& Liu Qilei seemed to be very tired, I knocked on my head and thought of Liu Qilei who had been taking care of me last night, but I was just grateful, that is, I was occupied by an incomparably sad heart, every day I opened my eyes, I would see her delicate face, see her sleeping but with a faint smile, then I would hug her, do some bad things, see her frowning, I will laugh, I was so cheap at that time. ＠，

But on this day, she was no longer lying beside me, and if it weren't for the wine, how could I have slept? Once again, I felt the powerlessness of losing someone, and this time I was not kicked out of the way, but defeated by reality.

Now thinking of what happened last night, remembering that Qingshu was brought home by her family, I have a feeling that my soul has been withdrawn, and it is not an exaggeration to say that the sky has fallen, I took my eyes off Liu Qilei who was crawling on the side of the bed, lay flat on the bed, looked at the ceiling, silent, and had a headache, and it continued like this.

Time passed slowly, and when I was silent in my sad feelings, a slightly lazy voice rang out, and Liu Qilei woke up.

"Are you awake? I drank a bottle of whisky yesterday, how do you feel now? ”

Liu Qilei asked me with concern, and I turned my head to her when I heard her words.

"It's okay, it's just a slight headache, you're tired from taking care of me all night, right? I'll get up and you can get some rest. ”

Looking at Liu Qilei who was caressing her hair, I sat up and said with guilt, I hurriedly opened the quilt while talking, and quickly got out of bed and prepared to escape from the bedroom, I don't know why I don't want to face Liu Qilei now, maybe it's because of what happened to me? Maybe it's because I proposed to Qingshu yesterday.

"What are you running? Am I terrible? ”

Just as I trotted to the door, Liu Qilei came from a puzzled voice, making me stop, at this time I didn't say anything, but turned my back to her, and muttered: "I can't face you now, don't ask me why, because I don't know either, and I just want to be alone now, today is the weekend, Tom got rid of you to take care of it." ”

As I spoke, I reached out and grabbed the doorknob to open the door, quickly leaving the bedroom......

After I washed up casually, I left my home in a hurry, I wanted to find Qingshu, I was afraid that our parting this time would become an eternal parting, I don't want to think about anything now, I just want to find Qingshu, and I will talk about it later.

When I arrived at the airport in Hangzhou, I called Liu Qilei and asked her to take care of Tom, and then I left my work and family behind and quickly boarded a flight to Beijing.

Sitting on the plane, my feelings were not calm, before getting on the plane, I called Qingshu, and all I heard was a reminder to turn off the plane, which was also expected......

After coming to Beijing, I inquired about the location of the Li family, I believe that as long as I can find the Li family, I can wait until the Qing book, even if I can't force my way in, the best way to inquire is to ask the taxi driver, after getting off the plane, I stopped a taxi non-stop, and when I got in the car, I asked the driver: "Does the master know where the Li family is in Kyoto?" ”

"Kyoto Li family, then you must know, of course it is the best villa area in Beijing, it is not far from the suburbs, do you want to go?"

The driver looked at me and said.

"Well, just go there."

I said hurriedly.

After more than half an hour of driving, the taxi finally stopped, and I gave the money but didn't move.

"Dude, what do you think? Don't get out of the car? ”

The driver asked me suspiciously.

"Oooh, get out of the car."

Hearing the driver's words, I relieved myself, hurriedly opened the door and got out of the car, when I got out of the car, I heard the driver say a nervous word, but I ignored it, the taxi quickly drove away from my side, and I also shifted my eyes to a villa in front of me, if the house in front of me is a villa, that is to say small, this is completely a manor-like house, and can only be described as big, although this is a villa area, there is no villa around, I looked at the black huge iron fence door did not immediately move forward, But wandering a few meters not far from the door, I know that I will knock on the door now, I will definitely not let me in, and I explain my intentions, I will definitely be expelled, by the way, I am insulting a few words, I must not let me see Qingshu, maybe now Qingshu has been locked up, do not let her out of this huge cage, her marriage is not something she can control, yesterday's moment showed me to understand her suffering, high society is like this, what is important is always the right door, no matter what, you have to see the benefits, How could a guy like me, who has no background and no benefits to exchange, be able to get into their eyes.

The wind blew softly, but it made me feel the stinging pain, this strong sense of powerlessness filled my heart and body, my fists were clenched, my teeth were not loosened for a moment, they were always bitten tightly, my shriveled lips were trembling, the villa in front of me was like a manor, the three-story house, with Chinese classics but integrated with the special decoration of the West, I felt that I was small, I couldn't step through the behemoth in front of me, and the feelings were very unpeaceful. Maybe I haven't been in a calm mood since the moment of what happened last night, I've always been in such a state that I can't seem to erase, if I don't see Qingshu today, I think I can't bear to climb into the high wall, and then be beaten out by the bodyguards inside, this is where I belong.

I wandered in place, thinking about things, my eyes fixed on the iron gate blocking me, the sun moving slowly in the sky, steady dìng not so hot, but it made me sweat, I knew why I was sweating, I felt that it was time for my feelings to vent, if this continued, I would go crazy.

I don't know how long I stood there, I kept looking at the gate, in fact, the gate was open, someone drove out of it, but they didn't pay attention to me, I didn't see Qingshu, I guessed right, they wouldn't let Qingshu leave, gradually night has fallen, and I'm still standing here, I light one cigarette after another, and smoke the lit cigarette with all my might, the ash and smoke fly away with the wind, the person I was expecting still hasn't appeared, which room is she in this house? If I had known, I would have crept up on her windowsill like in a fairy tale, banged on the dusty window, and I saw her sitting at the dresser in a daze, and she was still so beautiful......

"Hey, where are you? I've been standing around here for a long time, what do you want to do? Kidnapping? Tired of living, right? ”

Just as I was dreaming of the black moon, a rather sharp voice suddenly rang out, shattering my fantasy and my dream, and I was stunned and looked at the man who had already walked towards me, holding a small flashlight.

"Lao Tzu standing here has something to do with you? Is this your home? There is also Lao Tzu kidnapping a yarn, have you ever seen such a blatant investigation by gangsters? Stupid. ”

I've really been suppressed for a long time, there is such a person to let me scold, if I don't scold, I'm sorry for myself, my angry scolding made this security guard-like man immediately appear full of anger, and yelled at me excitedly: "You want to die, right?" Do you know where this is? Dare to be arrogant here, I'm really impatient, I feel nervous, if you don't roll, don't blame Lao Tzu for being polite. ”

The security guard's anger and threats made me silent, just looked at him quite indifferently, and the angry look dissipated in a moment, and he shone a flashlight on me, which made me a little unable to open my eyes, but I tried to open them, staring at him.

"What do you see? Hurry up? ”

The security guard continued to shine a flashlight at me and yelled at me.

"Fuck off, uncle."

As soon as his words rang out and fell quickly, the fist I had been clenching slammed into him, and at the same time I shouted very loudly.

As soon as my words fell, my fist also slammed into his face, only to hear a scream resounding in the somewhat dead night, the moonlight illuminated what happened, the picture may be very three-dimensional, but after a punch I stopped moving, I felt that my feelings had been vented, and I should leave......

My punch was really extremely hard, this guy was beaten to the ground by me, the flashlight fell messily on the road, the strong light shone in the east, and I walked along the east, following this light, not so hurried and quickly left, I heard the security team behind me my abuse, and the sound of shouting into the walkie-talkie, I didn't want to be beaten by the security guard in the middle of the night, so I ran up very fast, hurriedly ran out of the villa area, but here because it is a place for rich people to stay, the general taxi does not come at all, After all, rich people have private cars, who will take a taxi.

I was running on the road at night, every distance was a lamp, and then I looked up at the bright street lamp, the street lamp here is slightly different from the one in Hangzhou, even the sky, my feelings are in a state of chaos, and my crazy running like this makes me extremely relaxed, my body is not so tight, although my heart is still a little messy.

The stars in the sky are twinkling, and the moon has a gap, just like my love, which is already missing a large piece, but I envy the moon, because one day the gap will be filled, and what about my love? I don't even know if I can make up for it.

After running for a while, I started to walk slowly, and this night I wanted to keep walking, lighting a cigarette, smoking fiercely, letting my heart beat in a hurry, and then suing myself and sù Qingshu.

"Won't let you down, won't let you down......"