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"Hahaha, hahaha, today's weather is really good, I'm really happy today, Qingshu she promised me to propose, hahaha......"

I threw the empty wine bottle on the road casually, maybe broken, maybe not broken, I just talked like crazy, laughed, but laughed and laughed suddenly, and tasted the bitter parting again, maybe the parting is my natal spirit animal, maybe I will not be able to get rid of my parting for the rest of my life.

"Don't be sad, in fact, there is really too much gap between you and her, not a person from the same world, in fact, I have already guessed that you will have such a day, this is a realistic society, even in ancient times, it has always been the right person, such ideas have been handed down for 5,000 years, you have to be strong, whether you want to pursue her back and you are not the same world, you have to be strong, even if I hope you can let go of it, no matter what the future holds, I will be by your side, I believe no one can love you more than I do. ”

Just when I squatted down and laughed madly until I was silent, the empty night suddenly sounded her voice, I knew she would come out, and I could understand what she said, but at this time I didn't want to talk to anyone, even if my heart clearly understood that I had given birth to a qiē, but I still didn't want to accept such a result, I just proposed, Qingshu was taken away, I don't know when I will be able to see her, I don't even know if I can hug her after seeing her, kiss her, Is she still my girlfriend, has she become someone else's wife?

Thinking of these, the more desperate my heart became, tears involuntarily flowed out again, at this time I was cowardly, perhaps more fragile than women, I was still squatting, my head was hidden in my knees, I seemed to have seen that the sail of love has become farther and farther away, and the vast ocean no longer belongs to me.

"Aren't you who the hell wins?"

Liu Qilei saw that I didn't speak, so she said to me again.

"No, I want to go home, Tom is still sleeping at home, I'm afraid he'll wake up and I'm not afraid."

I found a reason at random, got up slowly, glanced at the boundless sky, lowered my head to see the abandoned wine bottle, it seemed to be broken in half, the wind was also blowing strongly at this time, and I staggered to the side of the road.

"Okay, I'll go back with you, you've drunk too much."

Liu Qilei said with concern, quickly walked to my side, and helped me who had fallen to the ground, wolf bèi I was like a dead dog, tears were like saliva flowing out of my mouth, disgusting, if there was a less dirty mirror I could definitely see my wolf bèi appearance, the cold ground transmitted a special message, Liu Qilei's palm gave warmth, whiskey filled my mind, I was dizzy, and finally I fell into Liu Qilei's arms, I was tired, tired again, I suddenly got tired of this world of late autumn and winter, I seemed to see a lit candle in a dark world, and then it was extinguished by a strange wind, and it was extinguished so simply, so suddenly, the candle went out, and I really fell into the darkness, and I didn't know anything.

I felt that someone was helping me drag my shoes, someone was feeding me water, and finally covered me with a quilt, and then said something to me, I don't know what it was, but I knew that this person was Liu Qilei.

When I woke up from the darkness, I felt my hand being held tightly by a warm hand, I looked to my left side, and now Liu Qilei crawled in front of the bed, holding my hand tightly with her hand, looking at her discrete appearance, looking at the peaceful but frowning asleep, I felt very bitter in my heart.

God always likes to make all kinds of jokes with me, and every joke makes me smile with tears.