Our confrontation is from the bottom of our hearts, and the confrontation between us is because of Xiaoyan, and now I am standing in the bar, I am really a little apprehensive, and I even doubt the authenticity of this matter, I really want to see Xiaoyan now, and I want her to ask a qiē a qiē.

"I've already said that you'll see you, but now Xiaoyan doesn't want to see you, I'm leaving, don't mess around, act like a mature man."

The smile without a smile said to me indifferently, his indifference and calmness made me even more uneasy, I really can't imagine that after Xiaoyan left me, he found a boyfriend so quickly, and this boyfriend is still smiling in front of him, thinking about the scene when Xiaoyan resolutely refused to smile, I still can't believe it, and I can't believe it.

The smile words fell, and I walked towards the door of the bar very quickly, and I was stunned for a moment, or chased after it, but this time the smile actually trotted up, I was shocked at the same time, and I didn't forget to chase him, I definitely can't let him escape today, I must see Xiaoyan, I must see, I rushed out of the bar with such determination, and I was entangled with him on the road.

"You're fucking crazy, aren't you? said that Xiaoyan doesn't want to see you now, don't you understand? If you pester me like this, will I tell you where Xiaoyan is? Don't be delusional. ”

Smile grabbed one arm by me, and the other hand grabbed mine, and yelled at me very loudly, the night wind blowing through him to increase his anger.

", you have to tell Lao Tzu where Xiaoyan is today no matter what? Otherwise, don't want to leave. ”

I yelled even louder, anyway, I can't get along with this guy with a smile today.

"You're fucking endless, aren't you?"

"yes, it's just endless."

As soon as my words fell, this guy just kicked me hard, I gritted my teeth and held back my voice, and then my face changed instantly, and I quickly let go of his arm, and quickly made a fist, and slapped his face with heavy anger, only to hear his screams of pain, and then also picked up his fist and smashed it at me, I hurriedly dodged, and then kicked out, kicked on his arm, and then this late night was another scream, this night became noisy, of course, I couldn't keep calm.

Then we started beating each other, don't look at the smile at the beginning, the appearance of politeness, the fight is also extremely crazy, as if I robbed him of his money, the fight is completely deadly, I beat him, he doesn't hide, just to punch me.

I have a feeling that this guy must have something on his mind, otherwise he wouldn't be like this, although I don't know what it is, but it must be related to Xiaoyan, it stands to reason that if he is with Xiaoyan, he will definitely not fight with me here, but keep laughing at me, no matter how I pester him, he will only treat me as a fool, but now it is like this, I rolled and beat him on the ground, and I also thought about these mysteries in my heart.

We flipped over the ground for a while, and then were pulled away by passers-by, but we didn't curse any more swearing, just a little farther away, and we looked at each other, and he probably knew what I was thinking, but I couldn't read what was going on in his mind.

I looked at him for nearly a few minutes, he took the lead to look away, turned around and walked into the confusion of the night, while I paused for a moment, kept up with his pace, the fight was also fought, and the irritability was vented, but my purpose cannot be changed, I will follow him like this today, I believe that as long as I follow him, I can find Xiaoyan's traces, whether I believe him or not, it is certain that he must have seen Xiaoyan, I believe in my intuition.

This time the smile ignored me, it seemed that he just asked me to follow him, he walked in front with his legs on crutches, his back seemed to have some scruples, and it was not like the posture of a winner, I was puzzled, I really wanted to ask him, how could two people who had just fought be able to live in peace? It's impossible to just stand there and chat.

The night is low, my bangs are also low, and the beating heart is also hanging down early, where is the person in my heart? Is it in a pavilion or a mansion? I need to cross a country field or an asphalt road, and I just want to find her and meet her before the rain comes.

Where will the lover in my heart be waiting for me? Is it in the grassland I gave her, or in the deserted hotel room? At this moment, my heart is very quiet and chaotic, there is a tree on the side of the road in front of me, the leaves are flying debauchery, I seem to see a figure on the bed and others wandering and rolling, some illusory fantasies, just occupy my mind, I don't want to think about this, just see the man walking in front, saying some strange words I don't know whether it is true or false, I can't help but imagine.

I walked with him, along an asphalt road, passing a bright and erosive city that never sleeps, but the world I imagined was not like this, I was not suitable for living in this world like an idealized man, a short but bright and blind meteor crossed the sky very quickly, although the meteor disappeared in the blink of an eye, but the traces of walking were obviously left in the dazed night sky, I looked up at the sky, felt the night, time was like an arrow shot, extremely fast passed.

The smile seemed to be back to his home, and he looked back at me before going home, and the real appearance of the unclear look made me smile even more puzzled.

But he thought that he didn't have to be followed by me when he got home, that is, he made a mistake, I would never give up halfway, when he stepped into the unit door, I secretly clenched my fists, and quickly followed him into the unit door, pushed it open, closed, and it was only a moment's time.

Ever since he had a fight with me, he had become silent, and he didn't have any objections to my follow, I don't know what medicine he was selling in his gourd, but I don't think it was a good medicine.

He didn't take the elevator, he stopped walking to the third floor, stopped in front of a door with the word Fu, opened the door with the key and walked in, when I walked to the door, I found that the door was not closed tightly, there was just a crack, when I scolded him for not being careful, and was about to push the door into the room, I heard a voice, and when I heard this sound, the whole world collapsed, my hands began to tremble, I never thought it would be like this, even if I had heard it beforehand, I thought about it, But when you actually hear it, it's really different.

I kept saying in my heart that it was impossible, and my steps were slightly backward, but my head was against the door, and I had to continue to listen to the movement inside, the conversation between people.

At this moment, I was in a daze, my body was already trembling unconsciously, and the indescribable feeling rushed straight into my heart.

When I listened in front of the door for a few minutes, my hands were also trembling and holding the door for a few minutes, I was extremely entangled in these minutes, hundreds of seconds, I wanted to rush into this half-open room immediately, look at the people in the room, ask her so many questions, but I never twisted the handlebar, and after a few minutes, the movement inside was small, but my tears were surging, and it was getting more and more turbulent, my palms trembled, and by the way, the bright doorknob was like this.

I silently wiped away my tears, closed the door gently, turned around and walked down the third floor with some shaking, leaving this place that did not belong to me, if I say what is heartbreak, I am heartbreak now, then if I say how to describe heartbreak, then I can only say that I can't describe it.

I don't know how I got out of the unit door, how I got out of the community door, there was a late night filled with the sound of a whistle, it was so noisy, I was really alone now.

I walked on the road of Erhai Lake, which is a paradise in the night world, I can't see Cangshan Mountain or Erhai Lake clearly, I can only feel my heart angina, and I can hear the subtle sound of my own tears.

I seem to be walking barefoot, as if someone is whispering to me, but this kind of shouting with a kind of irony that cannot be described, unconsciously finally walked to Erhai Lake, looking at the reflection of the bright lights of Erhai Lake, the spirit may be better, but I feel that there is a lack of a guitar, and my butterfly, which folds its wings again, needs to sing another butterfly.

There is an imaginary picture in my mind, but the real voice echoes in my ears, and I hum a sad song in my mouth, this "Butterfly" once again sings a completely different feeling from the last time, when I sing "Butterfly", I feel that the night wind is no longer so warm, it seems to be extremely bleak, the world is dark now, the so-called sunshine does not know where to go, and the time when the sun illuminates the darkness will be a long time, and how will I spend this night?

My current feelings are like this, dazed, incredulous, helpless, sad, trembling, it's so simple.

As the lyrics of the butterfly sing, the next end may be just a moment, so close to the last end, and now I am once again facing the so-called finality, I really can't believe what happened, I grabbed my hair indiscriminately, but I can't imagine, I can't figure it out, the wind is very small, the small can't blow the ripples of Erhai Lake, the wind is very small, but it makes my heart palpitate, at this moment I am willing to be a calm Erhai Lake, every day you can see the distant Cangshan, although the Cangshan is far away, but it is close in front of you, Let me watch a pair of sweet couples who are happy come to an end, and let me see that people who are out of love and need healing find true love.

After humming a simple song, my heart was throbbing even more, and the speed of tears was getting faster and faster, as if I would not stop until the moment of drying, I looked at the beautiful Erhai Lake, and roared loudly, so that the men and women who were not far away to play and watch the scenery and kiss the eyes that did not belong to the like.