The sun hanging in the sky seems to exist like nothing, and the sunlight at this moment is like chicken ribs, useless at all, no match for the cold wind, and even more so against my feelings.

I ran like a headless fly on the side of the wide road, the shops on the side of the road, and even the remote alleys, staring carefully at everyone who passed in front of me, whether male or female.

However, I searched for a long time and still didn't find her in my heart, and at this moment, I was running in the cold wind, how I wished I could see her

I stopped panting, stood in the middle of the road, ignoring the cars passing me, just my feet kept turning, I seemed to be standing in the whirlpool of car exhaust, looking for the figure that could not be lost, but I could not see anything, only the cold wind drifting by.

I was desperate again, the heart that had just ignited hope, was extinguished in an instant, and was also swept away by the wind, although at this moment I was standing in the sun, I could see a qiē on the streets of Hangzhou, but the heart was in the dark, just a qiē was like a dream in a trance, it was broken hard, I woke up from a dream, a qiē is still as usual.

Standing in the middle of the road, I almost collapsed, it was a perfect morning, perfect to the point of darkness.

"Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, I know you're nearby, come out, I beg you, I really can't live without you, my parents can't live without you, Tom can't live without you, our family can't live without you."

I was no longer lonely and silent, but yelled loudly, no matter whether Xiaoyan was around or not, I also needed such a yell, even if it was hoarse.

After one sentence, I continued to yell without a response, one after another, completely ignoring the eyes of passers-by, and howling around like a madman.

However, the empty road disappointed me, I didn't see anything, Xiaoyan may not be nearby, but Momo's distance prompt is wrong, so why did she suddenly become invisible? I couldn't figure this out.

I was annoyed by the noise of the traffic, and just as I was about to leave the middle of the road, I heard the familiar footsteps, and I hurried to look behind me anyway, but I was immediately disappointed when I saw someone coming.

I don't know what's good about me that deserves her to take the initiative to come to me again and again? Could it be because I saved her countless times, but it wasn't like that in the first place, so what is it for?

But the last thing I want to see now is her, because if Xiaoyan changes her mind and wants to keep me, and comes to look for me near the small courtyard, but what she sees is me talking with her, then Xiaoyan's changed heart will change in an instant, but she will go away angrily.

"What are you doing? Don't you know it's dangerous for you to do this? ”

Li Qingshu ran to me with an anxious face and said to me a little tiredly, his tone full of timidity and fear.

As she spoke, she was pulling me away from the middle of the dangerous road, apparently thinking I was going to kill myself.

"Get out, don't move me, you're far away from me, I don't want to see you, you go, hurry up, I don't want to see you for a moment."

I quickly broke free of her palm, yelled at her with great rage, and when I had finished speaking, I turned and left, knowing that I couldn't stay here for a moment, that I didn't want to be with her for a moment.

It's better to say that it's leaving, it's better to run away, always with a little hope and can't let anything that destroys hope happen, and Li Qingshu is such a save, at this time I treat her as a broom star.

I almost crashed into the car and flew away, but fortunately the driver was more awesome and stopped the car steadily.

"~ groove, do you want to die?"

The driver opened the window, poked his head out and yelled at me with anger on his face.

And I glanced at him, and then looked at the front car bar that was only a few centimeters away from me, ran away without a word, quickly ran to the side of the road, and then looked around anxiously, looking for Xiaoyan's figure, but there was still no trace of her, and I didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

But Li Qingshu is really ghostly, while I was looking for Xiaoyan's figure, Li Qingshu actually chased after me, I scolded her, she chased her, watching her run towards me, I couldn't help but feel a little chill in my back, this girl didn't come to beat me, right?

No matter what she's here for, I'm going to stay away from her.

Seeing her coming, I turned around and ran, rushed directly into the alley, and then came back from another alley, only to get rid of Li Qingshu, I didn't have time to fight with her, and I couldn't fight, I couldn't run, so I ran back again.

I hurried back to the gate of the courtyard, but the door of the courtyard was still empty, except for a bleak wind, it was just lonely.

I stood at the door panting, slowly raised my head, looked at Qingtian and sighed, "God, do you really want to torture me like this?" What am I doing wrong to you? I scolded you? Or do you curse you? Made, don't let Lao Tzu have a good time. ”

I also collapsed, and began to complain about the heavens and people, I now really understand what it means to complain about the heavens and people, the chaotic feelings, the collapsed mind, the chaotic mind, and the coldness of the outside world filling the body, so long time has passed, Xiaoyan has not appeared, I don't have any hope.

I slowly lowered my head and squatted down heavily~ body, like a child who had lost a qiē, lonely, hungry and cold, and extremely lonely.

Xiaoyan abandoned me, just like the world abandoned me, I couldn't get out of breath, how I hope Xiaoyan will appear by my side, I will definitely remember this moment, at this moment I will hug her tightly into my arms, hug her with the strength of the rest of the near, I don't want to relax for a moment, tell her, I love her, I love her deeply, I lose her, even if I win the world, it will be gloomy.

But these are just thinking about it, I understand that Xiaoyan gave up on me, and the so-called hug is just my intention ~ lewdness, the cold and biting wind continues to blow, I hope it can blow away my sorrows, like the chicken ribs of the sun is still hanging high in the sky, I hope that the straight line of sunlight it emits can burn all the sadness.

My darkness, my loneliness, and my tears were all taken away, and even running naked now is better than squatting on the ground and crying in pain.

I told myself that I wasn't allowed to cry, maybe Xiaoyan would appear in front of me, but I couldn't hold back the tears after all.

Just when I was crying like a man, I faintly heard slow footsteps, obviously the footsteps of a woman, but I immediately thought that it was Li Qingshu's footsteps, and she chased back.

I quickly stood up, wiped my tears with my hands, and shouted angrily, "You endlessly, I don't want to scold women, but please don't pester me like this again, because you and I've lost the person I love the most, do you understand?" ”

I didn't see Li Qingshu at all, I just yelled at her furiously, and her hoarse voice was already broken.

However, when I looked at her, my face changed instantly, as if a long train was crashing into me fiercely, I was so caught off guard, and now I don't know what kind of love I am, anyway, it was extremely chaotic.