Chapter 456: Painful Desires Become Hurt
(456) Pain and desire become injury
The weather was gloomy and uncertain, Yan Shaocheng walked to the side, his back became more and more lonely. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info It seems that he lacks me by his side, and lacks the company of a woman like me.
My eyes were looking at Yan Shaocheng, and his back made me feel more and more distant from that moment, as if it was far away, so far away that it was untouchable, so far that people had to spend their lives trying to pursue it.
Yan Shaocheng seems to be still the same Yan Shaocheng, a man who is strong in his bones, he will bear everything, but he never says the deepest thing in his heart.
I knew that even if he wanted me to stay, even if he was terminally ill, he wouldn't. Say a word of retention. It's not so much that I'm proud, it's better to say that Yan Shaocheng is proud. Yan Shaocheng's pride is beyond words, and his pride seems to be accompanied by something in his bones.
I never said I loved Yan Shaocheng, but Yan Shaocheng knew. For example, when Yan Shaocheng didn't say that he loved me, I knew the fact that he loved me.
I heard that people who pursue profit in this world will not be happy, and this is probably how I feel. I looked at his back, trying to reach but couldn't. I'm afraid that even my soul will be taken away by him if I look at it again.
Yan Shaocheng in my eyes, he is a tall image, and nothing will be destroyed. Just like me in his eyes, I am willful and don't know what love is.
At first, we all thought that we had strong willpower, but in the end we found that we had reached the point where we had to love. But it has also reached the point where I have to let go, and I think this is the helplessness of people like us.
I know that Pan Wanlin will eventually be released on bail, and I also know that I don't have much evidence to prove all this now. There's almost no way I can send Su Su to prison, and now I can't even control Fang Zheng. Now my situation is not very good, and I have been restrained by Yan Shaocheng at present. But Yan Shaocheng's situation is not very good, if he can't make a performance, if Founder is still caught in negative news, it is difficult to guarantee that the directors will not be suspicious.
So we are all in a bad situation, but we all have our own sadness.
I saw Yan Xiangwei driving away, and Su Su in the car didn't know what kind of thoughts he had.
The sky began to rain lightly and Yan Shaocheng didn't seem to have any intention of using an umbrella, he seemed to be in an extremely bad mood, he seemed to want to walk quietly alone, as if he could walk like this.
I just looked at him quietly, as if the road was so long that it would never be completed in a lifetime.
My eyes were on him, reluctant to let go. How strong does a person have to be to not be easily defeated?
The rain in the sky was getting heavier and heavier, as if it was going to wash everything away.
Yan Shaocheng seemed to be dull and wanted to wake up, and there seemed to be no end in sight in the world where he was clinging to everything. Suddenly I thought that the person who knew Yan Shaocheng in the world was me, only I understood him at the moment, confused and helpless, and only I understood the face behind his strength.
In the strong man, he is also human. Because it's human, it's weak. Because if you have a weakness, you will get hurt. Because of the injury, it is painful. And because of the pain, it is painful.
I was not obligated to embrace his pain, so I just chose to watch Yan Shaocheng in the car, just like that.
I looked at this man's painful appearance, and I looked at the painful appearance of the person I loved.
Yan Shaocheng: In the end, you used everything to protect the Yan family, and you are the only one who is in the pain of no return. People should not have a heart, because because they have a heart, they are no longer strong, and because they have a heart, they become miserable.
The Yan family has never loved anyone, only you have learned, so you are in pain.
The rain is getting heavier and heavier, and I'm thinking about being as strong as you. Even if it's a bitterly cold January rain, you'll still be walking around in your usual haute couture suit. It seems that you are still the proud and gentlemanly man, and you are defending your skin that is already on the verge of it.
I remembered the appearance of meeting in Founder, and at that time I was thinking about why you are so tall, you seem to be indestructible, and even your smile feels perfect.
I watched from the sidelines, just thinking that the Yan family would look like you. As painful as you are, I just want you to smile proudly at me with a perfect mask and skin.
Yan Shaocheng, how good and strong your skin is.
In your eyes, you suddenly collapsed. The feeling seemed to be a violent stinging in the heart.
The body that is obviously painful and proud, the Yan Shaocheng who I thought was very strong, why did he fall like this?
I wondered if he had changed, or if I had become stronger. I looked at Yan Shaocheng who fell in the rain and didn't know what to do, I thought I could hold back my emotions but was defeated in an instant.
I took the umbrella from the car, picked it up and got out of the car. Walking slowly towards the tall man who had fallen, the rain seemed to be really cold. I crouched beside him with an umbrella and looked at his fragile appearance.
I suddenly remembered a vague childhood, when I fell to the ground that day. You are the one who holds me, and I am the one who holds you now.
I think it's probably all predestined, and my eyes are on him. Then slowly crouched down and hugged him.
Yan Shaocheng, my fragility has been discovered.
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Yan Shaocheng on the hospital bed was pale and seemed to be a little sickly. His lips were also bloodless, as if he had been tired for a long time.
The doctor said he hadn't had a good rest for the past few days, and now it seems like this. Lack of rest, and there have been so many things to do lately, and it really shouldn't be to go to the rain.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Yan Shaocheng like this, looking at him really better. He is at the moment. It doesn't seem to have any attack power at all, and his fragile doesn't seem to be able to change anything at all.
I looked at it and couldn't help but feel a little itchy. After all, it was Yan Shaocheng who taught me what lust is, so my interest in him is normal.
I lowered my head and kissed him, saying it was the last time, but I still couldn't control it. I kissed him, as if it was burning a fire. Probably because he was so hot, kissing the lips wasn't very enjoyable, and I deliberately bit down, from my ears to my neck and then all the way to my chest.
I'm an inferior woman, and Yan Shaocheng's things always like to give him back even more.
I kissed him fiercely, and then smiled with a foxy smile on my lips. How do I suddenly find it funny, it's funny that I'm now like I'm deliberately getting him drunk and doing something to him.
My hand deliberately ignited a fire on him, and I already knew what Yan Shaocheng's sensitive point was, so I mastered the fire just right.
I rubbed his pale face, I did it on purpose, not because I was a pervert, but because Yan Shaocheng was pretending to be asleep in front of me.