Chapter 500: If the Heart Has a City
(500) If the heart has a city
Fang Jingxian looked at Qiao Yinan on the side, he seemed to be relieved, his relief seemed to be too simple. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Those who remain will have to experience more suffering.
Fang Jingxian stretched out her hand and made a hug to Yan Shaocheng. Just like before, he smiled at Yan Shaocheng and stretched out his hand to say hug.
Yan Shaocheng stretched out his hand to hug her, as if he had been in a relationship for a long time, always wanting to hug her and refusing to let go.
It seems that her heart is also aching.
I love you, and you love me.
Obviously we love each other.
Why is there no way to put it down?
After a long time, she spoke beside Yan Shaocheng's shoulder. seems to be patient with his feelings, just like Yan Shaocheng at this moment.
"Let me calm down for a while."
Fang Jingxian seems to have been in a dull mood for a long time, and she still can't get out.
That kind of pain seems to be like this, between the two people, without increasing or decreasing. It's hard to let go, it's hard to forget, it's hard to leave behind.
"Jingjing." Yan Shaocheng hugged him tighter, he was scared but couldn't do anything.
Tears had accumulated in his eyes for a long time, and he was not an invulnerable person, and sometimes he was also a helpless person. He wants to be a selfish person, but he can't be selfish.
In fact, he is a person who hesitates between the two, so he has no right to accuse others, Qiao Yinan's thing was done by Su Su, and he has no right to question, he can only forgive. He almost thought it was Su Su's fault as everyone else, but he couldn't fool himself.
Everything he did was to hide his secrets, always thinking that no one would think of him.
"Okay." Yan Shaocheng's answer is still the same.
Obviously he was afraid, but it was only like this. He has no choice and will not have another choice.
Maybe he deserves it, because he hurt Pan Wanlin, so he has to use the love of his life to repay this debt.
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Three days later, Qiao Yinan was funeral.
Qiao Yinan's life stopped at twenty-eight.
Qiao Yinan, why didn't you live to be thirty years old and die?
I just stood there, watching Qiao Yinan turn into a low stone monument. Thinking of the first time he saw Qiao Yinan, his sunny smile was like yesterday.
I always wonder what fate has brought to each of us. What is our entangled life?
What is my life bound by hatred?
What I said to Qiao Yinan, I said that when these things are over, I will choose to live freely.
I want to migrate like a bird, and when I'm tired I can't fly. There will be a habitat.
I guess I need to do what I want to do. I'm 26 years old this year, and after understanding the impermanence of the world at the age of six, I know what helplessness is.
Qiao Yinan on the stele still looks tough, it seems that he is still alive, and each of us is happy.
I always wondered what happiness is, but later I realized that there is no such thing as pure happiness.
Yan Shaocheng was standing there, and he was still like that. It's as if nothing has changed.
His eyes were always on me, he wanted to get closer, but he didn't dare to get closer.
I walked over and walked over to this man who made me love and hate. I can still feel the pain in my heart.
It hurts to see him, and it hurts to think about him. It seems that I have a heartache that I can't reverse.
I don't speak, he doesn't speak, his eyes look at me. Love and dislove can be seen with a single look, especially the people we love each other.
We are a couple who gamble on love, and it seems difficult to distinguish between winning and losing.
I looked at the wedding ring in his hand and felt even more uncomfortable.
At the beginning, the ring I put on him with a pure heart was regarded as a treasure by him. I didn't love him at first, but he seems to have loved me for a long time.
If he had to name a time, maybe he wouldn't know. But I can hear it, maybe it was when Qiao Yinan and I were separated, maybe it was when he went to the hospital in a panic when he hugged me who fainted on the street when he was a teenager, maybe it was earlier.
Who knows if he loved me the first time he saw me? He said he met me in the most beautiful sunset.
I reached out to him for a hug. "Hug."
I'm like a kid, and I wish I was a kid who hadn't grown up. Why did I fall in love with Yan Shaocheng?
I guess it's because he says I'm cute. Because he said I was cute, my heart throbbed for the first time.
Yan Shaocheng reached out to hug me, his breath in my ear was heavy. It still has that refreshing smell.
Yan Shaocheng, this man, has indeed been trying to be a good person, he is too good to me, so good that people forget all his badness.
But we are separated by an ocean, and it is difficult to have both.
"Goodbye." I whispered in his ear, it seemed too heavy.
When I let go, I turned around and left.
Yan Shaocheng's voice came from behind him.
"Will you come back?"
"I don't know." I smiled at Yan Shaocheng. "You just think of me as a bird that wants to fly freely."
My heart was almost beating with him, and the pain was in my bones.
"I'll wait for you." Yan Shaocheng's words became even more humble. "When you come back to perch, I'll be your safe haven."
This is Yan Shaocheng's last sentence.
We neglected everyone, everyone at the funeral was ignored by us. It seems like we have only each other in our world.
The back became more and more desolate, and finally disappeared.
Fate, with some purpose, trampled on everyone's self-esteem, and then succeeded in retreating, blaming everyone's desires.
Love seems to be really pressed on the gambling game, but it is difficult to distinguish between winning and losing. The bureau is gone, and the people are gone.
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On the plane at five o'clock that day, Fang Jingxian left the city. In the end, he left everything behind and chose another life.
There was only one bag beside him, and the only thing he took away was the Cinderella ceramic doll that Qiao Yinan had sent, and the rest had been broken by her in a fit of anger.
The afterglow of the five-o'clock sunset is the most beautiful sunset. The reddish glow obscures the world.
The most beautiful sight of the sunset did not last long, and night fell. Looking down at the bright lights, it seems that every place is so beautiful.
I opened my phone to check the time and found that the date was displayed on my phone.
On the thirtieth day of the lunar calendar, the Spring Festival is coming. But it seems that this year only loneliness remains.
Qiao Yinan did not survive the New Year in the end.
said that he would be good for a lifetime, but after leaving, there was only one person left.
Qiao Yinan helped her solve the last thing before her death and sent the last document to the police.
Ren Shuyan and Su Su were imprisoned.
Ren Shuyan was sentenced to five years, and Su Su was sentenced to 13 years in prison. Due to the identification of mental problems, he was transferred to the hospital for treatment.
With a deceitful rotten person, try to be a good person. Bad guys with hatred? Playing a numb enemy.
said that we looked at the four seasons together, but there was only a spring.
There are men who guard a city alone, waiting for one who leaves it.
Is fate in the end, the damned die, the deserve to stay?
She thought about it and laughed, laughed and cried.