"Love Becomes a Mystery"

(05) Your death changes a lot of fate

It began to rain in the dark night, as if to wash away the endangered world, to wash away all the stains until the last moment. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

The young Fang Jingxian had nothing, only the pride that was on the verge of accomplishing it.

The car drove by, and the mother and son stood there. The woman's collapse is painful, and the boy looks indifferently at the world.

It seemed that the gaze was looking at her, and it seemed to be looking at her sadness.

But Fang Jingxian's pride is in her bones, she doesn't cry and stands there proudly. Fang Jingxian has nothing, but she is always proud.

She turned away, vowing not to return to this place.

The rain began to pour down, shattering the ground, and even the heart was torn apart and finally painfully grinding.

I don't know if you want to believe in destined, some people are destined to meet that person, even if they cross time and time, they are destined to meet that person.

And everything that happens around you is telling you that it is a kind of destiny, and you can never escape such a destiny. Life is a strange circle, and you never know who exactly one of the people in this circle says you are destined to meet.

"Shaocheng, remember not to let Fang Yewei go." Su Su put hatred on twelve-year-old Yan Shaocheng, and it seemed that he had changed his fate.

Maybe we shouldn't have been burdened with the grievances of the previous generation, and we should have been happy.

Fang Jingxian in the rain was walking with her young back, and Yan Shaocheng in the rain followed her mother in the rain.

The next day, Fang Jingxian returned. His body was covered in water, and his hair was already wet.

When Pan Wanlin saw her daughter come back, her panicked heart finally let go. slapped it, it was heartache and love.

"Who let you out? Don't do it again. "Pan Wanlin though. Insane but with maternal love, she has always loved her daughter, consistent love.

"Mom." Fang Jingxian cried, hugging her mother, who was wet. This was the first time Fang Jingxian cried, and she could barely breathe in pain.

Fang Jingxian didn't say why, but she cried fiercely.

She had a fever and had it for three days. It's almost a lap through the ghost gate.

She seems to have a dream in which she has a home, a father who loves her, and a normal mother, who she says is the happiest child in the world.

But dreams wake up, and people need to come to reality. Fang Jingxian has never been a happy child, because adults are selfish.

Selfishness makes young children carry everything.

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Fate is always something for the lucky people, and the unfortunate people have always had to choose to hold on to the misfortune and then struggle, and finally fall into it.

I remember that the weather was good that day, and Fang Jingxian drew a picture of her own home in the kindergarten. There is your own mother and yourself, a happy home, a broken home, it doesn't matter what, as long as there is a home.

Even the ridicule of her classmates didn't matter, although Fang Jingxian was ridiculed that day.

But she has become accustomed to it, Fang Jingxian's life does not seem to be for others, for the sake of living for herself, no one can control her life.

But misfortune often befalls those who are already unfortunate.

The weather was fine that day without any warning. Young Fang Jingxian came home and saw blood oozing from the bed.

Pan Wanlin chose sleeping pills and a double-layered suicide method of cutting the pulse. Perhaps because he felt that the medicinal properties of sleeping pills were too slow, he chose such a simple and effective method as cutting the pulse.

Life seems to be just a matter of a moment, and in an instant, Fang Jingxian's world collapses, and those so-called happiness are getting farther and farther away from Fang Jingxian.

The schoolbag fell to the ground, and Fang Jingxian was almost crazy. The pain endured by a six-year-old is fatal.

Cruel, suffocating, painful.

When the police came, there were a lot of people in the courtyard. Almost everyone was spying on her tragedy, projecting eyes ranging from pity, sadness, and jokes.

It felt bad, she was already in a lot of pain, why did everyone have to do this?

At that time, she swore that she must live a noble life, so that she could trample these people under her feet and see the painful appearance of these people. Only when people live noble can they not be bullied.

She cried so badly, the worst cry in her life. Because she knows that she will be alone in this world, even if there is no more broken family business.

Her mother had a pearl bracelet in her hand, which she treasured for many years.

The police investigation said that she committed suicide, and even if she had doubts, no one wanted to believe her words, everyone believed what they saw, and no one wanted to believe her.

It's just that at that time, she didn't know that there was a twelve-year-old boy who looked at her pain and couldn't do anything.

When the young Yan Shaocheng followed his mother, he discovered the entanglement between Su Su and Pan Wanlin, and when he went back, because Pan Wanlin's spirit seemed to be seriously disordered, he felt that something was wrong, and he turned back and saw such a scene.

He stood in the crowd and looked at the mother who was holding the dead man covered in blood, the aunt who had previously gone insane, and now turned into a corpse.

And the girl cried almost in despair, crying made his heart ache. He didn't know what he was supposed to do. He only knew that he also had people to protect, and his mother was also in pain, so he could only choose one person.

He heard the conversation between his mother and Pan Wanlin completely, and he hid in a corner and listened to everything.

It's just that at that time, they were just children, and they were always powerless in the face of this complex world. He couldn't speak out, he was afraid that his mother would be responsible.

He can only choose to protect his mother and give up this girl who only has a one-sided relationship.

She is tragic, and he is not necessarily lucky, so he can't blame anyone. They can only. Choose what you want to choose.

He finally chose to leave, helpless and flustered, not knowing what to do and what to do.

When he came back, his mind had been full of conversations between Su Su and Pan Wanlin, and there were too many unsavory things in the content of this conversation.

And it seems that those words made Pan Wanlin mentally break down, and finally caused a tragedy. It's just that he didn't know at that time that Pan Wanlin was also drugged by his mother, causing him to go insane.

So the guilt at that time was not so big.

But it also turned into a nightmare that haunted him. Fang Jingxian's cry in the dream almost involved all his thoughts, and his conscience seemed to be condemned all the time.

The feeling almost tortured him to death, to death in pain. It would be nice to be able to be liberated. It was obviously his mother's fault, why did he feel so guilty?