Chapter Seventy-Four: Shocking
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Chen Weiwei was still lying there with no expression, and the only movement she could maintain was to look up at the snow-white ceiling without saying a word.
Perhaps because she had been lying flat for too long, her whole back felt sore, sore, and a little painful.
Yan Qing tentatively moved a few steps forward, and seeing that Chen Weiwei didn't have any disgust, she slowly walked to her hospital bed, and squatted down instead of sitting.
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't expect things to turn out like this...... I'm sorry."
Yan Qing didn't want to be stimulated with too much nonsense, and Chen Weiwei, who had rarely calmed down, kept apologizing to Chen Weiwei just to express the remorse in her heart.
He didn't dare to expect Chen Weiwei to be magnanimous, he only hoped that he could alleviate the backlog of pain in her heart.
Chen Weiwei heard Yan Qing squatting on the side of the bed, repenting of her unforgivable sins, she didn't say anything, just continued to look at the contentless ceiling, and didn't glance at him sideways.
This kind of indifference from Chen Weiwei lasted for just a few minutes before she turned her cheek sideways and looked at Yan Qing.
"I'm actually a shadow in your heart that can give you real feelings, right? I've always lived in your emotional world with her name attached, right? Please answer me."
Chen Weiwei asked in a hoarse and weak voice.
Yan Qing saw that Chen Weiwei's yellowed face had lost its brilliance, her skin was dull and yellow, and she even looked a little old.
Yan Qing looked at Chen Weiwei's eyes, but he couldn't read the content inside, tears had blurred his eyes, he looked at Chen Weiwei and nodded, but it didn't take long to shake his head again.
Chen Weiwei twisted her head back and continued to look at the blank ceiling, her weak breathing was filled with regret and sadness, and more with a kind of self-inner punishment and self-blame.
Yan Qing's sensitive hearing can still feel it, and every moment of Chen Weiwei's breathing makes him feel the pain of a hundred claws scratching his heart.
The two began to be silent, and Chen Weiwei lay on the hospital bed and closed her eyes.
Yan Qing was still squatting there with her head down, until Chen Weiwei stretched out her right hand and touched his face, then waved her hand in the direction of the door, signaling him to go out immediately.
He understood what Chen Weiwei meant, stood up and put Chen Weiwei's arm hanging by the bed, and left.
"Yuxin-" Chen Weiwei, who was lying on the hospital bed, had this name in her mind from time to time, making her feel that her love was simply a black joke that was extremely sad.
After Yuxin returned to the apartment, she was not in the mood to lie on the bed and fall asleep soundly, let alone cover her head and sleep to relieve stress.
Yuxin's heart is not comfortable, from the hospital to the swimming pool to the home, her heart has been heavy, in this matter, she is probably the most self-blaming and guilty in her heart, although no one stands up to her responsible, but she thinks that she is simply the culprit of these evils, because she has ruined Chen Weiwei's happiness now and even in the future, depriving a woman of the right to become a mother.
Thinking of all this, she felt that she had really died ten thousand times, and she did not resist the guilt in her heart, if ...... If he wouldn't have appeared at Chen Weiwei's house that day, if he hadn't been greedy and wanted to see Yanqing by swimming again, if he hadn't been so indecisive, if he had known how to refuse from the beginning, etc...... If...... If there weren't so many ifs, without so many intersections, maybe none of this would have happened.
She rolled back and forth on the bed, tearing her hair with a twisted expression, tugging back and forth at the sheets, wrapping her head in the sheets and rubbing them around.
She is really heartbroken, facing a sudden real sister, and she is also a woman who regards herself as a rival in love.
Lying on the bed, Yuxin felt the mixture and chaos of clouds, rain, lightning, thunder, and thunder in his heart, his ears buzzed, and his head felt like a balloon inflating rapidly.
She was really worried about Chen Weiwei's physical condition, and she wanted to sneak back to the hospital ward to take a look, how Chen Weiwei was on the hospital bed now, but thinking of her appearance would only bring contradictions to her who was originally calm, and make her quiet become miserable and crazy, as well as her parents, who were angry after seeing herself.
Yu Xin thought that he had changed from a happy courier who was often accompanied by flowers to a mouse crossing the street, and the originally powerful heart instantly became like a puzzle, which was put together and dismantled, dismantled and put together.
Chen Weiwei's parents did not stay in the corridor of the hospital all the time, and by the time Yan Qing came out of the ward, there was no trace of him {her}.
Yan Qing thought that the two of them must have gone to the supermarket together to buy supplements for Chen Weiwei, and in the empty corridor, he was the only one sitting alone on the stool at the door.
After a few hours of rare silence, Yan Qing, who was asleep sitting on a chair unconsciously, was woken up by the sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor, and the moment he opened his eyes, he saw two nurses going crazy, frequently entering and leaving the ward.
After the door was slammed shut, it was rudely opened, and the sound of the door frame striking echoed throughout the hallway.
Yan Qing didn't think about it, he directly followed the nurse to push open the door and ran into the ward, the moment he opened the door and entered, he felt like he was stunned by something, standing there, the scene in front of him made him can't believe it, and he didn't want to believe it.
Chen Weiwei was still lying on the hospital bed, she cut the veins on her right wrist with a sharp weapon, the red blood stained half of the sheets, and the blood was dripping on the ground, she had lost so much blood that she was unconscious.
This was the way she thought of relief, the only way to end this humiliation and continue, and she felt that after walking out of the hospital with that scar, she would no longer have the courage to continue facing life.
Without the nourishment and protection of a man like a skin cream, a woman may not feel that the end of the world has come, but the loss of a child is really hopelessly cruel for a woman, especially an expectant mother.
Death, this quick and simple method, became her only way to escape from reality, to seek refuge and relief, and she could not think of any more face to walk out of this room.
Yan Qing ignored the obstruction of the doctors and nurses, ran over and held Chen Weiwei's hand.
"Why? Why did you end yourself up like this? Why are you so desperate for yourself? Damn it's me, not you! ”
Yan Qing, who was crying, was forcibly pulled away by the doctor, he stood aside and looked at his blood-stained hands, his lips kept trembling, and he couldn't even breathe smoothly continuously, constantly looking at his bloody hands, wanting to shout but couldn't speak.
"Don't cry, she's not dead yet, what's the funeral! With a man like you, it's no wonder she doesn't commit suicide! Look at you, can you help like a man! ”
The nurse on the side couldn't stand it anymore, and rushed out to educate the female compatriots all over the world to educate Yan Qing, who was standing there and looked so flustered that she didn't know what to do.
Yan Qing watched Chen Weiwei be pushed out of the ward because of excessive blood loss and sent directly to the emergency room, he couldn't care too much, he wiped his tears with his bloody hand, and ran out together.
"Let go, please!"
Yan Qing was like a siren, shouting in front of her with a broken gong voice, opening the way for the doctors and nurses who were pushing Chen Weiwei behind her.
Chen Weiwei was pushed into the emergency room, Yan Qing stood outside looking at the door of uncertain life and death, and was closed again heavily, he stood in place, feeling so stiff that he couldn't move.
Chen Weiwei's parents, who came back from buying supplements, heard the hospital nurse say that their daughter had lost too much blood by suicide and was now rescued, and she was almost so sad that she fainted.
Chen Weiwei's mother, who rushed to hear the sound, lay outside the door of the emergency room of the hospital, watching her daughter suffer inside, and her hands kept pulling back and forth on the door.
Chen Weiwei's father also stood at the door, watching all this happen and crying without tears.
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