"Why are you on the ground? Come, and I will help you up. ”

Li Qingshu interrupted my thoughts of going back and flying, and eagerly squatted down to help me up, and I instantly regained my calm side, as if the collapse just now did not appear, in the process of her helping me up with difficulty, I disguised myself, I wanted to be calm at the moment when I sat on the bed, showing a calm smile, giving Li Qingshu a feeling that I was fine.

I can't run in front of her, I can't run like a child, my peace may at least make her feel more relaxed, and she doesn't have to be filled with guilt.

I sat on the soft bed, my legs fell to the ground but I didn't feel it, as if I was anesthetized, I said to Li Qingshu calmly with a faint smile: "It's okay, I crawled on the ground after I woke up, maybe sleepwalking, right?" ”

"Uh, you're sleepwalking while sleepwalking?"

Li Qingshu believed what I said very lightly, her moving face was full of surprise, looking at her surprise, I smiled, but it hurt in my heart, no matter when and where I can't get rid of the so-called acting, I will always be an actor, a sad actor.

Because the dark room was opened, the bright light in the hall quickly shone in, so that I could see her face clearly, and I could also make my face undoubted, I always felt that the way she looked at me at this time was completely different from the way she looked before, maybe she looked at me pitifully, right? I'm the so-called wretched wretch.

"I've made dinner, you must be hungry, aren't you? At noon, I saw that you slept very soundly, so I didn't call you, go, I'll help you to the living room to eat, this time I have a good taste of my craft, but you are not allowed to catch it with your hands, do you hear? ”

Li Qingshu said softly and helplessly, I saw her face blush for a moment while speaking, but I don't know if it was gray black or gorgeous red.

I smiled innocently, and was laboriously supported in the wheelchair by Li Qingshu, and I also thought of Li Qingshu's words to eat braised pork with my hands, and wiped my face with Li Qingshu's towel to wipe my body, although it was embarrassing, but I was still able to stand at that time, but now I can only sit in this damn wheelchair and be pushed out of the bedroom by Li Qingshu.

Sitting on the bench, looking at the table full of food, I couldn't raise any appetite, I was afraid that I would vomit after eating, but I looked up at Li Qingshu's gaze and motioned for me to taste it, I can't refuse such a request, even if I don't want to eat, I have to pretend to gobble it up, so that Li Qingshu feels that I am really good and not defeated by the so-called ruin.

Obviously very rushed but still have to pretend to be very calm, I feel that I have such an egg pain, and my legs are crippled, and my palms are a little unfavorable, and I can't even hold the braised pork with chopsticks.

It wasn't until Li Qingshu used chopsticks to sandwich the meat into the bowl for me that I stopped holding the meat endlessly, glanced at Li Qingshu self-deprecatingly, picked up the small bowl, and ate the meat that Li Qingshu sandwiched for me, the braised pork was still so delicious, but I didn't want to eat it at all.

I didn't want to eat it at all, but I wanted to gobble it up, and under Li Qingshu's surprised gaze, I finished eating a bowl of rice like a storm.

"Is it delicious? Why do you eat so fast? Beware of choking"

Li Qingshu didn't eat a mouthful of food, just watched me eat, looked at me very gently, and even had some beautiful smiles, which made me a little unaccustomed.

"It's delicious, it's delicious, it's so delicious, another bowl."

I pretended to be excited, pretending to be unsatisfied, I quickly got up, and prepared to serve the meal with the bowl, but before I felt the soles of my feet hit the ground, I fell to the ground, and the delicate small bowl inevitably collided with the smooth floor, and then shattered, and a pair of chopsticks separated each other, lying on the ground in a scattered manner.

I pretended to be and forgot that I was a cripple, and Li Qingshu's smile when he spoke was more like a sarcasm for me.

"Liang Jiafeng, are you okay? Wouldn't it be nice for you to let me serve you food? How can you get up now? ”

Li Qingshu, who was sitting on the side, hurriedly put down the wooden chopsticks in his hand, dragged me in front of me wearing a minion's big eyes and cute cotton, squatted down and said eagerly.

Before Li Qingshu came to me, my expression was bitter and even more annoyed, but after she came to me, I copied her smile to my face, I have become this ghost, maybe she will feel better when she sees me less painful, right?

"It's okay, didn't you just fall? I've had countless falls in the past 20 years, and I'm a little reluctant to give up on this hard ground. ”

I continued to perform, with a smile on my face, a calm tone, and a state of indifference, as if I was not the one who was crippled, and I felt that I could definitely take a little golden man in this performance, who played me better?

I thought bitterly in my heart, I was helped up by Li Qingshu again and came to her house, this is the second time.

Although Li Qingshu saw that I was fine, he still helped me sit down, and said very guiltily: "Liang Jiafeng, you are a good person, I know that you must be very sad at this time, and this qiē is caused by me, you can rest assured, I will definitely accompany you and let you stand up again, you have to believe in yourself, and you have to believe in me." ”

Li Qingshu looked at me and directly debunked my disguise, and she still saw my sadness after all, but I still had to pretend, crying alone, laughing but smiling at her, this may be the best choice.

"I'm not a good person, I'm just a desperate thug for money, don't I just can't stand up? As long as you give me enough money, what does it matter if I can't stand up for the rest of my life, if I have money, I can hire a nanny and find someone to serve me, otherwise I have to serve others and myself after I stand up, right? ”

I said to Li Qingshu with a smile on my face, I didn't care about what I said, and I said it lightly.

Before Li Qingshu could speak, I spoke again: "The bowl is broken, I'm sorry, I can't clean it up for you, I'm sorry." ”

"It's okay, I'll clean it up, I'll find you another bowl first, you eat first."

Li Qingshu heard my words and looked at me full of doubts, and my apology relieved her, looked at me deeply and hurriedly walked to the kitchen, and I looked at her Qianying, the smile on her face disappeared in an instant, except for bitterness, it was just bitterness, and she murmured in a low voice: "Stand up?" Is there any hope? Maybe it was a mistake for me to come to your house, or maybe I disappeared silently, which is the best ending. ”

I pounded my weak legs as I spoke, and my beating heart slowed down, becoming weaker and weaker, and the crook of my arm was still there, but it was only the crook of my arm, and her figure was getting longer and longer, and it began to diffuse and fade.

I bit my lip, I don't know how many times I beat my thigh, but there was no so-called pain, until Li Qingshu walked out of the kitchen with a light bowl, my painful beating stopped, my bitter face, and the clenched lip immediately returned to its previous appearance.