"Smile, that's enough, I've already said that I don't need you to participate in my feelings, I don't need you to care if I'm a spare tire, from now on we are strangers, this person has disappeared, I'm not Liuye."

Xiaoyan stood beside me and said coldly to the smile, but I was still in a state of self, and the conversation between Xiaoyan and the smile had nothing to do with me.

"Ryuha...... You are foolish. ”

"Stop calling me Ryuha, and you're just a bystander, do you really know my heart? No...... You don't understand, so I don't have to worry about your affairs, and finally I'm sorry to you, I don't like you, and I'm thanking you, thank you for taking care of me for so many days, and we'll say goodbye. ”

Xiaoyan said very resolutely, and the cold words were like a cold wind, freezing the smiling heart.

Xiaoyan took my arm while talking, and prepared to leave with a smile, I have always been quiet and I took a deep look at the ugly smile, Xiaoyan said goodbye to him, I passed by him, we are rivals in love, maybe not.

"Bingbing, huh? Butterflies, right? I sue you, if you let Liuye suffer a little damage, I will definitely not spare you, I will smile and do what I say, I will always guard Liuye and stare at you. ”

When Xiaoyan and I walked quietly for only a few steps, the words of smiling and admonishing rang out.

Xiaoyan held me and didn't want me to turn back, but I had to say something at this time.

I turned around, stood in the cold wind and looked at the smile calmly, paused for a moment, and said firmly: "If one day I hurt Xiaoyan, you'd better not let me go, thank you for taking care of Xiaoyan these days, but from today on, Xiaoyan will be taken care of by me." ”

As soon as the words fell, I turned around and took Xiaoyan's cold hand, and quickly entered the dark world

"Bingbing, don't ...... it"

"Xiaoyan, that smile is right, I only looked for you when I was lonely and empty, I am a bastard myself, you could have left, you should have left, you must have taken pity on me, is my scum a thing worthy of you like this? Xiaoyan, what do you like about me? What can I like? ”

Xiaoyan was about to enlighten me, but was interrupted by me who suddenly spoke.

I expressed my doubts, deep doubts......

"Bingbing, don't say that about yourself, you are very good, no matter what you are in the eyes of others or you, but in my eyes, you are the best in my heart, right...... I could have left, but I never thought about leaving, I never thought about it, you asked if it was worth it, I can tell you I never thought about this question, you asked me why I like you, there is no objective reason, I just like you. ”

You ask me what you like, a lot, really a lot, I like your shortcomings, but also your strengths, even if there are no advantages, like your sentimentality, like your indecision, like you can give a qiē for love, even if it's not for me, like you are sometimes fragile like a child, like you are obviously not handsome, you have to dress up handsomely, like the way you tease, even if you rarely make me laugh...... Many, many, so you have to talk about the dawn coming, do you still want to listen? ”

Xiaoyan put her hands on my cheeks, said affectionately, her beautiful eyes had flashed with tears, she said word by word was very emotional, but I was shocked to listen, Xiaoyan's every word made me sigh, surprised, trembling, especially the sentence I never thought of leaving, never thought about should, made me feel that the world began to spin.

When I was going to ask her why? When I was about to say that you continue to speak, I still have to listen, and I want to hear Tianming's words all the time, the biting cold wind blew a strong touch, but Xiaoyan didn't give me a chance to speak......

Regardless of whether there was anyone around, whether the smile was from afar or not, Xiaoyan touched my cheek tightly, and suddenly kissed my shriveled lips, her kiss was so hot in this cold night, I felt crazy, and even more warm, breaking through the gums and wrapping around the tip of the 'tongue'.

Just as I was responding emotionally, my mind showed her face, and that drunken night appeared, she kissed me passionately, but I thought about Ling Chao in my heart, and what is the difference between me and her now, I can't treat Xiaoyan like this, it's unfair to her.

I desperately suppressed my fiery heart, controlled the fiery 'tongue' tip, suppressed the monstrous thoughts, but couldn't erase the unchanging face, I struggled to break free from Xiaoyan, panting and turning my back, looking up at the twinkling stars, but the stars seemed to be laughing at the scum who had not yet come out.

"Bingbing, what's wrong with you?"

Xiaoyan tore through the cold wind with an unsteady voice and asked me, but the bitterness had quietly emerged and melted into the cold wind and night.

Hearing Xiaoyan's sincere inquiry, I bit my lip silently, my fists clenched quietly, and I cursed myself angrily in my heart, with lies in my mouth that I didn't want to believe.

"It occurred to me that I didn't brush my teeth today......"

“……”

"I'm sorry, no, I'll go back and brush my teeth now"

I looked at Xiaoyan with a lot of guilt, like a child who had done something wrong, and was about to go back to the inn while talking.

Nominally brushing his teeth, but in fact, he doesn't want to face Xiaoyan, a person who is calm and calm, and sorts out his damn feelings.

"I'm sorry what? What kind of teeth are you brushing? Let's go, let's eat, I'm hungry. ”

Xiaoyan looked embarrassed, her white face was a little flushed, her palms rubbed each other, her eyes were glazed, and she said something that would make her not embarrassed.

And I was also so embarrassed that I could only nod my head emphatically, touch my nose, bite my lip, and mutter, "Go...... Where to eat? ”

"Whatever."

Xiaoyan's casual sentence made me quite helpless, but I still reacted quickly, looked at the inn, restaurant, and store in front of me and said loudly: "Since Xiaoyan's big beauty wants to eat casually, then we will go to the first restaurant on this street to eat, and we will name this restaurant casual in the future." ”

Xiaoyan, who was embarrassed and blushed, laughed happily and beautifully because of my words, and the red cheeks seemed to be the real brush of a charming smile, drawing a moving face, but looking at this moving face and thinking about another delusional face, I felt like a bastard when I walked in front, I told myself that since I had saved Xiaoyan, I had to forget the past, and I had to ......

We soon came to the first restaurant, to the random restaurant, Xiaoyan and I found a seat closer to the corner, in the spare time of eating, in order to avoid embarrassment, I asked Xiaoyan a question that I didn't have time to ask just now.

"Xiaoyan, you said that you never thought about leaving, never thought about should, what do you mean? If you don't want to leave, why do you say that it will be indefinite after me? Why did you resolutely leave Dali? I don't understand......"

I took a sip of hot tea, warmed my frozen purple palms with the hot teacup, and asked seriously and suspiciously as if I was in a daze with a low voice.

Xiaoyan didn't speak, still sitting in a daze, at this time the environment of the hotel was quite noisy, people from all over the world, eating, drinking, discussing the shortcomings of parents, bragging about, the atmosphere was very good, but only our table was quite quiet, as if we were not eating in this store, but sitting in the small supermarket next door Suddenly I wanted to light a cigarette, because of waiting, because of the nightmare that haunted me, because of an unknown qiē -

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