504. Chapter 503 Various
After a few seconds, I looked away from her face, speechless, and sighed softly from the bottom of my heart.
When I came out of the theater, it was already sub-hour, and the parking lot in front of the door that was originally lively and bustling became empty. In the corner, my car was parked alone.
"Lin Xi, I'll send you home." Closing the door of the cab, I didn't dare to look into Lin Xi's eyes anymore.
"Didn't you have something to say to me?" She asked.
I said, "Yes." ”
I wondered if I should ask the question I'd always wanted. She said first, "You don't have to say it, let me say it." We don't have any. Yes. There is no need to meet again in the future. ”
When she said what was possible, I honked my horn and muttered, "What's the matter, the car in front is so slow!" Pretending not to hear her, "I'll send you back first." "Let's avoid this topic, the car is already on the road, and I don't know where to go.
She was speechless all the way, she thought I heard what she said, but I pretended not to hear it.
"It's here, you go up." When I arrived at the door of Lin Batian's villa, I put out the fire, breathed a long sigh of relief, and calmed my heart that had been beating wildly all the way.
Indeed, after nearly half a lifetime of travel in my heart, this city that I originally loved broke my heart at this moment, and I was afraid to be in its arms, and I didn't want to stay for a moment. Maybe this is an escape, an escape from self-blame for not being able to hold up a blue sky for the witch.
"Go up, I'll watch you go." I held back the tears that came out of my eyes.
"We don't have a chance!" She said loudly.
I was speechless and silent.
"Did you hear me, I came out just to say this to you, from the square to the café to the movie city, I endured it for a few hours!" She spoke out again.
I remained silent, turning my head not to let her see the tears in the corners of my eyes in the darkness.
"I don't want it!" I jerked my head and grabbed her cold hand.
"Impossible!" The witch shook off my hand and turned her back in anger.
"I can't live without you, I'm so bad?" I couldn't take it anymore, so I had to take the opportunity to touch the corners of my eyes again. "When I was in the cinema just now, how I wanted to hold you, but I didn't dare, I was afraid that it would be the last time."
"Goodbye, preferably never. Yin Ran, I hate you! She ran down. Then, the sound of her footsteps fading away could be heard.
She entered the door, and a tall fence gate separated us in this way, and the gap between the iron pipes seemed to be as large as we expected, but it could not be penetrated anyway, and the height of this gate seemed to be beyond our reach, and it was very high and gorgeous in front of us, and separated us alive.
The witch's resolute back seemed to have given up completely in the face of my stubbornness, and the helplessness and complaint of the figure came together, interrupting the association that the door gave me. I lit a cigarette, but I couldn't hide the infinite loss and melancholy in my heart.
I clasped my hands in front of my chest, looked up, and I reluctantly sent off my beloved woman, and with a long sigh in my chest, I floated into the starry night sky.
I want to cry without tears.
Why did I meet her, what did I tell her, did I want to give her the opportunity to talk to me about the impossibility of this life?
It doesn't matter anymore, there is only one reason and idea after all, for the witch I love.
For this woman I can love for the rest of my life.
Do I regret it?
Regret, regret my incompetence, my betrayal, my shamelessness, my lowliness.
But who can I complain about?
Heaven may have arranged it this way, how many joys and sorrows in the world are controlled by God like this, so that you can't survive or die.
I hope that this silent and transparent night sky can no longer obstruct the eyes of the heavens, so that the so-called Yue Lao can see my true love, and can let this true love, which is not our great true love, get a real home......
Under the night sky, I stood quietly in front of the gorgeous door, looking up, hoping to see the lights in the witch's room, this is her home, there is a warmth that does not belong to me, and the building in the dark also gives me a kind of strength that is surrounded by ruthlessness but penetrates warmth.
Tidying up, I leaned back in the car, cigarette butts glistening in the dark. Despite my reluctance, I didn't dare to look at the building again. The feeling of taking a look at one less glance would rather not take the last one to heart.
Heartache, the feeling of tearing.
It's one o'clock in the morning, and there are very few cars on the road at this time, this beautiful city, you have left me so much joy, given me so many fantasies, carried me too much sorrow, and also gave me endless regrets.
The light of the cigarette butt drew a graceful curve in my hand, and it fell far away, like a red meteor.
I opened the car door and sat down with a deep sadness and sorrow......
The witch's home was magnificent, and Lin Batian sat on the green leather sofa with a stern and hostile expression. Although I was a little helpless in the face of such a scene, and I didn't even know how to stand, I never let go of my belief in being with the witch.
Everyone in their family had the same expression, and more angry eyes stared at me.
I didn't know what I was supposed to say, or even if I wanted to speak first. Lin Batian's eyes and expression made me involuntarily a little scared, although I had tried my best to restrain myself, my legs still trembled unobediently.
I thought maybe I should get on my knees.
I didn't dare look up at anyone. I have imagined many times how I should face such a scene calmly, and even what kind of language and expression I should use to deal with it, but when I am really in such a reality, I know that the so-called calmness and composure have made the brain blank and out of the clouds.
It's like sitting in front of the TV at home and seeing how nervous the people on the stage are, but imagining how calm and comfortable they would be if it were me, but when I actually stood on the stage, I found that I was not much better than the person on the TV.
Silent.
Horror of silence.
I didn't dare to speak.
Lin Batian still abused me with this unfathomable calmness and silence at a loss.
The mouth is dry, very dry. This is a certain period of nervousness that will only appear after a certain period of dù, and there are only a few times in this life that I have been so nervous, this can be regarded as the strictest zhòng one.
The room was so quiet that even his own heartbeat could be heard, and the kind of beating that should have been regular and normal had become chaotic and irregular at this time. The sweat made his back like ten thousand ants shuttling on it, itching terribly, but he didn't dare to get rid of it, so he could only let the ant-like gnawing and tearing on his back unscrupulously.
I wanted to call Uncle Sheng to break the silence, but when I was about to exit, I remembered that he asked me to call him Lin Dong. Who cares about that at this time? This is just a title, and its function is nothing more than my respect for my elders, and the most important thing is that I am here to admit my mistakes and accept punishment willingly, of course, the most fundamental purpose is to make them fulfill, although this request is somewhat extravagant and excessive.
But what if you don't?
Is there a better way?
It was almost dawn, and I woke up from such a real, heart-shaking dream, sweating profusely. I've grabbed the cigarette case, maybe I should have begged her family. But might her family agree? That's impossible.
Eleven o'clock in the morning.
In front of a restaurant.
There weren't a lot of people having lunch at this time, so the car stopped in front of the restaurant and didn't see the guide say anything, but walked straight into the hand-rolled noodle restaurant opposite.
Although the façade is not large, the depth of this store is quite surprising.
This is a restaurant that needs to buy a card to recharge, and there are basically a few special pasta, of course, the money that cannot be used can be refunded. Early in the morning, He Ke called me and asked me to climb the mountain, she knew that I was in a bad mood, and she thought that I was because the witch had no time to pay attention to me, in fact, where did she know that I had gone through the divorce procedures with the witch, just go, and if I don't relax myself, I am really going to collapse.
He Ke kept chattering all the way, as for what he said, I basically can't remember what he said, most of it is some inconsequential scenery.
"Zihan and I often come here to eat." He Ke didn't seem to look at me, and he seemed to tell me deliberately.
I didn't make any response to that. There is a bit of semi-self-service flavor here, and all the talents need to be ordered and taken by yourself.
For such an occasion, theoretically there is no need to ask the other party if they have taboos or preferences, but out of politeness or concern, I can only describe the state of mind at this time.
"What do you want to eat? I'll help you get it? ”
"I'll take it myself, you take yours." He Ke didn't even look up at me, a simple sentence, a little perfunctory, and a little polite.
I stared at He Ke with some blank eyes.
The curly long hair leaned forward slightly with Xu Fei'er's body, covering half of her cheeks so casually and appropriately in the posture of He Ke concentrating on taking her head to take the meal, although the long hair had not been professionally taken care of for a long time, it could still be seen that it had been carefully cut and polished.
The Tibetan bracelet on the slender arm is a gift I gave her casually, setting off her slender fingers, although there is no research on bracelets and other jewelry, and even feel that there are some chicken and dog pieces, but how can it be a good interpretation of the unique charm of Tibetan bracelets in place, so that I let myself look at it for a long time.
In the end, He Ke still chose a dining table near the door, and I only hesitated in my heart. It was already time for the meal, and the number of people entering and leaving the restaurant began to increase, and I watched the flow of people coming in and out from time to time, for fear that the person I saw would suddenly appear. Because of this restaurant, I have been with the witch.
However, I can't let He Ke see my uneasiness, why should I be so worried? I have nothing with him, but why am I so scared? I just need to turn my head back and forth with the food and beverage culture posters on the walls of the hotel to hide my inner movements. It is undeniable that I am afraid of the witch, I am afraid of Saori, what I need is a woman who is a little bird, a girl who worships me in everything, I want to be a big man, take good care of a little woman, but, the witch and Saori. It's so tough that I stand next to them, disgraced.
"There's a famous noodle here, I'll order one for you!" He Ke pulled my gaze and attention from those catering cultures to her face. "Big bowl!"
"Oh, his bowl won't be huge, will it? There's too much for me to eat! ”
"You've got to walk a lot in the afternoon, so you can't get enough to eat?" She is more careful and thoughtful. "I also asked for a jelly they made themselves, it's delicious!"
"You want a fruit salad?" That's when I lowered my head and looked at the table.
"Yes, I like them, although this kind of salad is also sold in the supermarket, but how I make it is not as delicious as what they make."
"Signature dish! People must have a formula, they can do it, what kind of store do people need to open? ”
"That's just as well." He Ke took a toothpick and sent a banana to his mouth.
The noodles came, although it wasn't the kind of big bowl, but I couldn't eat it with the amount that made people feel a little dizzy and the other half couldn't put it down.
Although he is not as suspicious as Cao Cao, he is by no means a careless person, he has no impression of what the noodles taste like and half of them, I just hope that He Ke can finish eating and leave this place quickly, but he put down his chopsticks first and said that it is very rude not to eat, and he can't let people think that this girl is very edible, right?
"Alright, shall we go?" He Ke put down his chopsticks and looked a little relaxed.
"Shall I go back with you to change your shoes first? It's not a good road, is it? ”
"Ugh. Don't use it, right? You don't have to change them, these shoes can be used too! He Ke's self-talk seemed to explain to me that she was worried, or that she was strange.
"Okay, let's go!" I don't want to hold on any longer. "It's a long way, let's leave early?"
"Okay!"
When I came out of the noodle shop, it was the time when there were the most people and cars on the street, maybe because of the weekend holiday, I always felt so lazy when I came into view.
After all, He Ke didn't know where to go, and of course, I no longer relied on her left and right fingers.
Even, He Ke himself didn't know the specific name of the place we were going to, only that it was a Grand Canyon, but there was no record on the navigator. There is no Internet here, the original habitual query is useless, and this is not a tourist area, and you can buy this map or something, nothing.
In the interval between buying cigarettes, I learned the general direction from the mouth of the shop owner, and I didn't care so much, so I roughly clicked on the navigation device and went on the road.
The navigator showed that it was close to 100 km, and the time took more than 3 hours. The reason is that it takes more than an hour just to get out of the city, and it takes you to find a place to enjoy yourself on a high-speed car.
"Fasten your seatbelts!" At the entrance of the expressway, I gently reminded He Ke who was about to fall asleep.
"Hmm." He Ke was drowsy, fumbling to buckle up the seat belt, his head tilted to the side.
I chuckled softly.
He Ke definitely didn't sleep well last night, coupled with the scorching sun, this time should be when He Ke, who likes to take a nap, was dreaming with a pillow, but now he was pulled to the car by me.
I changed to a disc from Bandari and turned up the music to barely audible because I didn't want to disturb Ho Ke.
Maybe I should adjust the angle of her backrest to make it more comfortable, right?
I thought so, but I couldn't find a place to park on the highway, and I didn't dare to park indiscriminately, after all, it is very dangerous to park casually on the highway.
The temperature of the air conditioner was a little cold, so I had to turn it on and off for a while, for fear of freezing her.
The highway that can run is only a few tens of kilometers, and it will soon go down.
He Ke probably couldn't sleep steadily, moving his head around the backrest, and it seemed that he would never find a comfortable position.
"Why don't you go to the back and sleep for a while? Is that safer? "Take the high-speed receipt, I gently reminded.
"No, I don't want to sleep. It's uncomfortable," He Ke opened his eyes and put his hair together. "Do you know the way? Let's ask! ”
The highway toll collector gave us a succinct and enthusiastic answer, which is rarely the case.
Next up is the secondary road, which is certainly not as unbridled as the highway, with the occasional pedestrian crossing the road, so you need to drive with extra care, especially during this drowsy time.
Of course, this time is also the least time for vehicles on the road, and if you don't pay attention to the throttle, you will exceed the safety line.
It's already two o'clock, and we're nearly halfway there, and we are on the right side of the road from the navigation.
According to the highway toll collector, I arrived at the intersection and was in front of us a stretch of potholes that could not be seen as far as the eye could see, several large machines used to build the road were roaring, and several cars were squirming far ahead.
For a while, He Ke couldn't adapt to this kind of bumps, although the suspension system of the car was reasonable, but after all, it was also the kind of potholes, and if you couldn't go far, you had to stop for a while, the water temperature was always high, and the noise of the electronic fan and engine also penetrated into the cockpit, which made people a little more irritable.
I looked at the oil gauge, and there was less than half of it, and there was no problem in reaching the destination in theory, but I hope that this potholed road can be as good as possible.
When we arrived at the destination, it was close to half past three in the afternoon, also because of the holiday, I saw the traffic police directing those vehicles with license plates from all over the world, and the long queue stretched for three or four kilometers, and we were caught in the middle, unable to walk or move.
By the time it was our turn to enter the gates of the tour area, it was almost four o'clock in the afternoon.
It is said to be a natural cave that can be used for rafting, and it is several kilometers long.
The parking space prepared by the tourist area is obviously not enough, so that both sides of the road in the scenic spot are parked with all kinds of cars with license plates from all over the world, and the car finally found a parking space after turning around for nearly half an hour, or it is parked so crookedly on the road on the hillside, it seems that it is not only not safe at all, but also has the danger of being scratched.
I am a person who loves the car very much, so I pay great attention to small details such as parking and opening the door, for fear of bringing some unhappiness to myself or others. So it's okay to leave the door open to the maximum distance you have tested to the car next to you, and fold the mirrors in when you leave.
He Ke's big satchel was still in the back seat, and there were a lot of things I could imagine and couldn't imagine for girls.
Although the words of the security guard in the parking lot made people feel foolproof, I still opened the trunk and put He Ke's big satchel away, except for the cash and documents to be taken away, all its uses were stuffed to the back door of the car, although it was a bit troublesome, but I believe this is a good habit for people with cars.
Turning out of the parking lot, He Ke took out a pair of sunglasses from his body and put them on his face as if he was magical.
"Can I take a picture for you?" I held up my phone, barely waiting for anything to agree.
"Don't want it, right? How ugly am I? So decadent? He Ke Boss was not happy, and said without much energy.
"Decadent?" I'll look at her.
"Don't shoot it, it's ugly!" He Ke took a few steps and ran in front of me.
"Is my camera technique terrible?" I grunted, but hadn't obediently turned off my phone's camera. "Do you want something to eat, you didn't eat well at noon, are you hungry?"
"I'm not hungry. Eat it yourself. ”
"Then I'll go buy some water, it's so hot."
"I want to drink green tea!" He Ke put his hand on his forehead and looked at the stone steps that were slanting up. "Master Kong's, don't want ice."
"Oh." I said yes and walked to a cold drink shop.
He Ke also followed.
The little waiter at the cold drink shop seemed to hear our conversation and shook me with two bottles of Master Kong's green tea.
"10 pieces in total!"
"Don't want this!" I took out the money, and was just about to take it, when He Ke flashed from behind me.
"Take two from there, right?" He Ke smiled at the little girl.
"It's all the same, huh? Just taken out. The little girl explained, and I agreed.
"Take two from the inside, the outside is hot in the sun." He Ke had an unrelenting expression.
The little girl looked at me and seemed to be fighting for my opinion.
"Then let's get two more!" Of course, I'm still on He Ke's side.
The minority obeyed the majority, and the little girl could not find a reason, so she turned around and took out two more bottles from the box in the back.
He Ke took the green tea and looked at it, and pulled me by the way.
I didn't know what to do, and I didn't react for a while.
"Fake!" How can it be in my ear.
"Is there unity? Give me a uniform green tea, right? "It dawned on me.
The little girl seemed to have nothing to say, so she silently switched around.
"How do you know it's fake?" Before leaving the cold drink shop, I voiced the doubts in my mind.
"Don't you see the color, right?" He Ke took the green tea and shook it in front of my face. "I've been cheated on before, so I'll remember it."
"Oh. I didn't see it. You're pretty careful! ”
"I've been fooled once, and I can't see it, that's a fool." He Ke pouted and looked naughty.
"It's hot on me, you pig!" He Ke sat next to the stone steps next to him.
"It's coming soon, go up and rest, it's still a little shady! It's weird here. I looked up at the remaining steps, there was still a long way to go.
"I can't walk, I need to rest for a while!" Why don't you ignore me, like I can't do it.
"It's only been a long time, huh?"
"You'll carry me later, huh?" He Ke appeared under her big sunglasses with a half-joking but irrefutable expression.
"Okay, carry you to the mountain!"
While joking with He Ke, a familiar figure caught my eye.
It was hundreds of millions of Mo Huairen, who was also wearing big sunglasses, looking like he had just come down from the mountain, his coat was tied around his waist, and he was walking down the steps step by step.
My heart suddenly tightened, and I wondered how I had met him here.
I wonder if he saw himself? That bastard is a slut.
I'm wearing sunglasses, so I guess I won't recognize them, right?
Actually, it doesn't matter, I'm just here for tourism.
Thinking so, there was no way to dodge, of course, from the corner of his eye, it could be seen that he did not notice my cunzài, but carefully paid attention to the uneven width of the steps under his feet.
He Ke obviously didn't notice or notice that I was about to dodge, but leaned himself lazily against me.
"What time is it, pig?" This seems to have become He Ke's mantra, although this title is not to describe my good side, nor is it a good name for me, but He Ke likes to call me a title for a person who makes her worthy of love and trust, it should be said that I am still relatively useful, so there is no reason or original intention to refuse or refute.
"It's past four o'clock, at your speed, it's estimated that it will be six o'clock when we climb up, right?" I looked up at my watch.
"Shall we go, then?"
"Shall I carry you?"
"Pull you down, I can't crush you!" How can you flip your eyelids under your sunglasses.
"Then I'll pull you." Before I finished speaking, He Ke's hand was already tugging on the belt on my lower back.
"Let's go!" He Ke tilted his head and blinked, looking at the expression of wanting to drive the animals.