This is the smallest of the many villages on the shore of Erhai Lake, called Jiapeng Village, and there are only about 100 households in the whole village, but this village occupies the most beautiful natural scenery of Huanhai West Road.

This village is also the second village I have turned to, and I took the SLR and leaned against the street sign on the south side of the village, patting the pumping station not far away.

I am a rural person, but my village does not have such beauty, along the way, there are mountains, water, gardens, and picturesque scenery.

The surface of the lake along the way is blown by the cold wind, and there are regular ripples, and there is a special feeling of 'the so-called Yi people, on the water side'.

And when I was holding the SLR and preparing to take a picture of a few willow trees in front of me that lacked willow branches, I saw her from the display screen of the camera, and saw that she was looking at me, and I really felt it, "The so-called Yiren, on the water side, the feeling, and the reeds on the lake are rippling gracefully with the wind, which truly reflects the meaning of the name of the village, 'The leaves are pale, and the white dew is frost'."

This time I didn't have a chance to run away, because she had seen me clearly, and I didn't put down the camera, and kept the pose of taking pictures, quietly taking a beautiful photo.

Watching her walk towards me step by step from the SLR, because the focus of the camera is good, I can clearly see her discolored face, clearly see her long hair being ravaged by the wind, and I also see her tearful eyes with a sad heart.

I thought that I would not meet her when I hid in the village, but God has pulled a rope that is not thick and thin for me and her, and no matter where I go, we will meet by coincidence, and at this time, I also had tears in my eyes, and I felt particularly faceless to see her, I thought of a sentence she said, and also thought of another sentence that touched my heart.

The hand holding the SLR trembled, the camera began to shake, and her appearance began to blur, and at this time, I could only continue to maintain this posture.

She finally walked in front of me step by step, looked at me blankly with a smile that made me particularly withdrawn, her lips trembled slightly, and said to me in a still warm voice: "Bingbing, long time no see." ”

This sentence has not been seen for a long time, which makes my heart tremble, my hand is slowly put down, the SLR is casually attached to the chest, slowly swaying and swaying, Xiaoyan's seemingly warm voice is actually just an empty shell, her heart has long been broken by me, hurt again and again, and the apology that came to her heart when I saw her again.

I was in pain at this moment, witnessing the pain of delusion, the pain of hurting others, filling my mind and body like crazy.

I didn't want it, I didn't want any pain, I couldn't say a word, I could only look at her with an expression that I didn't even know, but I still tried to straighten up, trying my best to make my appearance better, I don't know if she knew about me

"Bingbing, what? Don't know me anymore? How long has it been? But seeing that you are as good as ever, I am really happy for you, God is not blind after all. ”

Xiaoyan tidied up her long hair that was ravaged by the wind, and said to me happily with a hint of resentment.

"Xiaoyan, I'm sorry for you, I'm really sorry."

I didn't know what to say to Xiaoyan, I could only sincerely apologize, and my tears were hidden by my best efforts

"Why are you in Dali? What about Li Qingshu? Didn't I come with you? ”

Xiaoyan deliberately avoided my apology, and finally asked a question that was difficult for me to answer, I didn't know how to answer, was it to tell the truth or deliberately conceal it? I was very disorderly now, more chaotic than the swaying reeds on the surface of the lake.

"Bingbing, what's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Xiaoyan still said to me with such concern, I don't think I have the face to accept her warm care.

"It's okay, it's just that I'm a little tired from walking, so I'm squatting here to rest and rest."

I crouched down as I spoke, not ready to answer Xiaoyan's previous question, just staring blankly at the clear surface of the lake that had been rippling all along.

At this time, my mind remembered what Xiaoyan did for me, and I thought of the picture of hurting Xiaoyan because of Li Qingshu, full of the moment when Xiaoyan turned around and left.

"Then hurry up and rest, your legs should be right? We haven't seen each other for about a month, so we have to take good care of it and don't leave any sequelae. ”

Xiaoyan's question was not asked, but reminded me with concern, Xiaoyan has not changed, she is still so kind, could it be that she still likes me?

And just when I was thinking cranky in my heart

"Why did you leave alone, making it easy for me to find it."

A rather mature voice sounded, and I looked at the road where Xiaoyan came in confusion, and saw a man running towards us with a travel backpack and a smile on his face.

Seeing this man, I knew that Xiaoyan was not alone in Dali, and this man might be the boyfriend she was looking for, right? I still shamelessly think that others still like me, and I dare to think about it.

Why does Xiaoyan always like me, a gentle and generous beautiful writer, who is not a promising person, finding a boyfriend is not a matter of minutes, I should bless her, but how can I look at the man who is running briskly and full of sunny smiles in his heart?

"I wanted to walk alone, so I came out of the village."

Xiaoyan turned around and gently explained to the man who ran to her side.

But I don't want to see it, I'm a little lonely, even a little bit of a light bulb suspicion, I stand up lonely, ready to turn back and leave, seeing other people's happiness can only reflect their own pain, I don't want pain, I'm tired of pain, I don't want to hurt anymore.

"Ryuha, who is he?"

"It's my friend, Bingbing, what are you going to do? Come, let me introduce you. ”

Ryuha? Is it Xiaoyan's pseudonym when he came to Dali? I guess so, and I'm just her friend now.

Hearing Xiaoyan's words, I could only turn around helplessly, the moment I turned around, the so-called melancholy was not there at all, full of bright smiles, looking at this man who smiled brighter than me, the man was about to laugh, but his eyes stayed on Xiaoyan, and the so-called smile was also for Xiaoyan, full of loving smile.

"Bingbing, this is a smile, this is Bingbing, you know."

Xiaoyan stood between us and introduced each other, I and the man named Smile politely stretched out our hands and shook them together, and I took the lead in saying to him: "Smile, smile, yes, it's really like its name, you can call me a butterfly." ”

I could tell that the smile was slightly hostile to me, and perhaps at first glance it was a rival in love.

"Butterflies? It's more feminine than a smile, it must be very meaningful, since you are a friend of Ryuba, it is also my friend of smiles, it's a pleasure to meet you, and thank you for taking care of Xiaoyan"

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