"Love Becomes a Mystery"

(07) I don't want such a thing as feelings

Life in the orphanage is not easy for a child, because the children here lack love, so they have a deformed worldview. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Everyone seems to be scrambling to be adopted because they want a perfect home.

But Fang Jingxian is already disgusted with such feelings, adults are all liars, outright liars, and irresponsible.

Fang Jingxian's temperament has been a little withdrawn since she was a child, and Tai, who has been in the orphanage for a long time, seems to have always been like this.

She often dreams at night, and when she wakes up, there are tear stains in the corners of her eyes. It is said that dreams are the expression of people's subconscious, and they are probably talking about such a her. In the dream, I struggled painfully and begged not to be abandoned, but I stubbornly didn't believe in feelings.

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In two years, Fang Jingxian was eight years old. Eight-year-old Fang Jingxian is still unlucky, no one loves her, no one says a word, she always talks to herself.

As usual, when Fang Jingxian was an orphan, she was lonely except for going to school, reading and writing or staying alone, and she didn't like people to approach.

Fang Jingxian was walking on the street after school and saw a convenience store in front of the store, and there was a convenience store in front of the convenience store. A TV series is showing news, and Fang Yewei appears on a big color TV.

"The market value of Founder Group is 20 billion, and it is said that you have created a Founder myth." The host seemed to admire the look.

"Fang Zheng is not a myth can not be determined, there are talented people in the country, and I believe that more young people will appear. In fact, Founder should be more grateful for this era, this era of development has given Founder a great opportunity. Fang Yewei's answer is still rational, he said that the chairman of a listed company with a successful career is used. The words of the moderator tell a myth.

"Fang Dong is very modest. I heard that Fang Dong has a daughter, will he consider letting his daughter enter business in the future? ”

"I don't think a six-year-old can decide her future." Every word Fang Yewei said showed his conversation.

It seems that he really never had one. is just a daughter, she Fang Jingxian doesn't exist at all.

"I heard that Fang was founded by Fang Dong and his ex-wife, I don't know what was the idea at the beginning of the establishment?" The host doesn't know how. Actually asked such a thing, of course, she also realized that she had said the wrong thing.

"I'm sorry." The host took the initiative to apologize.

"It doesn't matter. Founder was indeed created by us together, and there is nothing that cannot be mentioned. Although Fang Yewei said this, he never continued.

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Eight-year-old Fang Jingxian has a father, but she has always been an orphan. Because his father didn't recognize her, because his father never wanted to come to her.

Fang was founded by his mother and Fang Yewei.

Sarcasm, sarcasm of this eight-year-old child.

At this moment, there is no doubt that her heart is heavy, as if it has been in pain for a long time.

The cold wind began to blow, Fang Jingxian gathered her thin clothes and stood in the cold wind.

It was a feeling of painful powerlessness.

It seemed like she was a little dizzy, and then she suddenly fell to the ground. The ground was cold, but her heart was even colder.

I only felt that someone was hugging her, and she seemed to be in a hurry. That vague feeling, she didn't know what it was.

I just feel that someone seems to be very afraid, very afraid that something will happen to her.

The figure of a fourteen-year-old boy seemed to be joking about something. And she seemed to hear, vaguely heard.

"You can't die, absolutely not."

It seemed that the voice lingered in her sleep, and it seemed to be there all the time, making her want to see who it was, but she felt so tired that she couldn't open her eyes at all.

When the orphanage staff came to pick her up, she had already woken up. The body has a high fever that does not go away, and if it burns again, the person will burn out.

She didn't know it herself, she only knew that she was tired and miserable to live. I heard that a boy found her on the side of the road and sent her here.

Since then, their fates have been entangled together, and no one ever thought that the person who had only glanced at him would be the dead knot of his life.

I never knew that fate was so interesting, tying everything together for everyone. Fourteen-year-old Yan Shaocheng didn't know that the person he was holding in his arms would be his wife, a woman he couldn't let go of for the rest of his life.

Yan Shaocheng was fourteen years old that year, and he went to see her because of guilt. However, I didn't expect her to be like this, living like this, and it seems that she has been desperately living.

She watched her father shine on TV, but she lived like an ant, and the pain was difficult to explain accurately.

But there was nothing he could do, nothing could be done.

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Until graduating from primary school, Fang Jingxian was withdrawn. But she's a good learner, or so she looks. The certificate of merit of the three good students clearly reads this word.

It sounds like a kind of irony, after all, no one will praise her, no one will understand her thoughts.

Since junior high school, someone has been sponsoring her, and she doesn't know where the money comes from, only that there will be funding every semester. And this person never seemed to appear in her world.

All along, she thought that she was only being funded by an ordinary donor.

This made Fang Jingxian not have too many worries, and this funding was never interrupted until she was in college.

Of course, Fang Jingxian was also admitted to the University of Political Science and Law with excellent grades to study business administration. In order to destroy the father who abandoned him.

Because of hate, he has become distorted since childhood. I never saw my mother from beginning to end.

Yan Shaocheng left China after the age of eighteen to study abroad. He also changed the state of his life by his own ability. But the Yan family has indeed relied on Pan Wanlin's money to persist until now. And her daughter is in a hard life, of course, has not changed.

When Fang Jingxian went to university, she was eighteen years old. And Yan Shaocheng was twenty-four years old, and Yan Shaocheng was full of spirit at that time. Already making profits in the ups and downs of the mall, and there are also people around you? A beautiful girlfriend Wang Xiyi.

is almost a person who lives at the top of the pyramid, and at that time everyone evaluated Yan Shaocheng as a young talent. Yan Shaocheng has made a name for himself in the mall with his personal ability.

It seems that there are too many differences in the lives of two people, one lives at the top of society, and the other lives at the bottom of society.

The distance between the two men is so far away that it seems that they can never be seen. We will never meet, let alone fall in love.

I heard that there are people in this world who are destined to meet, and no matter how long time passes, two people will meet.

The compass of fate turns, and eventually we will meet at the top of the pyramid of power. When I smiled at you, you would feel good?.