My words fell, I didn't dare to look at Xiaoyan anymore, I knew that as long as my words came out, she would be hurt, but even if it was hurt, I was helpless, whether I didn't want Xiaoyan to be sad, or I didn't want to continue to owe Xiaoyan favors, I still wanted to go to Li Qingshu's house and see her every day.

At this time, I fell silent, feeling that I was a person without conscience, and a ruthless waste.

"Bingbing, are you really going to her house? Why? ”

Li Qingshu pushed over the wheelchair and was about to help me to the wheelchair to leave, but Xiaoyan angrily pushed Li Qingshu away and asked me, I don't know what her look like at this time, but listening to this trembling voice, I can clearly understand Xiaoyan's appearance at this time, and her imaginary mood, I don't want to look up in the face of her inquiry.

"Qingshu, let's go, let's go."

I ignored Xiaoyan, I couldn't answer her question, I didn't know how to answer, and I didn't want to speak, now the mess and almost collapsed heart had already sunk into the abyss, and I didn't want to see people, I just wanted to be alone.

Li Qingshu and Ou Kuangda helped me to the wheelchair in silence, I turned my head to look at Ou Kuangda and said seriously: "Ou Kuangda don't tell Tom about me, if he asks me where I went?" You said that you would help him find his mother, and it would take a while to come back, and Kuangda asked you to take care of Tom, and he always asked you to take care of Tom, which is really troublesome for you. ”

"Mengmeng, you said this, you will see the outside, isn't it normal for me to take care of my godson as a godfather? All you have to do is recuperate, and Tom will wrap up with me. ”

Ou Kuangda patted my already fallen shoulder and said sincerely.

"Tom? Godson? What godson? ”

When I was about to thank Ou Kuangda, Yu Xue, who was standing next to Ou Kuangda, asked Ou Kuangda with doubts.

"Yu Xue, Tom is a cute child and my godson, he can't take care of Tom now, and he needs me to take care of him."

Ou Kuangda turned around and explained to Yu Xue word by word, and for some reason, Yu Xue, whose eyes were red, heard Ou Kuangda's words, and her face instantly showed a look of surprise.

But no matter who it is, Xiaoyan or Yu Xue, Luo Meng or Liu Qilei, I don't want to see them, I just want to leave the hospital quickly, don't talk to anyone, and don't let them see my wolf appearance at this time.

I turned my head to look at Li Qingshu to signal that she should go, and I lowered my head again, curled up in the narrow wheelchair, Li Qingshu understood what I meant, so under the gaze of everyone, walked behind me, ignoring her choking, her shock, her sorrow, pushed me out of the crowd and walked out of the ward, I was pushed by the rather strange Li Qingshu to walk in front, everyone walked behind, I don't know if there is Xiaoyan, I can't turn my head to look, now the only thought is to get out of here quickly, Get out of this eerie and scary place.

At this moment, Xiaoyan may be angry and sad, and I have already left the hospital, feeling the fierce erosion of the cold wind, and I can't open my eyes from the sun, so that I unconsciously lower my head, so that I can also see the red scarf tied around my neck, and I feel the warmth that the scarf brings to me.

The red scarf shielded me from the cold wind, but I hurt the person who sent me the scarf, I shrunk my neck and hid in the scarf, exhaled a long breath, and thought silently in my heart: Xiaoyan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry"

Half an hour later, Li Qingshu drove me to her home, and when I came here again, my mind was actually thinking of the old life, the sneakiness in the past, and the hasty escape in the past.

And no matter what, I can stand in or out, but now I am in a wheelchair into the huge villa, a qiē and a qiē are no longer people, I have been suppressing my feelings, sitting in a wheelchair is very calm.

"I'll take you to a room built just for you."

Li Qingshu closed the door and pushed me slowly towards a room on the ground floor as he spoke.

"A room for me? Is it a room? ”

I asked in a hoarse voice, confused.

"We'll find out right away, just wait and see."

Li Qingshu said to me mysteriously.

"Well, what's the mood for me now?"

I touched my thighs with my hands, looked at the legs that didn't belong to me and muttered.

Li Qingshu didn't say anything, and pushed me straight to this so-called room specially prepared for me, and when Li Qingshu opened the door and pushed me into the room, I was stunned and deeply shocked

Looking at the picture in front of me, I understood that Li Qingshu really wanted to help me, maybe her gratitude to me was far less than I thought, and the room she built for me alone proved that Li Qingshu was deeply grateful to me.

"You must have spent a lot of money moving the hospital's recovery room directly to your home, right?"

I looked around at the well-equipped recovery equipment, and asked Li Qingshu with a sigh while being shocked.

"Which is more important, money or life? You saved me, I was safe, but you became like this, it is natural to get a few equipment in the room, you don't have to be discouraged, the expert said, as long as you strengthen your confidence and insist on exercising, you have the opportunity to stand up, even if you can't stand up, I will ask you to take care of you as a nanny for life, and I will give you a lot of money, so that you don't have to worry about money for the rest of your life. ”

Li Qingshu said very seriously and solemnly.

When I heard Li Qingshu's words, I didn't know what it was like to have a messy heart, but I still squeezed out a smile and said firmly: "It's okay, isn't it just that I can't stand up temporarily?" I was able to stand up after a few days of exercise, and I was tired and wanted to rest for a while."

"It's good that you can see it, you have to believe in yourself, since you're tired, I'll take you to the bedroom prepared for you, have a good rest, and I'll call you when you eat."

Li Qingshu wiped out the coldness, said very gently, and patiently.

As he spoke, he pushed me around the corner and walked out of the room where I had my heart, and even when I got out of this room, my head was still replaying the scene of the shining iron instruments in the sunlight, but it proved that I was crippled.

The bedroom prepared by Li Qingshu for me is very good, it is simply extravagant, this is the first time I really live in a villa, I can't be interested in looking at the big bed that belongs to me in the future, but I still stroked the brand new blue sheets, and said excitedly: "It's good, it's good." ”

"If you feel good, I'll help you."

Li Qingshu can still smile when she sees my feelings, and her face is also much softened, except for guilt along the way, I don't want to see her guilt.

Li Qingshu helped me onto the soft big bed and left in a hurry, I lay on the bed and watched her departing back, looking at the strange look of Li Qingshu when the door was closed, I was still enduring it, and when the door was closed, I couldn't bear it anymore