I held her like this, I felt her trembling in my arms, and I said, "Dandan, then I promise you that it will be like this, we will be friends first." Alas, maybe our relationship was wrong from the beginning. You ask me what the future holds for us, and I don't know. Don't blame me for not taking responsibility, I also have my own difficulties. ”

"You. Can't you just say something that makes me happy? Yin Ran, do you know why I liked you in the first place? That's why I gave myself to you at the first meeting. Dandan started sobbing, her snot and tears were running down her face, and I handed her the paper.

I asked him to continue.

"When we first met, I saw you feeding the fish over there, and I thought, such a quiet man, I don't know what kind of story he has. I suddenly felt that you were romantic, and you had the temperament I liked. Then you walked up to me, and I talked to you, and I actually knew that you had bad intentions in my heart. At first glance, I thought you wouldn't be that simple, but I was still attracted to you. I may have been so attracted by your temperament that I was so distracted that I knew that if I went back to the inn with you, I might have gone to the tiger's mouth, but I still went. I just can't help myself wanting to be with you, although I can guess that the ending might make me sad. Dandan finally said, choking again.

"Okay, don't say it, don't say it." I hugged her so hard that she cried like a flower in my arms. She was now like a wronged child, and her tears were so bad that they wet my shoulders. I couldn't do anything to promise her anything substantive, I could only comfort her and say, "Okay, I know all this, don't cry." ”

I can guess that God has treated me well. I'm lucky enough myself, the witch, Saori, and even Sister Haku, I can say that I climbed them high. In my previous life, there was nothing to complain about, and many things were my own mistakes again and again.

With Dandan, as long as she can be happy, I don't think I'll continue to be together, why should I be separated. But now she's unhappy, I feel her confusion and pressure, and I have no other way? I know that maybe we should really choose to separate now, and we should go back to our original lives and think about it carefully.

Despite the fact that I live in a process of searching for countless reasons to cheat. I'm not good at deceiving, this is true for Lin Xi, and the same is true for Dandan.

We didn't do anything more one night, didn't even watch TV, and fell asleep back to back, which was the first time she didn't fall asleep in my arms.

I left early the next day, and I didn't cook porridge for her, I think she might be less together and more separated in the future anyway, and she must get used to life without me to take care of her.

For a long time, I didn't hear from her.

My heart has been aching faintly.

Although I was tempted to call her and ask her if she was doing during this time, I held back.

On this day, I was busy with my work, and I just came to the door of the house, and my phone suddenly vibrated at this time, and I was busy opening the door, so I didn't catch up. After entering the house, the phone still vibrated non-stop, and I immediately took it out to take a look, and found that the screen showed Dandan.

I felt a bump in my heart before the phone stopped vibrating.

This phone call made me miss Dandan, and it became a flood of rising momentum again, and set off a huge amount of wind. So I immediately dialed back.

The phone rang several times, but it was still not connected, until it hung up naturally. But I didn't give up, and I kept dialing.

After waiting for a few seconds, it finally got through. I immediately asked, "Dandan, has something happened?" ”

It was quiet on the other side of the phone, except for the small clutter of background sounds and the sound of breathing, and I could guess she was listening to me.

After waiting for more than a minute, it has been quiet over there, and I even wondered if there was a problem with the phone, so I hurriedly said here: "Dandan, I can guess that you are listening, you speak, are you talking well." ”

"Yin Ran." She called out suddenly, and I was thrilled to hear a familiar voice that was hoarser than before. "What's going on? Dandan, are you sick? "I can guess that we will not forget each other in a short period of time, but I think that at least in the slow passage of time, our thoughts about each other will gradually decrease, maybe a month can not forget, but half a year, a year, we should be able to gradually, as a passerby in life.

"It's okay, I accidentally pressed the wrong number just now, haha, it's really okay, I hung up."

It rang for so long just now, just because you pressed the wrong number? I didn't believe her, so I rushed to say, "Don't, don't hang up, I have something to say." But before I could finish speaking, she hung up in a hurry, and I tried to dial again, but in the end I didn't press the replay button, and I felt uncomfortable to death.

I wanted to go to her right away, and I could guess that she was thinking of me and called me.

So I ran downstairs, drove the car, and drove towards Dandan's house.

The speed was already the maximum speed under a safe situation, but I still felt slow, and I wanted to fly over.

I parked the car in Dandan's small building, and I hurriedly paid the parking fee to the doorman and ran upstairs.

I rang the doorbell and stood outside the door, I heard the sound of walking from inside, and I was so excited that I was a little happy, but also a little scared. I was happy to see Dandan soon, but I was afraid that Dandan would ignore me.

When the door opened, the first thing I saw was a pale face. Compared with a month ago, Dandan has lost a lot of weight, she actually has no meat on her face, and now she has become skin and bones, I feel distressed. Her hair hung down on her shoulders, part of it clinging to her face, and it looked like she hadn't washed her hair in days. I feel a little heartache that she doesn't know how to take care of herself.

She looked at me and said, "You're here?" Then she couldn't stop crying and started to fall.

I didn't even close the door, I just hugged her in my arms, hugged her tightly, and never wanted her to leave me again. She was sobbing in my arms, and I kissed the tears from her cheek with my mouth. Our faces were tightly knit together, and later I found out that I was crying too, and our tears were mixed together, and we couldn't tell each other apart.

"Dandan, forgive me, it's okay, it's me who was wrong, I'm sorry for you." At that moment, I could guess that she was not having a good time these days, so I didn't care about anything but comfort her.

Holding her, I could feel her hot all over, and I was very scared.

Then I came to my senses, first closed the door, carried her into the room, I found her a coat, and asked her to go to the hospital with me first.

"No, I'm not feeling well, I don't want to go anywhere." As she spoke, tears began to fall again.

She didn't cry much when we were together before, but she didn't stop crying when we were separated. It was so crying that my heart was about to break.

At this point, I wish I could bear some of the pain for her. I wish I could be sick for her, as long as she is okay and let me suffer more, I am willing.

She couldn't resist my repeated insistence, and finally agreed to go to the hospital with me. I helped her into the car and hurried in the direction of the hospital.

When we arrived at the hospital, we tossed for a while, and the doctor was no stranger to people like us who were in a hurry to see a doctor. The final diagnosis came down with acute tonsillitis. We went to the pharmacy to pick up the medicine, and I drove Dandan to the house.

Maybe it's because of the psychological effect, after going to the hospital, Dandan finally has a place in his heart. Maybe Dandan was happy to see me come to see her, and on the way home, her spirit gradually refreshed, and she was not as haggard as before.

When I got home, I found some ice cubes in the refrigerator, hugged a towel, and put it on Dandan's forehead, hoping that this would make her feel better faster.

She was lying on the bed, and when she saw me running around taking care of her, she seemed to be motherly again, and she asked me to rest first, and she said she was fine.

I was very happy to see that she cared about me. This will make her sick like this, and she doesn't forget to care. Although I had been busy before, I put her safety first because I was taking care of her, so I didn't feel tired at all. I changed the towel on her forehead frequently. In the end, I ran out of ice, and I even used all the bottled water that I had frozen.

Later, Dandan's fever subsided a little, and I remembered that it had been a few hours, and she hadn't eaten yet.

I went to the fridge for a long time, and only found some vegetables that had already been matched, and a little shrimp skin. I boiled shrimp porridge, put minced vegetable leaves and belts in it, and after a while, a bowl of fragrant porridge was baked.

I woke up Dandan in a daze, how could she sleep like this without eating.

When she saw the porridge I held in front of her, her eyes gradually became gentle. She said: "Yin Ran, you take care of me again, and you take care of me every time." ”

I snorted and she said, "So be it, I'll give you a chance to feed me." ”

Her gaze was gentle and fascinated to me, and although she looked scruffy, she was also very beautiful when she was sick.

"I also said that I pressed the wrong phone, if I hadn't come over today, would you have planned to stay in the house all the time, no one would find out if you were unconscious like this." I say.

"Okay, you're the only one." She's coquettish.

I took the porridge and carefully brought it to her mouth, chewing it carefully, her eyes always on me.

I was a little shy to look at her, so I looked away from her. I blew on the porridge in the spoon for fear of burning her.

"I want you to see me." Dandan didn't care if I was shy or not, she ordered.