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"What are you laughing at? Isn't my word funny? β
I smiled and didn't say anything, so Manqing looked at me and asked me.
I also looked at her, paused slightly, and said meaningfully: "I didn't laugh at anything, I just think that creation makes people, as for your question, I can't give you an exact answer, maybe it's just because you are my ex-girlfriend, the woman I once loved, I don't want the person I liked to end up without a good life, ugly is not a good end, of course or maybe not, I don't know why I don't hate you, but I am willing to be scolded by you to help you, maybe I'm crazy, right?" β
My words were finished, they fell, and Manqing's expression changed, becoming imaginary, and unexpected.
Man Qing also smiled, laughing a little inexplicably, but I didn't continue, but continued to resume my previous posture, leaning back on the soft sofa, looking up at the ceiling, the room was also quiet, but the silence was only for a moment, and the next moment, Man Qing, who was staying by my side, spoke again.
"Liang Jiafeng, I don't need your pity, you go, I thank you, thank you very much, but I don't need you to pity me."
Manqing said to me very resolutely.
Without waiting for me to say anything, she spoke again.
"No matter what happened to me in the past, what I am now, what will happen tomorrow, it has nothing to do with you, I am the woman you once loved, not now, and I don't have the face to accept your mercy, let me keep the last dignity, let's go, let's go......"
At this time, Manqing was not intense, her love seemed to have disappeared, but she was extremely calm with me, giving me an ultimatum, which belonged to a calm expulsion.
But how could she have shaken my determination? I still raised my head, pretending to be very calm and said to Man Qing: "This is not pity, but I want to live better, I really don't want you to continue to sink, I saw you squirming along to the music on the dance floor in the dance hall, my heart is very uncomfortable, and I am even more aggrieved, anyway, I also want to help you get off drugs." β
"I can also get rid of drugs myself, if I can't go to the drug rehabilitation center, I just don't want to see your look of concern and pity, can you β§β§β§β§, m.Β€.coβmstyle_tt; Walk? If you don't go, I'll go. β
Manqing is still unwilling to give up what he thinks in his heart, and still wants me to leave.
"Do you think you'll be able to walk? Now that you have been accused by me, that is, you have been kidnapped and imprisoned by me, and when you quit drugs, you can go to the police and arrest me. β
I slowly looked at Man Qing, who was looking at me with a cold face, and said to her very seriously, in fact, I'm not joking, in fact, I'm telling the truth, now as long as Man Qing can quit drugs, even if I am sent to the detention center for a few days, dozens of days, it will be fine.
"You're a bastard, why are you so shameless? I don't want to see you, why are you so shameless? You go and spend time with your son and beautiful girlfriend. β
Man Qing said to me with a disgruntled expression, the full of disgust on her face, but I knew that she was disguised, and I could feel it.
"Okay, don't go, take a shower and go to sleep."
I stood up and said to her, I don't want to continue to talk to her like this, just hide for the time being.
"You bastard......"
Manqing roared again, and then there was no more.
The days passed, Man Qing and I have been in the hotel for more than ten days, we have not gone out, but have been staying in this soundproof suite, these ten days, Man Qing has experienced inhuman torture every day, and I have to watch the picture of Man Qing being tortured by the poison demon every day, watching her sweat profusely, watching her go crazy and yelling, watching her beg for mercy, watching her angry and scolding, I had better experience this situation every day, I don't know how Man Qing survived, I don't know how I survived, but I did.
As Manqing survived dozens of episodes of drug addiction, her madness gradually diminished a lot, it didn't last long, and the number of times a day was not much, yesterday was one, and so far today, she hasn't had a seizure, she has already had dinner, and I am playing backgammon with her, because the two of us are so bored to be alone.
"I won, I won."
After Manqing played a white chess, and then connected into a line, she shouted excitedly, like a happy child, but when I wanted to sarcastically mock her a little, her smile gradually dissipated, she seemed to be addicted to drugs, I have seen her like this countless times, seeing her react, I anxiously went to find the rope, ready to control her, let her survive today's ugly, I also sighed in my heart, I want to watch her torture and can't do anything again.
"Don't ...... Don't look for it. β
Just as I got out of bed, Manqing suddenly said to me.
"Uh...... If I don't help you, you can't control yourself at all. β
I turned to see that her expression had changed, and she was restless on the bed.
"I can ......"
Manqing's words are already very difficult, but I can feel the firmness revealed, I thought about it, looked at her, and finally said that I would not look for a rope, but I stood in front of the bed and looked at her, asking her to stay calm, stick to her own heart, and be sensible, even if she agreed to her on the surface, but in my heart I still thought that if the situation got out of control, I would still tie her up without hesitation.
"Thank you......"
When Man Qing saw me, she stood in front of the bed, like an ant on a hot pot, she smiled miserably, she could have laughed charmingly, but ...... No, but.
Once again, she fell into endless pain, I could only watch and be powerless, watching her suffer, there was a feeling in my heart, how I wished this was the last time she had such pain, if I could, it was me who rolled back and forth on the bed, I was sweating, I was tearing the white sheets hard, but there was still no but.
The beauty of the night does not belong to this room, nor does the so-called happiness belong to this room, this room is only heavy, only the pain of sweat dripping on the white sheets, only crazy shouts and irrational madness.
After half an hour of painful process, Manqing finally gradually stopped, the white sheets were tattered again, I held her hand tightly, never relaxed for a moment, I gently wiped off the sweat on her face for her, covered her with a quilt, now Manqing is like a cat after playing, soft and weak, and I went from standing to sitting on the bed, after half an hour, my legs may be numb, but I opened my eyes, my eyes are not as open as the beating heart, watching Manqing from happiness to pain, From pain to peaceful sleep, it was as if I had spent half a century.
"Don't go, please don't go, please don't leave me, don't leave me alone, I'm scared alone."
Just when I watched Manqing fall into deep thought, the sleeping Manqing suddenly shouted loudly, I thought she was asleep, but when I saw her eyes closed, I knew that she was talking in a dream.
"I won't leave, I'll accompany you, sleep, sleep in peace."
I held hers in one hand and patted her gently with the other, while gentle.
It's no wonder, when my words fell, Manqing stopped screaming, and fell asleep really quietly, from the fierce look to the appearance of complete relief, I looked drunk.
This night, I have also been with her, I don't think the night is long, but I feel that the pain that Manqing has endured is too long, I am also secretly asking myself on this night, asking myself why I don't hate Manqing, is it really because of the so-called pity? Perhaps? Maybe it's all right?
When I opened my eyes again, I didn't wait to feel the haze, but I stood up suddenly, because the man Qing lying on the bed disappeared, and my first thought was that she had left and fled again.
I stood up and shouted loudly, one after another, but there was no response, I ran out of the bedroom anxiously, and at the same time secretly scolded myself in my heart, scolding myself for who I was for.
"Liang Jiafeng, you are really a '' egg, you have persevered for more than ten days, and you can't hold on to it in one night? It's better to be dead. β
I came out of the bedroom and yelled at myself very loudly.
"What are you yelling about? Do you just not believe me? Don't you think I don't have a decision, old lady? You think too much of me, don't you? β
Just when I was anxiously scolding myself, an extremely high-pitched voice sounded harshly, when I heard this voice, I felt that I was about to cry, just now I was really worried that Manqing had run away, so not only would my efforts these days be in vain, but also Manqing would enter the situation of being charged with drugs.
I turned my head to look at Manqing, who was setting out breakfast, and she was wearing a coat and seemed to be going out, and I couldn't help but be a little surprised.
"What's going on? Are you out there? β
I subconsciously looked at Man Qing with a smile on his face and asked.
"Go out and buy breakfast, I'm tired of eating breakfast in the hotel every day these days, and you don't know how to go out to buy it, so I'll go out and buy it today, you see the soy milk fritters, and even the big bowl of noodles have been brought back, how hearty?"
Man Qing said to me with a show off, anyway, she is very happy today, and I am equally happy, she went out alone, but she did not leave, according to this situation, as long as she has a firm spirit, she will definitely be able to defeat the poison demon.
"It's okay to be rich, it's mainly down-to-earth, countrymen like me love to eat these, these days I'm afraid that you won't be used to eating these, so I'll call you breakfast in the hotel."
"Don't make excuses to be poor, eat quickly."
Manqing gave me a pure hygienic eye, and then sat down on the sofa and began to eat.
"I'm hungry too, so I'm going to eat."
I felt like I was on a roller coaster, and when I opened my eyes, it was uphill and downhill, but when I came out of the bedroom, I felt the breeze blowing in parallel.