"Love Becomes a Mystery"

(06) I really don't want to be an orphan

That day is almost a memory that will never be forgotten. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"Pan Wanlin, it's really been a long time? How long is it? It must have been six years, right? Su Su spoke extremely arrogantly when she saw Pan Wanlin, and her words almost crushed her.

When Su Su found Pan Wanlin, Pan Wanlin was drying clothes on the side. A row of ropes for drying clothes next to the road.

Su Su asked a few people. I found Pan Wanlin, and I heard that her mental state is very problematic now. Of course she knew that, because she had sent her the medicine. Borrowing Ren Shuyan's hand, who made her so disgusting? Even his best friend is unwilling to let her go.

Pan Wanlin's spirit was still normal at the moment, and she recognized Su Su in front of her.

But she didn't speak, just went about her business. It seems that she is not disturbed by the outside world.

But the trees want to be quiet and the wind does not stop.

"You're living here peacefully, and you seem to be better off than any of us? You and Fang Yewei's daughter should also be six years old. But I think Fang Yewei should have forgotten about you, after all, you are a woman who is difficult to make people feel good about. Su Su didn't stop her words, her words were a little sarcastic. I'm afraid you don't know who Fang Yewei's current wife is, right? It's Ren Shuyan, she's really amazing, you climbed into Fang Yewei's bed not long after you left, and gave birth to a daughter, and now it's finally turned positive. Do you find it all interesting? Su Su's words were ill-intentioned, as if they were deliberately provoking her.

And Pan Wanlin's hands were already clenched unconsciously, because of her words, she seemed to be trapped in the memory of entanglement.

But Su Su will obviously never give up.

"Your daughter must be miserable, and having a father and a mentally abnormal mother must be especially miserable. No way, who made you selfish? Because of your selfishness, everyone will be like this. Do you think you're selfless? Is it because you sent all the money to Yan Qi? Is that your generosity? ”

Su Su's words were tricky, almost every sentence wanted to make her miserable.

At this moment, Pan Wanlin's eyes have begun to drift, and she is obviously about to get sick.

"Pan Wanlin, do you know that Yan Qi is dead?" Su Su defeated Pan Wanlin, who was already on the verge with one sentence, and she really had a problem.

Pan Wanlin's hand-held clothes fell, and she began to cover her head with her hands, falling into an endless feeling of intertwining hallucinations and reality.

It was as if a nightmare was telling her.

Yan Qi died.

Yan Qi died.

Yan Qi died.

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Infinite reincarnation.

"I swallowed the money you gave Yan Qi. I didn't give him a cent. Why should I forgive a man who doesn't have me in his heart again and again? He died in an accident and deserved it. It's all your Pan Wanlin's fault, it's not you, Fang Yewei, why do you want to go against Yan Qi everywhere? It's all your fault, why don't you die, it's good if you die. Why not die, you can go and die now. You don't deserve to live, you only hurt people if you live. ”

Su Su's emotions gradually became excessive, and he pressed her shoulders with both hands, wanting to grab her because of hatred.

It's all your fault, why don't you die, it's good if you die.

Why not die, you can go and die now. You don't deserve to live, you only hurt people if you live.

It's all your fault, why don't you die, it's good if you die. Why not die, you can go and die now.

You don't deserve to live, you only hurt people if you live.

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Keep looping in my head.

Pan Wanlin's mind kept flashing those pasts, and her hand grabbed Su Su's hand tightly, as if she was seeking something.

"You let go, I told you to let go. You've killed so many people, and now you're trying to hurt me. Su Su directly shook off Pan Wanlin, and the pearl bracelet also arrived in Pan Wanlin's hand at that moment.

Because Pan Wanlin's mind is not normal, her hands are always clenched tightly.

"Crazy, you're crazy. Go die, what are you going to do alive like this? You won't let you die, go die, die. Su Su shook her off and turned away, no longer looking at her face.

To die, to die, to die.

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Pan Wanlin's spirit gradually deteriorated, and it seemed that she couldn't hear anything from the words around her.

She stumbled all the way home, obviously insane, and unconsciously saying something.

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And all of this was known by Yan Shaocheng, who inadvertently followed his mother. He saw it and knew that the Yan family's money had been lost by Yan Qi, and the reason why he was able to live peacefully at the moment was because of Pan Wanlin's money.

But at that time, he chose to leave with his mother, and when he realized that something was wrong, he came back to find that it was too late.

Yan Shaocheng was only twelve years old that year, and he didn't know what he should do. He could only indifferently look at the desperate girl crying in the crowd, the daughter who seemed to have lost everything. He could only remain indifferent.

He also has something to guard, so he can't give her the money back, can't and can't.

He wants to protect his mother, and he has to protect his mother. It's just that he didn't know that his mother's change of dressing caused Pan Wanlin to go insane.

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The funeral is relatively simple, because there is no money and she is an orphan girl. So it had to be handled by the district government.

It was also from that day on that that she never came back to see her mother. Because she also hated her mother, she left her like this.

And she always thought that her father would show up and pick her up. But he never did, not only did he not attend the funeral, but he also did not show up to take her away.

She was sent to an orphanage, and the V children in the orphanage all lack love, and some of them have distorted personalities, and Fang Jingxian also belongs to a distorted person.

No one wants to adopt her, and in the orphanage she says she is a completely isolated person. At that time, she thought that she must appear in front of Fang Yewei in the best appearance. ruined his happy, happy family and asked him to try her misfortune.

She is jealous, and when she sees a happy family portrait poster, she will detain everyone down. Because there isn't, she's jealous.

When she was in elementary school, she was raised by an orphanage. It wasn't until junior high school that someone began to sponsor her, so that she had a basic guarantee for her life until she finished college.

She hated her feelings, so she was jealous when she didn't see other children having happy parents. The teacher was also helpless to her.

But no one knew that she would be uncomfortable at night, and every dream was thinking that she would be hugged by her parents.

From waiting with hope at the beginning, to hating with despair at the end. No one will come, and if they don't wait, then they will be abandoned.