Catch a glimpse of this figure standing in the wind. I stopped. This one I feel is not bland. Not excited. Rather, it is a state of dealing with a transition period. I'm trying my best to digest what I haven't digested.

At this time, Xiaoyan was standing with his back to me. It's like looking at the skyrim. Anyway, it's in a daze. Maybe she didn't even know about me coming in. Looking at her I don't know how to ask. I'm afraid I asked out and got confirmed. Because I still have illusions in my heart. None of this fantasies are true.

I was standing behind her. The distance is a few meters away. His fists clenched tightly and then fell silent. A not-so-cold wind blew. It seems to blow a trace of loneliness and sadness. I can see the side of her face. There seems to be some redness. It looks like it's cold. I stood in a state of confusion for about a minute. I couldn't suppress the doubts in my heart when I was ready to ask her.

"Bingbing, can you forgive me."

Xiaoyan's words made my imminent inquiry swallow it alive. Makes my already clenched fist even tighter. No need for me to ask. Xiaoyan had already answered. Although she is also an inquiring sentence. It's just that this sentence makes my head ache for a while. I can't imagine that Xiaoyan would have deceived me for so long. It's just that I have a good position in Kaneki. Maybe Liang Hao will not sue the whole company. Xiaoyan will continue to hide it. It's only until you can't hide it anymore.

Xiaoyan is still facing away from me. Still looking at the gray sky. Words are only for a moment. And in this instant, I was already cut all over my body.

"Xiaoyan, you know that the last thing I want to accept is charity. Why are you doing this to me. Do you think I won't be able to get out of my life if I don't hug your big ~ legs? Why do you all look down on me. Why do you have to give to me with seemingly good intentions? Why. Sue sù me. Why?"

It was calm just now. That's because the love has been suppressed. And now there's nothing I can do about it. He whispered at her in a tearing voice. At this moment, the wind seems to have grown a lot. These few momentary words let out the turbidity in my heart.

The hoarse voice collided with the cold wind and passed to Xiaoyan, who was facing away from me. I can't see how she looks now. But I don't want to go any further

"Bingbing. I don't look down on you. Just did what I was supposed to do. You're my man, I don't help you help anyone. I just know that you care about the charity of others to help you. All I will hide from you. And I'm your woman. How can I give alms?"

Xiaoyan no longer has her back to me. Slowly turned to look at me. He replied softly. Her cheeks were tough. I don't know how long she stood in the compound. Anyway, her face was extremely red from the cold.

It's just that Xiaoyan's words made my heart ache for a while

"It's because I'm your man. You are my woman. You can't give me what I call charity. I'm not a door-to-door son-in-law without dignity. I don't even have the skills. No money. I can't rely on women to get to the ~ position. That's my principle. Do you know. Li Qingshu has helped me countless times. I didn't agree. I don't want charity from other women. You can't ask for charity from your own woman. Xiaoyan: I thought you understood me and I understood me. But I never thought that you would go to such great lengths to deceive me. Give to me with good intentions. Made me a fool~melon. Let me fantasize in my heart that the general manager, who is your father, really values me. Recognized me as a late bloomer. But today I found out that all of them are fake. Do you know how I feel when I know this qiē? I'm desperate, you know, I've heard people talk about me being undignified. When there is no face to hug the woman's big ~ thigh~ position. How are you in the mood? I'm humiliated."

My heart aches. The mouth is also non-stop. Xiang Xiaoyan said the truest words in his heart.

"Bingbing. I"

"And this qiē is all because of your charity. And why do you give to me. It's because you think I'm weak. I don't think I'll be able to make it."

What Xiaoyan wanted to say was ruthlessly interrupted by me. There was already anger in my words. Even though I know Xiaoyan is good for me. But even if I know it, I can't face it calmly.

"I'm sorry. It's my idea that I take it for granted. But Bingbing, please trust me. I don't look down on you in the slightest. It's because I think you're good. Very self-motivated. I'm the one who wants Daddy to take care of you. So that you can do your best to be able to gain a firm foothold in the company. And Dad thinks you're a pillar of talent. That's why it's so good for you. And he's already interested in handing over the company's position to you."

Xiaoyan hurriedly walked in front of me. Say it to me with all sincerity. Very anxious and excited. It's just that I'm a little out of my mind right now. I don't believe it at all. I don't want to believe Xiaoyan's words. And when her words fell. He yelled at her, "Think I'm a pillar. Hehe. It's hilarious. If it weren't for your instructions. Will I be treated like this. Now that I think about it, I was a guy who went through the back door. The weak who hugs the woman's big ~ legs. I deserve to be taunted and ridiculed by the whole company. It's funny to think about. I've been deceived by you all the time."

"No. That's not true. Dad really has a good impression of you. As for the gossip of the company, you don't pay too much attention to it. When you make drastic performance in the position of director, they will not think that you are a person who relies on women to ascend ~ position. I just feel like you're a person with real strength."

Xiaoyan came to me. Trembling took my hand. Said to me very anxiously. She felt like she was doing something wrong. Maybe I think so too. But I don't think she's the one who did the wrong. It's the identity gap between us. If I wasn't a person with nothing. Xiaoyan won't pull out the seedlings like this. I didn't hesitate to ask my dad to help me. So that I can rise in just half a year.

"It's useless to talk about that now. Xiaoyan I know you're doing it for my good. But I, Liang Jiafeng, don't have this kind of blessing. I can't stand such a good thing. Alms will always be hard for me to accept. Even if I need status now. Money is needed. But I can't rely on my own women for charity either. The so-called sales director who gets it by handouts is not right."

I broke free of Xiaoyan's palm. Said to her very seriously. Maybe I didn't have an idea or a decision before I came. But after I came, I made a decision. I can't do this kind of work after all. I still want to have a face. I don't want the atmosphere where I work all day being pointed at behind my back. I didn't get to the point where I went my own way and let others say go. Choosing to leave Kaneki may be the best ending. Of course this is not the most important reason. The most important thing is that I don't need a chance to give away. In this way, in the days to come, I can't help but think about it. One of my qiē was given to me by Xiaoyan. How will we get along in the future? Maybe I'll always be inferior. It is also impossible to get along normally in front of the general manager.

Just when my every qiē was in vain

"Bingbing, don't talk nonsense. You've finally made it this far. You can't be angry. You can't do stupid things. I'm not going to let you leave Kaneki."

Xiaoyan grabbed my palm again~ said with a look of urgency. Tears were already glinting in his eyes. The cold wind blew her hair. But I said coldly: "Break up. or resign"