In the middle of the night, the lights in the room were not turned on, and I lay on my back on the bed with my eyes wide in the darkness, looking at the ceiling that seemed close but far away, and I really couldn't sleep.

I thought about it over and over again, wondering if there was any hope for me to stand up? Thinking about what if I don't have hope, what will I do?

I even complained about why God tortured me like this, so that I could not sleep all night with a bitter heart that could not feel the cold but had a dead heart with the moonlight shining on the windowsill, and could only stare and wait for the dawn to come

The moon left the sky, and the dawn finally came after my long wait, but although I waited, I did not look forward to it, so that the dawn that reflected my crippled heart mercilessly.

Although I didn't close my eyes all night, I was very tired, but I didn't feel tired, I was thirsty all night but didn't dare to drink water, and even yesterday I didn't drink water all day because I was afraid that I wanted to go to the toilet but I was weak, so I could only hold back, Li Qingshu couldn't sleep in the same room with me, and it was impossible to stay with me all the time.

When I blinked my tired eyes and felt a little hungry, there was a sudden knock on the door, and my eyes moved to the door, which instantly wiped out the so-called bitterness, filled with smiles that greeted the dawn, and then said loudly, "Come in." ”

Li Qingshu opened the door and walked in, she was dressed very casually, just a thickened home clothes, and the slippers were still the cute little minions, big eyes, cute cotton slippers, and her long hair was deliberately coiled up, like a family woman, but is there such a beautiful home woman in the world? She was destined not to belong to the so-called home, but to the vast world outside.

I moved and sat up, watching her wander away from my thoughts, what would she be like if she was old, with gray hair and temples showing signs of age. Will it be so beautiful and charming?

But I didn't have the opportunity to see her old age, I couldn't accompany her through autumn and autumn, and I couldn't witness the moment when the flowers bloomed and fell, and it was already doomed the moment I couldn't stand up.

"I thought you were still asleep, but I didn't expect to wake up so early."

Li Qingshu walked into the room and said to me with a smile on his face.

"I just woke up, and you also got up early, do you get up so early every day?"

I rubbed my tired eyes, hoping to sober myself up, and said pretending to Li Qingshu.

"I'm used to it, I usually get up early to work, and I'm late when I'm stuck in traffic."

Li Qingshu walked to the window, slowly opened the sea blue curtains, and said quite gently with his back to me.

I don't know how Li Qingshu knows that I like blue, is it a coincidence or deliberate? It turned the whole room into a sea of blue.

"Are you a big boss still afraid of being late? What if you don't go? ”

"The big boss has to lead by example, otherwise how can he order others? Hungry, right? I made breakfast, after breakfast, drank the medicine, and we started exercising, you have to be mentally prepared. ”

Li Qingshu turned around and looked at me very seriously, and said meaningfully to me.

Looking at her seriously, listening to the fact that she was going to exercise, I couldn't help but be stunned, but I quickly came to my senses, and said lightly: "Ready, ready early, even if you can't stand up, it's fine, just be disabled." ”

"Liang Jiafeng, if you cheer me up, are you ready to break the jar? Don't think I don't know what you think, you have to stand up for me, otherwise you are not a man with a handle, you have to insist on exercising for an hour today, and then I push you out to relax, you are in a good mood, and it will help your body recover. ”

Li Qingshu walked to the bed, glared at me fiercely, and invaded the frost cold on my face again, so that I couldn't help but feel shocked, and then my mind was in a trance, and the pale world had a cold snow flying, maybe I really had to cheer up like a man, instead of the current fake appearance, and keep being cowardly.

Quietly put the palm of my hand on my thigh, pinching the flesh without the slightest intuition, even if I used the strength of breastfeeding, I didn't feel the slightest pain, pinched my thigh and looked at Li Qingshu, and said in a low and calm voice: "Yes, I am a man with a handle, and a man with a handle should be strong, and there can be no cowardice, right?" Li Qingshu. ”

What do you mean by that? Do you really want to be comfortable with self-defeat? You are acting irresponsibly to yourself and others, I sue you, you are so cowardly that you don't even dare to have so-called thoughts, don't you like impulsive fights? So where is your fighting momentum at this time? If you lose it, find it for me as soon as possible, and without further ado, let's eat first. ”

Li Qingshu said to me more and more coldly, as if she was very angry at my light breeze and broken jars, no matter what the source of her anger was? There was a little comfort in my tattered heart.

After breakfast, Li Qingshu pushed me into the recovery room and helped me start exercising, and the most direct equipment was the parallel bars.

I held the smooth parallel bars with both hands, and Li Qingshu was protecting me on the side, my legs had no strength at all, all relying on my arm bend, it was simply hanging on the parallel bars, I didn't have the courage to stand, because every time I tried to stand, I would not be able to hold on to the delusional steps, and then desperately use the arm bend to hang myself up, and then when the arm bend lost strength, I fell the thickened mat.

Tried again and again, all ended in failure, several times I wanted to give up, but when lying on the mat and looking at the encouraging eyes of Li Qingshu squatting beside me, I rushed like I had strength, and hung on the parallel bars again with the support of Li Qingshu, the hardness of the parallel bars made my arm without much flesh ache for a while.

An hour, a very long hour, I survived this hour under the strict supervision and sincere encouragement of Li Qingshu, sweating profusely, I collapsed on my back on the mat, I didn't even have the strength to speak, I only knew that I was panting for breath, such a recovery exercise was simply not something that people did, except for pain and powerlessness.

Lying on the mat, I closed my eyes, in the dark, and my heart was full of chagrin thinking: life is so wonderful, married fiancée ran away with someone else, and there was a so-called illegitimate child, who was imprisoned for several months, wronged as a thief, and now he is still crippled, it really hurts.

It's just that there is no cause and effect, how could these things happen without my reasons, maybe no one can complain, if you want to complain, you can only blame yourself.

"Come, are you resting? I'll pull you up. ”

After a few minutes, Li Qingshu's voice resounded in my ears, it was so ethereal, I opened my eyes tiredly, looked at Li Qingshu who leaned over to look at me, looked at her beautiful face, I couldn't help but be stunned, until Li Qingshu spoke again, I relieved my senses, and quickly stretched out my palm

But now I don't have the slightest strength at all, and I only rely on Li Qingshu's strength, so Li Qingshu didn't pull me up, but he was taken down by me, and he screamed and fell on my body hard, and the fragrant lips happened to fall on my lips-

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