my heart, I can't continue to suppress my love for you, I want you to be my girlfriend, I know that you are a very good woman, I may not be worthy of you, I also know that you have a person living in your heart, and this hurts you, so that you can't relax for a while, but I believe that I can make you forget the past, I believe I will give you the best happiness."

There have been a few smiles of meeting, holding a bouquet of roses, standing in front of Xiaoyan, a smile full of love appeared on his handsome face, expressing his feelings to Xiaoyan, and Xiaoyan stood in front of the smile, his face was sluggish, his palm grabbed the corner of his clothes, I don't know what he was thinking? The wind blew through the two of them, but it was so warm and happy, and I was subjected to the cold wind, which was fiercely eroded.

At this time, the crowd was very quiet, quietly listening to the confession of the smile, as if this smile was quite popular in Dali, after all, the smile on that face was enough to close the distance, and I, who had always been alone, silent and lonely, did not make a friend in Dali, because I regarded them as passers-by, in fact, I was quite sad.

Smile continued to say sincerely and emotionally, but I am becoming more and more unpleasant, and I don't know why it is not a taste, my judgment is wrong, it turns out that they are not together yet, but after today, it will change.

"Ryuha, you know what? Whenever I see you standing alone in a remote place with a cold wind, staring blankly at a thing, looking at your bitter face, the tears flowing above the bitterness, my heart hurts like being pricked by a needle, since the day I knew you, you wash your face with tears almost every day, and secretly, when there are people you will smile, but it is bitter. ”

"I really can't stand it anymore, and I can't continue to let you cry like this, I don't know which bastard guy doesn't cherish a beautiful woman like you, and will hurt you ruthlessly, if I meet him, I will definitely beat him all over the ground to find teeth, when I knock him down, I will tell him very sincerely, thank him for giving up, so that I can love you well and take care of you, Ryuba, I love you, be my girlfriend."