I slowly walked on stage, maybe I sang Nanshan Nan here before, some of the regulars already knew me, and there was already a discussion before I sang, but I didn't immediately open my mouth to sing, but looked at the smile standing in the crowd, I looked at him quietly, he still had a damn smile, slightly made me a little unhappy, today, in the future, we are counted on the bar, whether it is love or singing, he will lose to me.

In a smiling sensible smile, I read that the victory was in my hands and I was going to lose, or that I couldn't, and as I looked at him, my fingers plucking the strings

"The wind blows off the last leaf, my heart is also drifting with snow, love can only be stacked into memories, oh to the next season, suddenly the treetops bloom stamens, how can I not feel. oh

The whole street is a person in love, I walk alone in the warm breeze of the night, I want to say goodbye to the past, when the seasons keep changing, oh but still a little less resolute, in this lonely season, the sun shines on the seaside, the world of love is in full bloom, looking at the lively qiēoh from afar

I remember the fierceness, the window is about to wither yellow leaves, sentimentality in the heart of some, oh I understand those who have loved, how the heart is slowly withering and walking through the cold of the wind, the last light goes out, from the memory I slowly cross, in this lonely season, the same lonely season. ”

I sang sadly, closed my eyes tightly, there was no sound at the scene, just my sad singing, the memories of the past are lonely, I have seen the happiness of others, my heart is slowly withering at that moment, no matter how much I do, she will not have me in her heart, the kiss under the street lamp will also extinguish the last light, but I lack some resoluteness after all.

I sang this song "Lonely Season" maybe I can't forget Li Qingshu on the surface, in fact, I want to express that in this lonely season, there is such a person who brings me a sense of fulfillment that I have never felt before, so that I have a feeling of being valued, I will never be ignored by her side, and I talk about protecting others all day long, and in the end I still need others to guard, I am such a fragile person.

The song fell, the guitar accompaniment was still ringing, the sad but happy melody, I sang a sad song with a hint of happiness, the kind of longing for happiness, maybe the people present also want this, right? A wounded heart can get the warmth of a palm.

And I ended up in a chaotic mix of sadness and happiness

I opened my eyes, the first thing I looked at Xiaoyan, I had tears, such tears are not sad, not painful, not moving, but a kind of emotion, I am grateful to my world and people who care for me, thank you for someone who is willing to walk into the lonely city, I don't know if she will be like too many of my ex-girlfriends abandon me and leave far away, I only know that I want to cherish the present.

The melody of the guitar stopped, and there was still no sound for a short moment in the heaven bar, and some people were silent in the lonely season, the cold wind and the bleak world.

When I bowed to the audience, it was a tsunami of applause, very sincere applause.

I couldn't laugh and walked off the stage, glanced at the smile that still kept smiling but weakened a little, walked to Xiaoyan's side, looked at her with teary eyes, and said gently: "In this lonely season, with you, the cold wind will no longer rage." ”

I was worried that Xiaoyan would be misunderstood and sad, so I hurriedly clasped her slender and warm hand, expressed it sincerely, and looked at her with burning eyes.

Xiaoyan's slightly ugly face showed a hint of surprise, but she still leaned tightly into my arms, and said in a choked voice: "I didn't misunderstand, but listening to your singing, I really experienced the hurt and pain you suffered, and I also understood your pain, because I have also experienced it." ”

"But I brought your pain, I'm sorry Xiaoyan, but I thank you, thank you for being by my side."

I stroked her hair with my hand and said apologetically.

"Don't say sorry to me, don't say thank you, that will only distance us, and really close people will not say sorry and thank you."

Xiaoyan grabbed my waist with her hand, twisted it hard, and said with a little resentment, but I endured the pain and felt a lot of emotion, I didn't regard Xiaoyan as the closest person after all, otherwise I wouldn't have said these two words that contain too many words.

And just as we were hugging tightly in front of everyone, the long-haired boss had already announced that everyone had started voting, and everyone came up to the stage to write orthography with black pens on the whiteboard prepared in advance, and the code names and pseudonyms of the six of us were written on the whiteboard.

At this time, I was a little nervous even if I had a chance to win, but I relaxed a little when I saw most of the people depicted under the butterflies, but the number of supporters who smiled for a moment also increased dramatically, almost on par with me, and at this time there were only a few people who had not voted in the heavenly bar.

Soon everyone voted, and I and Smile were far ahead of the others, I voted nineteen, Smile twenty, and the long-haired boss voted for me.

Each of us had four straight words, the same twenty votes, but I was relaxed in such a situation, I turned my head to look at the smile, I was sure that I had won the battle, because only Xiaoyan next to me did not vote, and she would definitely write a stroke under the butterfly.

I looked at the smile, my mouth opened slightly, and told him that I won, you lost, and the smile at this time had already stayed on Xiaoyan's body, and his expression was quite nervous, it should be that everyone in heaven stayed on her, and I was the same.

Xiaoyan looked at me, without words, under the gaze of a crowd, walked onto the stage, picked up the black paintbrush touched by too many people, and was ready to vote for me, and then I would go on stage under the gaze of everyone, applause, win the first place in the six-person competition in the name of butterfly, get the limited exemption card that is not important to me, prove that I am not nothing, and say words to Xiaoyan that I have never expressed

And when I looked at the smile with confidence, wanting to see his expression no longer smiling, his smile became thicker and thicker, and a 100% smile appeared on that handsome face, and then some people applauded, and at the same time shouted a name, a name that did not belong to me, and smiled.

I instantly changed color, and I was even more shocked, looking at the smile looking at me with a 'I won, you lost' eyes, I quickly turned my head and looked at the stage of the Heaven Bar, I saw Xiaoyan standing in the brightest light, holding a black paintbrush away from the whiteboard.

I also saw the black horizontal line on the whiteboard, the first stroke of the orthography, and this stroke Xiaoyan was written for a smile, I couldn't figure it out, and I couldn't even figure it out, Xiaoyan didn't vote for me, but gave me a hostile smile, what did she want to do? I held the table with my palms, and I had too many questions in my heart, waiting for Xiaoyan to answer them, which was really an unpredictable result.

When I think of the ridiculous eyes of the smile just now that I won and you lost, my heart is very uncomfortable, very unhappy, and now I really want to turn around and leave, I don't want to look at the smile full of smiles.

And when I stared at Xiaoyan who put down the black paintbrush, the guy who smiled ran onto the stage with a guitar on his back and squeezed through the crowd, hugged Xiaoyan unexpectedly, and shouted excitedly: "Liuye, I know that your heart is not blinded by ignorant love."