There were many people in the ward, but everyone remained silent, and no one came to disturb my silence at this time, perhaps no one wanted to touch my moldy head, so they could only watch me sit limp and sit

The atmosphere in the ward is sentimental, helpless, sad, and unwilling, all because of me, I have truly become a burden, a burden that can no longer stand up.

Now I understand why Li Qingshu and Xiaoyan almost broke their heads in order to snatch me, it turned out that it was because they saw me pitiful and took me in as a burdensome waste who couldn't stand up.

The light of the sun reflected on my bitter cheeks, body, and weak legs through the closed glass, feeling a faint warmth, and my prepared but broken heart had the thought of not admitting defeat, I didn't believe that God tortured me like this.

"You must be lying to me, today is April Fool's Day and you are joking with me, how can I not stand up? Really, I'm going to puncture your lies, watch"

I raised my head and looked at the people around me with a look of concern, and I forced a smile and said in a trembling voice.

As I spoke, I supported my arms and moved to the side of the bed, ignoring the obstruction of Liu Qilei, who was closest to me, and under the nervous gaze of everyone, I proved to everyone that I could stand up.

But when I eagerly put the soles of my feet on the cold ground, I didn't feel the slightest, and then fell directly to the ground, the wolf bèi like a dog with a broken leg, except for the weakness is only weak, only prostrate on the ground to breathe, my face is tightly attached to the cold ground, the biting cold erodes my cheeks, at this moment I am glad that my face is still sensitive, and there is a cold feeling, but my legs do not have any feeling, as if the two legs no longer belong to me, As if stolen, my illusions were shattered, the last longing and reservation in my heart were destroyed, and with my powerlessness, the world before me was dark, and in an instant it was pale, whether it was dark or pale.

"Ice Ice"

"Liang Jiafeng"

"Moe Moe"

Everyone present exclaimed the moment I fell to the ground, and they were quick to help me up, and I was a waste of laborious support.

And the waste in the three-dimensional rotating world, I didn't want to be kindly supported by them, and I screamed heartbreakingly with my face on the ground.

"Don't touch me, no one touches me."

My stubborn roar, unwilling hysteria, and wanton venting like a collapse made everyone stop talking and stop moving, but there was still one more, and the two of them would continue to speak.

"Bingbing, don't be like this, take your time in everything, take your time."

When I heard Xiaoyan's choked and trembling words, it was such a heartache.

"Liang Jiafeng, can you be like a man, even if you can't stand up now, as long as you have confidence, you will definitely be able to stand up in the days to come."

Li Qingshu is not choked and crying like Xiaoyan, but is becoming more and more cold, I understand that she is provoking me, but at this time I don't want to understand, I don't want to understand anything, I just know that I have to stand up, I want to stand up by myself, I don't want to wolf like a dog, I can only crawl on the dusty ground, unable to move.

"Don't worry about Lao Tzu, okay? Fuck me out of the way, Lao Tzu himself can stand up, get out of the way, get out of the way"

I was still yelling frantically, supporting the ground with my hands while roaring, raising my head and preparing to get up, but I only used my arms to hold on for a moment and then fell to the ground again, so I fell into the abyss again, begging, forcing and nothing, completely a waste

My fall again made me feel hopeless, and the so-called despair embraced me tightly in the armor of thorns, and was bound to merge with me, so that I would despair forever and ever.

And mine fell down again, standing in the ward, and the seven or eight people who were anxious became nervous again, and I could clearly feel their eagerness, and more so-called sadness and helplessness.

But I don't want to give up, I believe I can stand up, I'm not a dog with a broken leg, I'm not just a cumbersome waste, I'm still a person who can stand up.

It's just tried again and again, but it ended in failure again and again, my face may have been swollen, my arm is also painful, my head is already sweating profusely, I don't know how many attempts have not made me give up, I want to continue to try, but I don't even have the strength to support my head, I can only roar in a hoarse voice, roaring angrily about God's injustice to me, roaring about the so-called creation of people.

I was defeated, I had no strength, I had no hope, my weak legs gave me a world of vertigo, I lay motionless on the ground, my mind was pale, I didn't know what I was thinking?

At this time, my arm was grabbed by the palm, and then I was helped up, Ou Kuangda on the left, Luo Meng on the right, my good brother gave me something that I couldn't do, my heart was bitter, I didn't even have the strength to vent, I could only be helped to the bed by them in a daze.

"Bingbing, are you alright?"

Xiaoyan's choked voice sounded again, I looked at her tearful face, and wanted to angrily ask her why she didn't tell me the real situation, why did she keep deceiving me, but when the words came to my mouth, I also understood that Xiaoyan was not to blame for this, she was also for my good, whether it was Xiaoyan, Li Qingshu, or Ou Kuangda.

I didn't want to answer Xiaoyan's question, and I didn't have much strength, just sat on the bed, lowered my head, and was in a daze.

"Liang Jiafeng, let's go, I'll take you to my house to recuperate, and I'll ask the best limb recovery master to help you so that you can get back on your feet."

Li Qingshu's voice sounded, and I couldn't help but be shocked, can I stand up again as she said? Can you really be like a normal person? Or are they so-called words of comfort?

My heart was broken, hopeless, and there was no hope for me to be destroyed.

"No, Bingbing's situation must be taken care of by me, I don't want to see Bingbing kicked out of the house by your wolf bèi one day, I can't bear it, I don't believe you."

As soon as Li Qingshu's words fell, Xiaoyan's words followed, obviously the struggle between the two is about to start again, I don't want to be embarrassed in front of so many friends, what's the point of grabbing a burden? I raised my head suddenly, looked at Xiaoyan, and also looked at Li Qingshu who was standing on the side, and said in a very hoarse voice: "Don't quarrel, don't say it, I'm going to Li Qingshu's house as a so-called burden, everyone doesn't have to worry about me, I will be strong, how can I be a man, a man with a handle, rest assured"