316. Self-preservation

"Enough, Bang Sasa, if you want to say this, I should fire you even more, I pay for you to study, not to let you prostrate at my feet, let alone let you live such a humble life, I hope you will be a person who can change your destiny and live an upright life, you are like this, I look down on you know?"

Bang Sasha was scolded by Qin Haonan, she thought that this could move him, she herself was moved by herself, he was not moved, and lost his temper, what went wrong?

"Bang Saa, I have one last piece of advice for you, don't be contemptuous, you don't respect yourself, and others won't respect you. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Qin Haonan finished speaking and hung up the phone decisively.

From then on, there was no intersection with this person, Qin Haonan thought.

Bang Sasha held the phone for a while, and all kinds of feelings of humiliation, loss, sadness, and sadness came to his heart.

Since he saw Qin Haonan, he said that he wanted to sponsor her to continue to go to school, he took root in her heart, as time went by, he took root, sprouted, and spread out in her heart, she actually didn't have the talent to go to school, and when she was a child, she often fell behind Meng Qingqing in exams, but she knew the importance of going to school and reading good books, she wanted to read good books like Meng Qingqing's uncle and sister-in-law, and then walked out of Shangzhong Village and went to live in the city, so she studied very hard, more diligent than ordinary people, and later met him, the goal of her efforts was more specific, She's going to live in the city where he lives.

Bang Sha Sha was admitted to the university in Nanshi, and lived in a city with him, she felt that she was one step closer to him, but she still couldn't see him, this city is so big, although they live in a city, but it is possible that they will not see each other all year round, finally come to the winter vacation, Bang Sha Sha does not want to go back, let alone miss that home, she thinks about it, and goes to Qin Haonan's company to work, so that she has the opportunity to meet Qin Haonan, to Haotian Group Company, Bang Sha knows how famous Haotian Group Company is in Nanshi, How famous Qin Haonan is in Nanshi, how excited she was the moment she knew all this, because such a famous man, he used to have such a fate with her, and he had been in such close contact with him, and there was a chance to pretend to be his girlfriend, he was pretending, but for her, it was a real feeling, and she completely threw herself into such a role. Those days were the happiest days of her life.

Bang Sasa is looking forward to the future and feels that her future is bright, because of this indissoluble bond with Qin Haonan, she plans to stay in Haotian Group after graduation, so that she will have the opportunity to contact Qin Haotian, at least, she can see him every day.

But now, all these dreams are in ashes, under Meng Qingqing's instructions, she will never be able to enter Haotian Group Company again, which means that she may never see Qin Haonan again in the future, she has admired him for so many years, he has grown firmly in her heart, and now, if she wants to uproot him from her heart, how can she not be in pain?

Bang Sasha was walking in the school in despair, at this time, her mobile phone rang, it was the phone of the village office, it must be from home, Bang Sasha didn't answer the phone and knew what the family would call her for, she couldn't just let her mail money back, Qin Haonan gave her the subsidy every year, not only allowed her to continue to go to school, but she also had to save a little subsidy to her family.

But now, Qin Haonan has stopped funding her, the money she secretly saved before plus the money from this winter vacation part-time job, can maintain her sophomore year, and she has to figure out her own way to pay for the tuition and living expenses of her junior year, she is now a mud bodhisattva crossing the river, and it is difficult to protect herself, how can she still take care of her family?

The phone kept ringing, Bang Sasha was distraught, she steadied herself and answered the phone.

Sure enough, my father's voice came from the phone, "Zhaodi, you made a lot of money from your part-time job, right?" ”

His daughter was out alone for the New Year, and he didn't ask her if she was doing well, as soon as she opened her mouth, she said angrily: "I didn't make any money, and I was fired by my boss today."

"Why was he fired? Are you cheating? Just tell you to help the boss do things to be willing to endure hardship, you are just lazy ......"

Bang Sasha said impatiently, "What are you looking for me?" Say it! ”

"Zhao Di, you mail a thousand yuan back, you have to buy two piglets in the spring, and the pigs will not be killed until the New Year next year, and your younger brother goes to school and also needs money, as well as the money for the family to buy farm fertilizer......"

Bang Sasha is very irritable, other people's parents provide their children with superior living conditions, and their own parents, not only can not give her any help, but also endlessly ask her, she is just a student in school, and they ask her for money but it is so natural.

"Dad, my sponsor just told me that he won't sponsor me anymore, so, Dad, do you know what's going on? This means that I will have no money in the future, not only can I no longer mail you money, but I will have no money for my own schooling, and my living expenses will be gone, you know? ”

"Why didn't he fund you all of a sudden? What's going on? You go and beg him, even if it's a little less, you have to finish college, our family is so hard, it's hard to provide a college student, and the family is counting on you in the future! You can't go through college. ”

Bang Sah felt very sad that his family finally offered a college student? What did they give her, and her father was worried that she would not be able to finish her studies and that the family would have no one to rely on in the future, so he asked himself to continue to ask for sponsors instead of helping to think of other ways.

Although she knew that her family couldn't help her, she didn't even have a word of comfort.

Dad chattered a lot, and he complained angrily that the family was in need of money now, but she had such a thing, and she could no longer provide financial help to the family in the future. Isn't that person very rich? Why can't you continue to fund her? It must be that she is too stupid to come to trouble, isn't she in the same city as him now? Why don't you take the initiative to go to his house to help with things and coax him......

He imagined the city as a village, and as long as it was a village, he could go to any family's house and help.

Bang Sasa couldn't explain all this to her father, who had never been to the provincial capital, and she couldn't explain it clearly, but now she understood what it meant to see, and what she hadn't seen before, no matter how much others explained it and how they described it, they didn't know it.

Bang Sasha was upset and perfunctory with her father, and then hung up the phone, although she hung up the phone, but her father's words still echoed in her mind, and she couldn't calm down for a long time. (To be continued.) )