661 Firm but firm heart
&"You're finally back?" Where to go? ”
Liu Qilei stood at the door and said with a smile to me, like a grudge but not at all, that smiling face, every time I see it is a kind of helplessness, and deep guilt, she has been accompanying me without regrets during this time, but I can't give her anything, except for the reluctant smile is a cold looker, during this time she has been rushing with me to take care of Tom, of course, I don't have much time to take care of Tom with Liu Qilei, I am now working in addition to work.|Among every two people who look at romance, There is an account that has been registered with Coke. … ≦,
"I went to the supermarket and bought something."
I looked at her and said with a smile on my face.
"Okay, the meal is ready, let's eat quickly, you've worked too hard these days, you don't have to work every day, just rest and rest tonight."
Liu Qilei took a deep look at me, gave up her position, and said to me with great concern.
"If you're not tired, let's eat."
I touched my nose and walked into the house, just in time to see Tom trotting towards me with excitement on his face.
"Father, you're back?"
"Tom saw what delicious food Dad bought you, give it to you, Dad can't accompany you these days, can you get along with Aunt Liu Qilei?"
I handed Tom the plastic bag with RT-Mart on it, and I didn't buy anything at the supermarket, most of it was for Tom to eat.
Just when Tom happily took the plastic bag, Liu Qilei, who closed the door, came to us and said a little sternly: "Tom is going to eat, don't eat snacks, snacks are not good, eat quickly." ”
Seeing Liu Qilei's current appearance, tone, and state, I inevitably remembered Qingshu, once when I lost Xiaoyan, Qingshu was in such a situation, taking care of Tom for me, it was almost in the state of a mother, such a scene is so familiar, and the familiarity makes me a little unspeakable.
Tom obediently put the snacks aside, sat at the dining table and prepared to eat, and I also took off the roaring down jacket and prepared to eat, and at this moment, Liu Qilei suddenly stood in front of me and reached out to untie the bib for me, she suddenly made me a little overwhelmed by such an intimate action, and the bright and warm atmosphere instantly became ambiguous, and I was also stunned for a moment, quickly eased up, and was ready to retreat, but she had already held the bib in her hand and completed such an intimate action.
I watched Liu Qilei hold the red scarf in her hand, and the down jacket in her hand grabbed tighter.
"Why are you standing stupidly, let's eat quickly, it's going to be cold in a while."
Liu Qilei said with a smile while holding the scarf, and then took the down jacket from my hand......
In fact, these days, I have been avoiding Liu Qilei for the sake of employment, and I don't go home every night, I eat in the company, but I can't keep avoiding like this, Liu Qilei takes Tom to her home almost every day to take care of her, and today I asked Tom to call me, I have no choice but to come, eat at her house, face her, but I can't look directly at her eyes, I understand her mind, she also understands my mind, but even if I understand, I can't cut off this trace of pity, Every time we meet, I have an indescribable feeling, and I can't put it into words, but I don't want to feel like this.
"How's it going today?"
Liu Qilei asked me while eating, every word was a concern for me, I can feel such concern, but I can't accept it, I still have to stick to the agreement between me and Qingshu, I want to be by her side when she is in full bloom.
"It's okay."
I said to Liu Qilei as usual, and then I ate indifferently, all I could do was to bury my head in eating, and then quickly finish the meal and leave with Tom.
"Don't work too hard, can you change your fate by fighting like this? I also inquired about the Li family, that is the old family in Beijing, supermarkets all over the country, other industries are also involved in countless industries, Li Qingshu is the direct eldest daughter of the Li family, do you think you can let them see the eye? It's not that I want to hit you, even if you upgrade your travel agency to a travel agency, but what can you change? I sue you, it won't be long before she will be forced to break up with you under the pressure of the family, you see, I really don't want you to fall deeper and deeper. ”
Liu Qilei paused for a moment after my words, and suddenly put down the dishes and chopsticks and looked at me and said very seriously.
When I heard her words, I was instantly grateful and indignant, but when I held chopsticks in my hand and looked at her on the other side of the table, I thought rationally......
"Yes, it's true that as you said, even if I upgrade the travel agency to a company, I can't compare it with the so-called Li family, but what about the company before adding a listing? Now that I have decided, there is no end to my path, I promised her, I will wait for her, I will go to her, I also believe in her, she will definitely wait for me, waiting for me to drive a luxury car with gifts to her house to find her, visit her elders, so you don't say these words in the future, I know your heart, and I know that you are for my good, but I have already decided, even if I get nothing in the end, I will not regret it. ”
I looked at Liu Qilei and said very firmly, said to her firmly, and also said firmly to myself, I understand that I still have a long way to go, and my current grades are still 108,000 miles away from my goal, and the blow of others to me may be to cheer myself up.
"Hey, what do you say? Hopefully this won't happen, I don't want to see you sad again, you've been through enough. ”
Liu Qilei said to me meaningfully.
"It's not going to happen, let's eat, the food is cold."
I shook my head and said firmly, and then I buried my head in the meal again, and then the strange table became calm, and I finished my meal and prepared to go home with Tom.
"It's so late, why don't you just rest here, there are two bedrooms anyway."
Liu Qilei looked at me with my down jacket and smiled.
"It's inconvenient, let's go home, Tom wants to go home too."
I quickly refused Liu Qilei's retention, and at the same time looked at Tom and motioned for him to express his thoughts.
When Tom saw the reminder in my eyes, he immediately said wittily, "Auntie, I can't sleep in other beds, I can only fall asleep in my bed." ”
"That's right, okay, but I'll send you, it's cold at night, and you still have to take a taxi."
Liu Qilei immediately changed her mind, but this time I couldn't refuse, so I had to nod helplessly, and then reached out to get the down jacket, but I didn't expect Liu Qilei to walk directly to my side and actually want to dress me, which made me extremely embarrassed, but at this time Tom was snickering, my brows were slightly furrowed, and I said eagerly after a moment: "I'll come by myself." ”
"Okay, don't move, it's already dressed, look how handsome it is."
Just when I moved and refused, Liu Qilei dressed me, my movements could only follow her movements, she was also looking at me while talking, with a smile on her face, I could only choose to be silent......
We didn't talk much along the way, and we soon returned to the courtyard.
"You drive carefully, we're in."
I looked at Liu Qilei standing in front of the car and reminded.
"Well, I know, let's go home quickly, it's a little cold today, and it looks like it's about to snow."
Liu Qilei said thoughtfully with a smile.
"yes, it's snowing soon, will this year's snow bring me good luck?"
I looked up at the gray sky and said with emotion.
"Hope is good luck."
Liu Qilei had to watch me walk into the courtyard before she was the last to leave, I chose helplessness again, I returned home and settled Tom, I returned to the bedroom by myself, I lived with Qingshu for a long time in this room, the room was full of pictures of her and me, I sat in front of the desk, took out the leaf from a book, looked at the leaves that were extremely precious to me, and muttered to myself: "Qingshu you won't give up, right?" You're going to wait for me, aren't you? ”
In fact, when I heard Liu Qilei's words, I was not as firm as I appeared, in fact, I was also worried, but this worry was only a moment, after seeing this leaf, I remembered the agreement we made that day, I believe that our commitment will not be broken lightly, I believe in her.
I put the leaves in the palm of my hand, kept my eyes on the leaves, and looked at them for a while, and then slowly put the leaves on top of the book, and then sandwiched them in the book.
It's time to go to bed, but as I lay in bed tossing and turning, I looked up at the ceiling and thought what Qingshu was doing at this moment. Have you never slept either? Are you thinking about her as much as I do, after so many days, will she miss me every day? At this time, after such a long parting, I realized that I really loved the book, maybe I have always had my love and love for her, maybe when I was with Xiaoyan before, I just pressed this love in my heart.
I thought about it for a long time, and before I knew it, I fell asleep......
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A new day is coming, it's time for me to work, for me, the motivation for my work is Qingshu, and her brother, her brother despises and insults us three times, I remember it vividly, I told myself that one day I must let him understand how wrong his original idea was, so that he can look down on me, this mentality may be a bit extreme, but maybe every one of them, right?
After sending Tom to school, I was ready to go far away, this time I was going to Zhangjiajie, this is a new route, I have to lead a team, and at the same time I also want to go out for a walk, I feel that I am about to be depressed to the extreme, and it is time to go out and release it.
Now Tom Travel is very happy, every day after work, I will arrange for employees to dance a simple dance, so that everyone has some tacit understanding, interaction, promote mutual feelings, and I am also integrated into it, I feel less lonely, but this is not so just the surface.