Chapter 04 of "Love Becomes a Mystery".
"Love Becomes a Mystery"
(04) It is the child who suffers without a father
Fang Jingxian will be six years old in a few months. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info She is now in kindergarten and Pan Wanlin is working as a cleaner.
Pan Wanlin's spirit has not been very good recently. It seems that her spirit has become even worse during this period of time, and she began to say some inexplicable things frequently, so that the people around her are laughing at their family.
Because Pan Wanlin often talks about some family things, what the house is like and what the home is like. It's like saying that he used to be a big man.
Fang Jingxian has also heard her mother talk about Fang Yewei, and she has never been. Fathers who have met.
Of course, it was just something she said unintentionally, and those words included things about Yan Qi, Ren Shuyan and Su Su, and there were more or less complicated things.
Her mother often takes medicine, and it seems that someone sent it to her. It seems to be supride, as if it is a treatment for depression or something.
Fang Jingxian is young, so she doesn't understand these things.
Life is very poor, and my mother's mental condition was not so serious, but now there are more and more problems. Mother seems to have hallucinated a little, and often talks to people, which seems to be a bit like talking to herself.
As soon as you are stimulated by something, you have a tendency to self-harm. Almost everyone is saying that she is crazy, but fortunately, when she has a normal time, her work can be regarded as diligent, maybe for the sake of seeing that she has a daughter, and there is no one else to do the work.
Fang Jingxian is often pointed at, saying that she has no father and a mother like a madman, and she doesn't know where she came from.
But Fang Jingxian knew that she said that she had a father, and the person named Fang Yewei was her father. But from her mother's words, it seems that she doesn't want to see Fang Yewei.
The young Fang Jingxian was afraid that her mother would get sick, so she never said it. But Pan Wanlin never beat her, even when she was mentally disturbed, she only hurt herself. It seems that she said consciously, consciously knowing to protect her daughter.
Every time Fang Jingxian saw her mother, she thought that if she waited until she grew up, she would definitely find a doctor to treat her mother. In this way, you will be happy in your later life, and you will no longer be able to let your mother suffer.
The free and precocious Fang Jingxian can cook and wash clothes, and never gives in even if she lives in poverty.
Neighbors often say that this child is suffering, there is such a crazy mother, and I don't know who my father is talking about.
Fang Jingxian was wearing a washed white jeans, a red jacket on her body, and her schoolbag was a whitish pink, with Disney's Belle and the Beast on it, but she didn't know that because she lived in poverty, she never knew what people in fairy tales looked like.
When she was young, she took on a lot, and her mother was always sick and talking nonsense these nights.
"Yan Qi, Yan Qi, don't leave me, don't ......"
In the dark night, I heard my mother calling Yan Qi the name, and my mother often called Fang Yewei and Yan Qi.
Mother always likes to say sorry to Fang Yewei, and then they are all strict. But she hated her father in her heart, why did he never come, and why did Fang Yewei never try to come to her?
Isn't it talking about Dad? Whenever she saw her kindergarten classmates being held in her arms by her parents, she was jealous.
The jealous was going crazy, and then she hid in the corner alone and cried. Don't dare to let people see, don't dare to let people know. She was also miserable because she didn't have her father's love, because of her mother's unsound love.
picked up a newspaper from the ground that day, and Fang Jingxian knew that this was her father.
"Founder's Listing: The Hotel Kingdom Created by Fang Yewei"
That newspaper was printed with Fang Yewei's face, and Fang Yewei's face was calm and ambitious. It seems that everything will be at his feet.
Fang Jingxian knew that this was her father, because Pan Wanlin had talked about Fang Zheng and Fang Yewei.
There was a feeling that she wanted to go to her father, unlike being ridiculed by others anymore and not wanting to go on like this.
She wanted a healthy and happy family, and her mother didn't want to see her father, she thought.
So that day, Fang Jingxian took a newspaper. took fifty dollars from the family and went to his father alone.
It was about six o'clock in the evening when the sun set, and she relied on the newspaper to find the company. This is Fang Zheng's first appearance of Fang Jingxian, she feels that she is small and Fang Zheng is powerful.
The doorman wouldn't let her in, so she had to wait at the door. Although he knew that it was possible that he had already left work and would not show up again.
But she waited in surprise when Fang Yewei came out of the building, wearing a suit, looking as confident and ambitious as in the newspaper.
She suddenly wanted to run over and call him Daddy, the Dad she had never seen in her life.
But suddenly a black car came to the door, and a woman got out of it, looking beautiful and dignified. There was also a child beside him, about three or four years old, who was smiling at Fang Yewei and calling him Dad.
That was the first time Fang Jingxian saw Ren Shuyan and Fang Luyao's mother and daughter. It is also the most painstakingly unforgettable.
Fang Yewei's face did not change, as if nothing could shake him.
"Don't work so late, although the company's affairs are important, but you should also pay attention to your body." The woman's voice is terrible.
And this made Fang Jingxian dare not take another step, as if taking a step forward would disturb their supposed happy family.
That's someone else's dad, not mine. That's someone else's dad, not mine. It's not mine, it's not mine, I don't have a father, will I be abandoned if I do?
A woman suddenly appeared on the side, with a twelve-year-old boy beside her. At that time, Fang Jingxian didn't know that this woman was Su Su, and the boy next to her was Yan Shaocheng.
She didn't know that there would be times when she would look at her for ten thousand years, and her life would be upside down, and she couldn't get back the destiny of fate.
His eyes looked over to see the girl standing beside her. It seems too far away, but it doesn't seem too far away.
"Fang Yewei, I won't let you go. Yan Qi's death was caused by you, you don't want to live happily here safe and sound. ”
The security guard on the side grabbed her, and the boy's gaze seemed to understand a lot.
And Fang Jingxian on the side stood silently to see what kind of indifferent and ruthless person her father was. Since then, he has never dared to take half a step forward, and he no longer fantasizes about his father.
The black car drove by, passing by her, almost everything.
In the end, Fang Jingxian turned around and left, like an abandoned rag doll. Since then, fate has been completely turned upside down.
Sometimes I wonder if Fang Jingxian ran over to call her father at that time, would life be different, and Ren Shuyan would not die. Fang Yewei won't be so ruthless? Will Fang Jingxian's life be happy?
Or does it mean that the war between Fang Luyao and Fang Jingxian will start at that time, and Yan Shaocheng's revenge will not change? The competition between Ren Shuyan, Su Su and Pan Wanlin has officially begun?
The afterglow of the setting sun shines on the whole world.
Fang Jingxian was in that sunset, like a discarded rag doll.