"You"

I watched the person muttering nothing, the despair in my heart disappeared in an instant, and the joy was occupied, this joy had made my heartbeat suddenly stagnate, I squatted on the ground and couldn't imagine it, looked up at her, and unconsciously rubbed her red and swollen eyes with my hands, but after rubbing her eyes, her face and figure were still so clear.

I was a little scared after it must have been her, because I must have looked ugly crying now, so I quickly turned around without rushing to talk to her, and squatted like a child, and turned my back to her and wiped the tears from my cheeks.

On the surface, I wiped my tears, but in my heart I was very surprised.

The pinched heart instantly added a lock, this one with a rusty iron lock, let me feel at ease that I had never felt before, the biting wind seemed to have become warm, bathing my cheeks with tears, but at this moment my tears could not be wiped off, damn tears are becoming more and more turbulent, I don't have to continue to reach the end of the world, the kind of struggle that I don't welcome does not have to continue, the quicksand that has become perfect has fallen into us.

"Bingbing, maybe it's really time for us to separate, what if I'm here to see you off?"

At this time, Xiaoyan, who was standing behind me, suddenly said meaningfully to me, very calm, very quiet, quiet to extinguish the hope that I had just rekindled.

It turned out that Xiaoyan didn't come to keep me, but to see me off, maybe this is the best farewell Xiaoyan gave me, right? This winter, Xiaoyan and I spent happy days, very warm, but the winter is about to pass, Xiaoyan no longer needs me, at this moment I am calm, there is no imaginary tearing, trapped in the quicksand between us, blown away by the wind, but this distance between us is empty, that kind of distant emptiness.

I stood up gently, looked ahead and exhaled a long breath, then slowly turned around and looked at Xiaoyan, who was standing behind me, with a calm face and even a little relaxed, and said, "Can you give me one last kiss in the eyes, so that I can see your departing back." ”

I don't ask anything else, and I won't ask her again.

I didn't continue to speak after my words fell, looking at Xiaoyan who was close at hand, waiting for her answer, I don't have any extravagant hopes now, I just hope that Xiaoyan can kiss my eyes one last time, so that I can ~ dry but damp ~ wet eyes can see the appearance of Qing Xiaoyan leaving.

"Liang Jiafeng, are you your final thought? If I'm here to give you it, will you just let me kiss you in the eye? ”

Xiaoyan still said very calmly, but I heard something different in my words, as if I could touch it, but I didn't seem to be able to touch it.

"What can I do? You don't love me anymore, and it's useless for me to pray again and again, what else can I do? There's nothing I can do but watch you go. ”

I said to Xiaoyan weakly but also sadly and angrily, but Xiaoyan was very calm and calm, and then slowly walked towards me with small steps.

And I didn't move, just waited for her, and then closed my eyes gently, I knew that as long as I closed my eyes and opened them again, what I saw would be Xiaoyan's departing back, and it was extremely clear, more and more profound, and it could be completely deep in my blood.

At this time, I was bitter, completely lacking strength, the feeling of powerlessness that diffused from powerlessness occupied my whole body, the wind at this time was cold, and the so-called warmth was just a broken dream.

I just waited for a long time with my eyes closed, and I didn't wait for Xiaoyan to kiss my eyes, I couldn't help but be a little puzzled, and I wanted to open my eyes, but when I opened my eyes, Xiaoyan had already come to me, clinging to me, and kissed my lips, not my eyes, I was shocked, what does Xiaoyan mean by this? Why kiss me on the lips, is it the last kiss goodbye? After I was shocked, I was a heavy loneliness, and I just stood stupidly, kissed gently by Xiaoyan, and then waited for Xiaoyan to turn around and leave in style, all the love and meaning between us will become a cloud of the past.

It's just that when I was sad with ~ tears in my heart, just when passers-by looked at us with colored glasses, but when I saw Li Qingshu standing not far away looking at us, Xiaoyan didn't turn around and leave immediately after kissing me, but looked up at me slightly, and there were tears flashing in her beautiful eyes.

"You"

When I was about to speak, Xiaoyan gently covered my mouth with his hand, otherwise I spoke, glanced back at Li Qingshu who was staring at me not far away, and then quickly turned around, looked at me, extremely serious and had a faint warm smile, and said softly to me: "Silly ~ melon, how could I turn around and leave?" I have never forgotten the promise I made to you, where you are, I am where I am, I want to accompany you, how could I not love you? ”

Xiaoyan's words were very gentle, but they set off turbulent waves in my mind, and also gave new vitality to my sad and bitter heart, which belonged to a kind of shocking vitality.

I looked at her, looked at Xiaoyan who was also flashing with tears in front of me, and was shocked for a while, I never thought that Xiaoyan would say such words, my heart was already desperate, so desperate that I didn't believe Xiaoyan's love for me.

It's just that Xiaoyan said this, could it be because of Li Qingshu's existence that he was using me to fight against Li Qingshu.

"Bingbing, you must want to ask, why? Why did I change my mind? That's because I never thought about leaving, I just lied so that I could truly trust you and no longer doubt you, and now that I have achieved my goal, how can I leave and let you go back to your hometown? ”

Xiaoyan still covered my mouth and didn't let me speak, while she said seriously with her face, saying something that shocked me, and there was a hint of angry words, it turned out that this qiē was all a play played by Xiaoyan, and every qiē was fake, just to test me and see if I was worthy of her trust, but such a test was a manifestation of distrust.

Hearing this, I was both relaxed and sad, relieved that Xiaoyan did not leave my thoughts, and sad that Xiaoyan never believed me.

Hearing Xiaoyan's sincere words that made me feel angry, I quickly took away her palm with my hand, and said to Xiaoyan very unkindly: "Wang Xiaoyan, this is not a white lie, this is a lie that keeps me awake at night, tears flowing, and pain to the point of collapse, do you know how desperate my parents are because of one of your tests?" How sad? Do you know that they sat at the dinner table all night without eating a single bite of food because they knew about your breakup with me? Do you know that they are still sitting at the dinner table waiting for you to show up because of your trials? Did you know that they wouldn't want to call back Hohohot if they didn't wait for you to show up? Wang Xiaoyan, you really can't do it, you really don't believe that I have reached the extreme, such a lie can be told, I don't care how many tears I have shed, how many times my heart has been cut, I don't care about these, what I care about is my elderly parents, they have worked hard for me ~ all their lives, originally to rely on my son who is about to stand up to enjoy happiness, but all I give them is pain and despair. ”