(455) Incompetent people

In the police station, Yan Shaocheng sat at the conference table, and the lawyer next to him was negotiating. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Yan Shaocheng seemed to have something on his mind, so his thoughts were not on it, his complexion was not very good, and he seemed to be struggling in his heart.

It seems ridiculous that Yan Shaocheng half a year ago was still a mature man who was decisive in killing, but at this moment he turned out to be like a hairy boy who was just beginning to fall in love.

But it is undeniable that Fang Jingxian is the only woman he has ever loved in his life, maybe as early as a long time ago, he thought she was his, so he was paranoid and recognized her as his, and finally fell into the love network step by step. He had to give up now for the sake of his mother.

It wasn't until Su Su appeared in front of him that Yan Shaocheng stood up. "Mom, I'm sorry I'm late, let's go home."

Yan Xiangwei on the side supported Su Su, and it seemed that Su Su's rheumatism had seriously affected her daily life.

But Su Su still slapped Yan Shaocheng accurately, and this slap was extremely loud.

The police on the side didn't seem to expect this to be the case, Su Su's face was serious, and it seemed to be mixed with anger. Hates the appearance of iron but not steel, she seems to be fed up with Yan Shaocheng's indecisiveness and is always unwilling to give up Fang Jingxian's idea, her slap is to make Yan Shaocheng recognize the status quo.

"Mom, this is the police station." Yan Xiangwei seemed to be reminding Su Su to give Yan Shaocheng a little face. Yan Xiangwei knew that Yan Shaocheng had already carried a lot, and Y seemed to be very tired.

"I'm sorry." Yan Shaocheng only said these three words, as if he wanted to stabilize the problem.

He has been struggling for a long time, and he doesn't know if he can persevere, but as the pillar of the Yan family, he still chooses to persevere.

"Mom, let's go out and talk about it." Yan Xiangwei gave Yan Shaocheng a look and went out, but Yan Shaocheng was still in a state of uneasiness.

He didn't know what to choose, he was tired, but he didn't seem to have a habitat.

When he left the police station, Yan Shaocheng got in the car. didn't drive away, Su Su's face was full of seriousness.

Yan Xiangwei stood outside the car, anxiously waiting for their conversation to end.

"What are you going to do?" Su Su's direct questioning made Yan Shaocheng have nowhere to hide, and it seemed so difficult to escape.

"Mom, don't force me to make a choice, I don't want to go on like this." Yan Shaocheng was obviously already struggling, but now it was his mother who refused to let him go, and he had no choice but to choose.

"If you force you, if you don't force you, will you make a good choice? You have seen what that girl wants to do now, she doesn't want to let me go at all, she is. She will only feel at ease when I die of old age in prison. What about you? Are you going to continue to love that girl and send your mother to jail? ”

Su Su's questioning had a certain majesty, and he didn't seem to have a way to choose easily.

"If it weren't for Mom, things wouldn't be the way they are now. Obviously, Fang Jingxian has let down the guard in her heart, isn't her mother unwilling to let her go? I've always been curious, Mom, how much hatred you have, how much you hate Pan Wanlin, why Pan Wanlin has been dead for twenty years and you still refuse to forget, just because Fang Jingxian is her daughter, you refuse to accept it and even transfer your hatred to Fang Jingxian. You want me to think about you, but what about you? Are you really right? Just because Dad doesn't love you, you have become what you are today. You are always doing it for yourself, for that so-called love.

You never thought about me, you never thought about my thoughts, my feelings. The person I love is Fang Jingxian, and she will never change. Mom, do you have to make me like you to be willing? Did the person I love finally leave me, and finally I will spend the rest of my life as wasted as you? Am I supposed to listen to you in everything? There are many women in this world, but I only love this one. I don't want to miss it, but I have to give up because of you. Why, why do you have to sacrifice us because of the grievances of the previous life, Mom, have you ever thought about how I lived without Fang Jingxian? Mom, do you really have to be so cruel? ”

Yan Shaocheng seemed to have said all his grievances, he was more like venting that pain, and it seemed that he couldn't bear it.

Only those who have loved understand that hugging the person you love the most will make you feel so at ease. That kind of happiness is like a person with insomnia who sleeps peacefully for a day, and a hungry person who eats a full meal.

It seems that because of his mother's selfishness, he is going to miss a lot after all.

"Am I selfish? Am I cruel? When you were young and ignorant, did you think about that feeling of being a widow? This is the sin of your father's creation, the sin of your bones. "It seemed like she was angry, as if the man who had hurt him a long time ago had hurt her.

"Mom, you can't learn to be perfect, it's always painful. Twenty years ago, you couldn't learn to be perfect, and now you still can't learn to be perfect, but it's my whole life that suffers. Whoever makes me your son, I will bear your sins. ”

Yan Shaocheng's emotions calmed down and seemed to become more gloomy. If Su Su hadn't come back, maybe everything would have been different.

"I have arranged for a doctor to examine your body, and your physical condition needs to be hospitalized for observation. I'll let Xiang Wei send you there. ”

He got up and opened the door, as if he didn't want to continue the conversation. Some people insist on going their own way, and in the end they will harm others and themselves. Yan Shaocheng's helplessness seems to have grown in his bones, and that pain seems to have begun to spread, and finally intensified.

opened the car door and got out of the car, and then signaled Yan Xiangwei to send Su Su to the hospital, a series of actions, he was like a competent son.

But in fact he is not a competent son, he contradicts his mother and does not follow his mother's trajectory. And Su Su is not a competent mother, she has never considered his feelings from her son's point of view.

But the source is that Pan Wanlin is not a competent wife, not a competent mother. And Yan Qi is not a competent husband, not a competent father.

The grievances of the previous generation eventually spread. In the end, he Yan Shaocheng became an incompetent husband, and she Fang Jingxian became an incompetent wife.

Love is not competent enough, because the mixed interests are eroding step by step, and eventually the heart will become colder and colder, because there is no one to warm.

Yan Shaocheng's tall back is still like that, and it seems that nothing can be destroyed, but who knows? Who knows the deepest wounds that man hides?

A pair of eyes were fixed on him, as if they could no longer look away.