I sat like this until Li Qingshu finished lunch, and I could only watch watching Li Qingshu put all the prepared meals on the table.

My acquiescence made Li Qingshu more and more handy in my home, as if she had already regarded herself as the mistress of this house, I saw her silently put all the meals on the table, and then took out the dishes and chopsticks again, looking at her busy appearance, it seemed that she still had a so-called smile.

"Alright, it's time to eat, let's eat."

Li Qingshu looked at me and Tom while untying his apron and smiled.

Looking at her smiling face, I didn't say anything, and turned my head to Tom, who had already cleaned up his homework, and said, "Stinky speed, go to bed quickly after eating, and then go to class, don't grind." ”

I was inexplicably annoyed, inexplicably lost my temper, Tom glanced at me, obediently walked to the dining table, said hello to Li Qingshu and ate quietly, and I stood up, looked at Tom sitting at the table, looked at Li Qingshu who put his apron on the chair and stood in front of the table and looked at me, sighed silently in his heart, walked to the dining table silently, sat on the chair, picked up chopsticks and ate randomly, and didn't talk to Li Qingshu, just wanted to finish eating, and Li Qingshu would leave at that time.

"Eat more vegetables."

Just when I was immersed in eating seriously, Li Qingshu suddenly gave me the food, and the tone of his words was so gentle, I had goosebumps when I heard it, and I choked directly, and coughed hard.

"You eat slowly, how can you choke?"

Li Qingshu patted my back vigorously at the same time, I was so anxious at this moment, and I didn't know how I felt at this time, and I couldn't explain it.

"I'm fine, don't be surprised."

After I returned to normal, I looked at Li Qingshu coldly and said indifferently, then ate a few mouthfuls of food casually, and then got up and said, "I'm done, you can eat." ”

At this moment, I can't eat, I walked into the bedroom, after closing the bedroom door, I leaned tightly in front of the door, looking at the big bed, I laughed miserably, but I laughed without sound, so that I want tears when I laugh, such tears make me don't know why, I feel that the tears at this moment are〗♀ ♀〗♀〗, ♀ m.∧.c■omstyle_tt; Sweet, but also bitter.

"God, why are you playing with me like this? Why did you bother in the first place? Why is it so painful for people to live this life? I fucking want to spend every day happy, why is it so hard? ”

I laughed and scolded angrily, but I scolded very quietly, angrily at the same time I slowly squatted down, but my back was still leaning against the door, when I thought of Xiaoyan I didn't know where to go, and now I entered the door of Li Qingshu by default, my guilt was extremely heavy, I had found that I was so powerless, how I had no sense of immediacy for the situation I was facing, I could only look at it from a distance, I could only be sad, I could only sigh silently.

I went from standing, to squatting, to sitting, from laughing miserably, to laughing and crying inexplicably, to wiping away my tears and losing my mind peacefully, I don't know how long it took, as if the flowers that stood upright had been decadent, as if this wordless moment could last forever, but a knock on the door pulled me out of the world in which I was sinking all my heart.

The knock kept on and on, and I knew who was knocking, but I found I didn't have the strength to stand up.

In the end, he stood up with great difficulty and opened the door to Li Qingshu, who was knocking on the door.

"What's the matter?"

I looked at Li Qingshu with a cold face and asked.

"It's okay, just ask you if Tom is going to school, are you going to send it? If you don't go, I'll deliver it. ”

Li Qingshu asked me calmly.

When we look at each other like this, there is always a sense of alienation, but there is a sense of closeness formed by hard work.

"I'll send it, you better go back to your supermarket work, don't stay in the dilapidated yard day by day, this place doesn't belong to you after all, every moment here is a waste of time, you, a supermarket boss, a so-called family child, come to cook for me, but also pick up and drop off the children, is this what you should do? Go back, and don't take the excitement as persistence. ”

Every word I have now is a matter of thinking about the only reason left in the sinking just now, and now Li Qingshu came directly to be my neighbor because of a momentary impulse, and sooner or later he will give up, and it is better to give up now in the future.

But Li Qingshu was still so calm, looking at me, looking at it for a few seconds, laughing charmingly, pushing me away very domineeringly, and then walked into the bedroom and closed the door, looking at her smile, I even wanted to hug my chest unconsciously, I knew that I was evil.

"I've been with you, I'm not going to go to work anymore, and I'm suing you now, don't treat me as a so-called supermarket owner, I'm not a boss now, just an ordinary woman, I can always be ordinary as boiled water, you know? I have already decided that sometimes we even feel that what happens between us is to make us know each other more deeply, so that the other party lives deeply in our minds, this may be the so-called enemies, right? I hope you can let me live in the courtyard, be your neighbor, and live an ordinary life. ”

Li Qingshu was extremely emotional, now she is not the so-called reason, but in a state of excitement, I finally understand why she pushed me away and walked into the bedroom, because she wants to be released properly and wants to return to the real her.

Li Qingshu slowly walked in front of me while speaking, and I was retreating, a little afraid of her at this time, her eyes were full of so-called firmness, and there was more intense.

"Well, even if I don't agree, will you leave the hospital? You can do whatever you like, but keep our distance and be friends. ”

I retreated, until I retreated to the edge of the bed and couldn't retreat, I said with a wry smile, the words were so hard, the current Li Qingshu was too terrible.

"Thank you."

Li Qingshu grabbed my hand between words, I thought she was going to grab my hand at first, but she was just on the verge of triggering, just stuffing something for me, and then she turned around and left in a hurry, she left with a smile, she was completely an ordinary woman, without the appearance of a half-boss.

Li Qingshu opened the door and left the bedroom, and I lowered my head to look at the things in my palm, and found that it was a movie ticket, it was obvious that Li Qingshu wanted to ask me to watch a movie, looking at the movie ticket, I could only smile bitterly, but I couldn't do anything, and finally I could only silently put the movie ticket into my pocket, and the time was midnight.

……

I'm going to lead the team on the next trip to Dali, mainly to find Xiaoyan, the time is set for three days later, after getting off work in the afternoon, I will go home directly, because Li Qingshu has called me to inform me that Tom has been picked up by her, let me go home directly for dinner, but I don't want to go home, I want to talk to Ou Kuangda, talk about Yiyi, and ask him how Yiyi is now? Although it was a little awkward for us to talk about Yiyi, I was extremely uneasy about Yiyi, and I felt that Yiyi was not as simple as it seemed.

I came to Yiyi's forest, walked into the store and found that Ou Kuangda was talking about the guitar, and singing the so-called bitter love songs, I didn't bother him, but quietly sat on the side, listening to him sing, to be honest, Ou Kuangda sang well, and playing the guitar is even more awesome, I have unconsciously been brought into it by his singing.

He sang a song "The Night I Miss You", I don't know how many times I listened to the song, but when I heard it again, he had a different feeling, Ou Kuangda had a unique sense of melancholy, and that feeling was also true.

After a minute, the singing stopped, and as the guitar melody slowly stopped, Ou Kuangda opened his eyes, and thus saw me, obviously he was extremely shocked after seeing me, in fact, because of Yiyi, the brotherhood between us has deteriorated a little, and it can obviously be reflected.

"Why are you here?"

Ou Kuangda stood his guitar aside and asked me suspiciously.

"What's wrong with you? You should be happy now, right? Why do you sing such a bitter love song? ”

Instead of answering his question, I asked him an inquiry, and I stared at him closely, trying to look for the alleged anomaly in his face.

When my words fell, I really saw a hint of abnormality on his face, but it quickly returned to normal.

"It's just that it's okay to practice singing, and some singers are married, don't they also sing love songs? What doesn't this mean? You seem to have something to look for me today, what's the matter? ”

Ou Kuangda was casual, there didn't seem to be anything, and I also felt that I was a little dazzled and thought about it more.

"Can't I come to you if I'm fine? I've come to you for dinner and a few drinks at my house. ”

I said with some dissatisfaction.

"Drinking, do you want to call Yiyi?"

Ou Kuangda also knew about Yu Xue, and seemed to have changed his name to Yiyi, and Yiyi was also extremely meaningful to him, maybe it would be better to call Yiyi.

"Don't stop, call you drinking, you can't drink it, speed, let's go."

I said hurriedly, in fact, the reason why I am not called Yiyi is not this, but I don't want to be embarrassed face-to-face, and I also think that Ou Kuangda is just a scene, doesn't he feel embarrassed?

"Okay, we're going to get drunk today."

Ou Kuangda smiled heavily and picked up his guitar at the same time.

Soon he took a taxi with me back to the hospital, because he was going to drink, he didn't drive, and I didn't tell Ou Kuangda Li Qingshu to be at my home.

We stood at the door and knocked on the door, and when we saw the person who opened the door, Ou Kuangda showed a shocked look, he looked at Li Qingshu, and quickly looked at me, and asked me what was going on with his eyes?

But I pretended not to see it, and just walked straight into the house, and there was no Li Qingshu to say......

Calling Ou Kuangda to drink today actually has a purpose, and there is no way to do it.