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I don't know what is on Lin Leyi's body that attracts me, I just feel like I want to look at her more.

It wasn't until I started to actually take classes that I noticed that most of the people who came to the class were in very good shape. When I was in class, there were more than 30 people in the class, and I was the only fat person.

After the big class, everyone has a small class.

When it came to choosing my own teacher, I chose her without a doubt, the woman who looked up at people with a golden glint in her eyes.

She treated me as much as everyone else, neither sympathetic nor merciful, much less special.

Here I am, slowly finding a sense of balance, and finally I am no longer the person who is taken care of.

Before I knew it, I was getting more and more interested in running towards the center of my body. At the beginning, my parents were not at ease, so they followed me every time. Once after class, she stopped me alone and said, "Liu Tian, are you blind yourself?" ”

I was stunned, so nervous that I couldn't speak.

I rarely spoke, and I didn't know how to talk to people, but I remember being so nervous that my face was sweating and I shook my head. The conversation I was looking forward to, I messed it up by myself.

She smiled and said, "You're not a five- or six-year-old child, you can take the subway to class by yourself, and the transportation here is very convenient." ”

She smiled again, I hummed nervously, and then ran away.

The next day, I refused to let my parents send me anymore, and insisted on taking the subway. I scared them so much that after a long time of seesawing, I still asked the driver to take me over, and told me to wait for me downstairs all the time.

Finally, when I came to the classroom by myself for the first time, she came early and was making preparations, and when she saw me, she subconsciously glanced behind me and said, "You came here today?" It's so early. ”

I nodded too, not knowing what to say.

She raised her hand to look at the time and said to me: "It's still early, it just so happens that everyone hasn't come, according to your body shape, I'll teach you a set of movements, remember to exercise when you go back." ”

She put down the documents in her hand and walked over to me.

There were other people present for each instruction, and this time I was a little nervous. The muscles of the whole body are stiff, like turning into a puppet. Her hands were like magic, and I clumsily followed her movements.

Looking at it this way, she has a beautiful body and smooth movements, and no matter what she is doing, it looks like she is dancing.

"You have to lose fat first, and then shape up, the main thing is to add exercise." She patted me on the shoulder and said, "If you can swim, swim for an hour a day and the effect will be especially noticeable." ”

"I will." I whispered.

The first time she didn't hear clearly, she sighed, then laughed, and said: "That's great, swim for an hour every day to lose fat, and then transfer your class to the afternoon, I will help you do stretching movements, it is estimated that in about a month, you can lose more than ten pounds." ”

I nodded, and made a note in my mind.

Just when I was plucking up the courage to say something to her, my classmates came one after another, and my throat was locked again, and I couldn't say a word.

From that day on, I started going swimming every day.

God knows how long I stood on the edge of the pool in order to jump off the pool for so many people. I always feel that the pool is a pool of bath water of unknown origin, not to mention jumping, I just want to jump, and I also feel that the hairs on my body stand up.

In the end, I was sweating all over, thinking of her laughter and casually saying that swimming is the best way to reduce the fetus of the whole body. Then I closed my eyes and jumped down, and it was only then that I realized that many things were not as simple as I thought. Especially when you have such a person in your heart, you become fearless.

After I jumped into the pool, I basically swam out in one breath without stopping, three or four times at a time, almost more than 200 meters, and finally held on to the pool wall and gasped.

At the beginning of a qiē, it's all so difficult.

At this moment, looking back at the water waves behind him, he suddenly felt that the entanglement just now was a little ridiculous.

I don't know why I took every word of her to heart at the time, but I just felt that I should do what she said.

It took me a long time before I realized that this feeling was fascinated by a person.

I have to say that the method she gave was very good, and after a month, I lost a full thirteen pounds, and my parents were surprised.

She looked at my fitness watch, frowned slightly, and said, "It's not ideal enough, you are fat and should lose more weight in the first month." Is there something that isn't being done enough? ”

I thought about it and shook my head.

She thought about it for a long time: "Adjust your diet and eat more crude fiber." ”

It occurred to me that my mother had prepared all the meals at home, and I had never communicated with her about what she wanted to eat.

That night, when I said what I wanted to eat, my mother's tears welled up in her eyes, and she turned around and said, "I'll do it now, and put it aside if I don't like it." ”

I knew she was taking the opportunity to go to the kitchen to wipe her tears.

My family was pleasantly surprised by the changes, and I slowly understood that for me, Lin Leyi is a different kind of being.

As she took over more and more of my mind, I began to wonder what kind of person she was.

I didn't dare to ask her, and I couldn't communicate with her, so I used the most despicable means to stalk.

This is the first time I've had an active sense of wanting to get to know someone. Thinking in advance that the driver might be talkative, he deliberately sent him back, took a car himself, and followed her car.

It was a Friday, and she went straight to a small kindergarten, and after a while she brought out two children, who were twins, who looked exactly the same, and called her mother.

At that moment, I didn't know how I passed, I always felt that something was changing in the dark, and my heart became numb.

I waited at the entrance of the kindergarten for a long time, until it was dark, the street lights were on, and the kindergarten closed the door and locked. The taxi driver asked impatiently, "Who are you waiting for?" ”

I sighed and finally came out of my own world and gave the address of my home.

I went back late that day, and the driver came back early, and my parents were in a hurry.

At that time, I didn't even want to bring a mobile phone, and I always felt that bringing a mobile phone was like being monitored.

When they returned, they were so anxious that they were relieved to see me standing in front of them unharmed. From that day on, after class, I would find an excuse to let the driver go first and take a taxi to follow Lin Leyi.

After knowing that she was working in Zijintai, I really didn't know what Zijintai did, so I went there to understand that it was that kind of place.

Faced with this discovery, I was in agony beyond my control. But there was nothing he could do, so he asked her why? I don't have the courage to hold back my sadness without asking myself.

It turns out that she and I are not from the same world, and I don't understand her world, so for me, it is full of temptation.

I deliberately stopped thinking about him, I exercised and exercised like crazy, and lost 30 pounds in just two months.

Finally, for the first time in my life, I became human.

Standing in front of the mirror, I thought of Lin Leyi, who was dressed up in a fancy way, and in a place like Zijintai and other men, my heart throbbed.

But who am I? Am I qualified to manage this qiē?

My parents were very satisfied with my changes, and my father specially pulled me for a deep chat. The first time I talked about my family's business, I was asked to go to the company to help.

For my father's arrangement, I was resistant and unwilling to go. My mother keenly noticed the change in my feelings next to me, and said very indifferently: "You are going to start a family in the future, what will you do to support your wife and children in the future if you don't go out to work?" ”

When I heard this, I thought of Lin Leyi and the two children who followed her. Yes, if God gives me the opportunity to be with her, what will I use to support the three of them?

Then, I so lightly agreed to go to the company to help.

That night, my dad was very happy, drank a few glasses of wine for the first time, and pulled me to his side, and his eyes were wet.

That kind of look is a relief for the son who has raised him for more than 20 years.

I was thinking, when I'm a little better, a little better, I'll have the courage to say something like that to her. When I get better, I will have the financial means to get her out of that environment.

I didn't give up on myself, and I didn't give up on Lin Leyi.

For all her choices, all her actions, I think they all make sense. A single mother with two children, in the imperial capital, she has done her best.

Maybe it's because she hasn't had social contact since she was a child, but I don't have much opinion about her working in Zijintai, but I think that she is not stained by the sludge, which is forced by life. I know she must have her own struggles.

This little idea of mine was first discovered by my mother.

She saw that I had completed the restoration of my normal body shape, and said to me with great relief: "You don't need to go to the body center in the future, your father has enrolled you in an A, go to study, how much is good for the management of the company." ”

As soon as I heard that, I said, "No, I don't want to go." ”

Later, I don't know how my mother knew my thoughts, and talked to me for a deep time, asking me to put away my little thoughts. She said very directly: "Every day, the only grandson of your Liu family will inherit all the assets of the Liu family in the future, and in marriage, my mother hopes that you can be cautious." Find one you like, mom has no opinion. Our family doesn't have the idea of letting you marry someone, but the family background should be comparable, and the person should be innocent. ”

I knew that she had a point, but I still couldn't accept it in my heart, and secretly thought: If I have the ability to arrange my own qiē, will I be able to be with her, regardless of whether she has two children, whether she is divorced, whether she has worked in that kind of party?

I know that all the involuntary self-reliance is because I am not strong enough.