923 Risking our lives on our future
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"Nope! That's not the case! Xia Lili screamed and shook her head, "Although I missed the opportunity to go through the most difficult period with you, as long as you give me another chance, I will definitely prove to you that I truly love you, and I am also the person who loves you the most in the world, and I will never let you face hurt and fear alone again!" ”
"Drifting snow," she cried out bitterly, "you can't just say that I can't!" You can't just deny my sincerity and waiting! ”
Her feelings for Liuxue are evident in the sky!
There can be no doubt!
Don't give up like that!
"Actually, we met when I first left Hell." Qiu Guhan stared at her, "It's just that then, I was standing in front of you, so eager to be close to you, and you didn't recognize me at all. ”
Xia Lili was stunned: "This, this is impossible!" No matter what you become, there's no way I won't recognize you! Drift Snow, you can't lie like that just to push me away......"
She loves drifting snow so much, how could she not recognize it when the drifting snow is in front of her?
She absolutely did not believe in such a thing.
"Five years ago, August 14, the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival." Qiu Guhan said slowly, "At noon, Jiu'en Temple, Baicao Garden." ”
"At that time, I was sitting under the ginkgo tree and taking a nap, when a group of people suddenly rushed in and said that their young lady had chartered this place and told us to leave immediately. When I walked out of the Hundred Herb Garden, I met you head-on. We hadn't seen each other for five years, but I recognized you at a glance and grabbed you by the corner of your clothes. But you didn't recognize me at all, and called me an ugly bastard, saying that I was molesting you and having my hands cut off. ”
Xia Lili was dumbfounded when she heard this, and stammered for a while: "This, this is impossible, I have no impression at all......
She really couldn't remember it.
She only remembers that she was willful and playful at that time, she liked to wander around with a group of family members, enjoying the feeling of being infatuated and chased by the world, but whenever someone got in her way, she would fight.
"Of course you're not impressed." Qiu Guhan said quietly, "Because I was thin and sick at that time, I was obviously over fourteen years old, but I looked like I was only eleven or twelve years old, and I couldn't even walk steadily." At that time, you were so beautiful, even if the immortals descended to earth, they would not be more dazzling than you, I was as ugly as a wild dog in front of you, and you didn't even look at me. ”
"So I understood at the time," his voice was so calm that Xia Lili felt despair again, "What you are waiting for and loving is the Qiu Liuxue who has an outstanding face, thousands of favors, and can make you laugh and make you happy, not the inconspicuous, lost Qiē, and scarred Qiu Gu Han." And from that moment on, I knew that I was not the boy you loved, and that you could not live a dark and cold life with me......"
"No, no, no! Absolutely not! Xia Lili grabbed his arm, shook it vigorously, and cried, "That's me didn't know it was you!" If I knew it was you, no matter what you became, whether you were old, ugly, or lacking hands or feet, I would love you and follow you until death! You can't use things like that to deny my feelings, you can't ...... I am not convinced ......"
Qiu Guhan looked at her like this, and swallowed "Even if I told you who I was at the time, you wouldn't believe it."
"Later? Can we have a future? He sighed faintly, "Now I only have brother and sister affection for you, not men and women, and it will be the same in the future." Lili, we're all children anymore, and it's time for you to grow up......"
He and Xia Lili only have memories before they were ten years old.
At that time, they were still children, and even if they identified each other, they were still far from love.
If he had been the pampered and carefree Autumn Drifter, then there would be no doubt that he would eventually fall in love with Rili Natsu and marry her.
It's just that there is no "always", let alone "if".
"How do you know it's going to be the same?" Xia Lili was crying so much that she was about to die, "If you don't give me a chance, how do you know that I can't make you fall in love with me?" How do I know if I can't go with me? How do you know I can't give you happiness? ”
"Then," Qiu Guhan stared at her, "let the heavens decide, decide whether or not I should give you a chance." ”
Xia Lili said with teary eyes: "How, how to decide?" ”
Qiu Guhan lifted his sleeves and gently wiped the tears on her face, then took out a small bottle from his arms and opened it: "There is poison in here." ”
Xia Lili snorted and looked at him blankly, what was he going to do?
Do you want her to eat it and test her sincerity? No problem!
But what Qiu Guhan said was: "There are four cups here, I poison one of them, you can pick a cup of tea for me, if I drink the poisonous cup, it means that it is the will of God." From now on, you will die of this heart, and don't expect anything from me anymore. If I drink tea that is not poisonous, it means that God wants us to be together, and I will try to accept your feelings. How is it? ”
Xia Lili's lips closed and closed, closed and closed, wanting to say something, but she didn't know how to say it.
"If I had to decide," Qiu Guhan said slowly, "I would only treat you as a cousin." ”
With this sentence, Xia Lili made up her mind: "Yes!" But it's up to me to test the poison! If I drink the poison, I'd rather die, and if I don't drink the poison, you must give me a chance! ”
"You're a cousin who has played with me since I was a child, how can I be willing to let you take the risk?" Qiu Guhan said softly, "Moreover, this poison is highly poisonous, and if you drink it, you will die, so I brought it with me just in case." ”
He paused and explained, "I'd rather die than be a prisoner again." ”
Xia Lili's heart hurt like a pinprick again, and her tone became more resolute: "I have lost the opportunity to share the hardships with you, and I will never let you take risks alone this time!" ”
"That being the case," Qiu Guhan said slowly, "then we'll each pick a cup and gamble our lives on our future." ”
"Do you want to gamble with your life?" Xia Lili stopped crying, and a slight smile appeared on her lips, "Okay, I'm sure you won't drink the poison." ”
As for her, it doesn't matter if she drinks the poison, really.
Qiu Guhan touched her head lovingly, then lifted the teapot and poured tea into the four teacups.
Then he poured all the poison from the vial into one of the teacups.
The four teacups are all identical white porcelain cups, the poison is colorless and tasteless, and the four cups of tea do not look any different.
"You close your eyes, and I'll adjust the order of the cups." He said.
Xia Lili closed her eyes, and her heart was peaceful.
She heard the slight sound of cups transposing.
"Open your eyes."
After Qiu Guhan waited for her to open her eyes, he closed his eyes: "You can pick a cup by the way and drink it." ”
Xia Lili picked up a cup without hesitation and poured it into her mouth: "I'm done drinking." ”
Autumn Bone Han opened his eyes and stared at her.
Xia Lili smiled.
The two waited silently.