Chapter 693: I don't dare to fall in love, I'm afraid of a big dream

What is college life like? When we were still in high school, the teacher stood on the podium and said that the university is a paradise of freedom, and you can go to class if you want to, there are a variety of club activities, and there are those charming sisters or junior sisters who exude youth, and there is no need to worry about being scolded by our parents for failing their academic performance, and so on, so students especially yearn for that place, thinking that it is a happy paradise. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

In fact, when I went to college, I found that college life was not as good as the teacher said, you can skip class to play what you want to play, but if you skip class every day, you will cry when it comes to the final exam, some people say that college life is erosive, but that is just a few people who sleep in the dormitory every day, waiting for them only to fail or be persuaded to quit by the school. Club activities are indeed rich and colorful, but you can never find what you want, too complicated but lose your heart, and you will feel that life is too busy, lose the meaning of exercise, charming sisters and young and invincible little sisters do have, and a lot, but handsome, talented, rich family so many, in terms of qualifications, why is it your turn?

On the whole, looking at it this way, it's quite sad.

College and what you aspire to are completely different worlds, and the harsh reality shatters your dreams.

Of course, no matter what, what has been waiting for you in university life is professional classes and revisions, and you have to endure the stinky faces of various professors or professional teachers, eager to instill all the knowledge into your mind, and shape yourself into the future pillars of the motherland.

Someone raised his eyebrows and pointed coldly at Qianfu, and said with a sneer, I have seen through it, and I have been taught in four years of college.

As everyone knows, he has no practical actions in the system of this environment, just shouting these pale and weak words in his mouth, and there is not much difference between seeing through and not seeing through this kind of seeing.

And Su Can's college career is also moving forward step by step, steadily and steadily, this trajectory is like a brilliant star in the sky, repeatedly, and it seems that it will never change.

Morning exercise on the 800-meter track in the morning, occasional dinner with roommates on weekdays, shopping with Cheng Keshu on weekends, taking time to call and chat with old friends, it's really not good, take a badminton racket to the court on the weekend to play a few beats, move your body, and maintain a good work and rest routine.

For him, since he was given by the university anyway, it was better to relax and enjoy.

All the unfinished business seems to have nothing to do with him.

Only tranquility remains, and the years are quiet.

Let go of all mundane things, get rid of those copper stench, the soul is much more dusty, no wonder Thoreau wrote in Walden, I am willing to plunge deep into life, suck the marrow of life, live a solid, simple, clean and neat elimination of everything that does not belong to life, drive life to the brink, with the most basic form, simple, simple, and simple. Philosophers and poets are always similar at times, just like in the Qingyu case, "If you ask a little bit of leisure, a Sichuan tobacco, the city is full of wind." Plum yellow when it rains. "It's all full of poetry about life.

On Saturday, Su Can went to the Central Hospital to visit Luo Xi again.

On this day, the sun was quiet, the sky was blue and clear, and the sun was shining high but not stinging, which can be said to be a rare good sunny day.

Luo Xi was wearing a mask, a blue-and-white hospital gown, her long hair was cut short, her ears just covered the baby's fat cheeks, and her skin was a little pale, she sat on a long wooden chair and closed her eyes to bask in the sun, heard footsteps, opened her eyes and looked sideways, and saw someone coming, her eyes were full of joy.

Su Can brought a pound of strawberries and put them on the stone table, the strawberries were washed at the vendor before they came, and they could be eaten directly. He picked out the largest and reddest strawberry from the bag, and then took it to Luo Xi, took out one himself, took a bite, Luo Xi was slightly flustered, and then showed a brilliant smile, his pale face was ruddy, his teeth bit on the strawberry, the sweet juice beat on the tip of his tongue, she nodded, and said vaguely, "Uh-huh, so sweet!" ”

"Of course." Su Can smiled gently, just like the sunshine of high school, and that brilliant smile was deeply rooted in the hearts of many people. Su Can still remembers the last time he met Pi Yeqing on the parallel bars in the playground, Pi Yeqing, who was sitting on the parallel bars, pursed his lips and said Su Can, you are not much more outstanding yourself, but your dimples and bright smile are easy to impress.

Luo Xi raised his face and looked at the grass opposite, the grass was slightly sick, infinitely beautiful.

"What about Xiao Luoyue? Does she rest on it? ”

"No, she's already gone back, school is starting over there, her current high school curriculum is very tight, I can't delay her time more, otherwise I, as a sister, will feel guilty. Then now my mother is taking care of me in the hospital, and it's okay, when I don't get injections, I can read books, listen to songs, and talk to the nurses about my ideals and future dreams. Luo Xi smiled indifferently, the torture of illness made this girl both strong and a little lovely.

It is true that every good girl should be immortal, but a good girl always has to suffer from these or those difficulties before she can be reborn in Nirvana, which may be the Buddhist scriptures | Ananda"

She took out an MP3 from her pocket, raised it in her hand, then plugged in the white earphone cable, glanced at Su Can, and smiled slyly.

Su Can was a little surprised, the color of this MP3 is pink, and it is not the latest version, just like the small plastic shell is still tied with circles of transparent tape, the old traces of the tape are mottled and the new tape traces are layered, the reason for the tape is because the MP3 plastic shell nut will loosen when it falls off, and a kt cat is pasted on the front, but the sticker has been blurred and yellowed. And Su Can was surprised not because of the MP3 itself, but because this MP3 was originally given to Luo Xi by Su Can in the second semester of his sophomore year of high school.

Unexpectedly, after such a long time, Luo Xi still kept it and used it to listen to songs.

Luo Xi threw a headset to Su Can, grinned, and explained, "This MP3 has not been broken, and then I can't use English to listen, because it is a gift you gave me, I am reluctant to lose it, and I usually use it to listen to songs, which is fine." ”

Su Can felt inexplicably sad in his heart.

For a moment, my heart was suddenly tugged.

Sometimes someone gives you something that maybe even he forgets after a long, long time, but you always remember it. The love is deep and shallow, and what year to treat each other.

The music in the MP3 repeats the tune I heard back then, and the familiar tone rushes into my ears, goosebumps rise, and I instantly burst into tears.

I don't dare to go deep, I'm afraid of a big dream.