426. Precious
426. Precious
Song Xue didn't give up, "Ling Yunlu, I haven't finished my words yet!" Why are you so busy leaving, are you weak-hearted? ”
Ling Yunlu couldn't bear it, "Song Xue, it's not enough to kill people, you have been scolding for so long, what else do you want?" ”
"Ling Yunlu, do you know how badly you hurt my brother over the years? He's just recovering a little now, and you're here to find him again, and since you're here, I'm going to make you completely dead today. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info”
Song Xue pulled a girl, she was wearing a white coat, she was a girl who was busy in the infusion room just now, she looked younger than Ling Yunlu, although her appearance was average, but there was a simple and simple temperament between her eyebrows that was as godlike as Wei Chenxi.
Song Yu pointed to the girl, "She is my brother's fiancée Wenwen, they will get married next month, Wenwen is a good girl, smart and clever, kind-hearted, a thousand times stronger than you, ten thousand times stronger, you look at yourself, don't you know how to look in the mirror?" You are old and ugly now, similar to an old mother in her forties, and my brother is dead to see your dignity today! ”
After Ling Yunlu gave birth to a child, she gained a lot of weight, because her life has been unsatisfactory over the years, and she has a lot of troubles after marriage, so she has a sallow complexion, haggard and old, although she is less than thirty years old, but she looks more than ten years older than her actual age, today, although she also deliberately cleaned up and dressed up, but the wig is too old, lost its original luster and fluffiness, and it looks very fake, although the rose-red sweater on her body has a good texture, it is also a dress from many years ago, and it wraps the body that has grown fat, It seems that the clothes do not fit well.
Song Yu watched Ling Yunlu's once delicate face turn into a vegetable color, and some powder was sprayed on it, but because of the dry skin, the powder floated on it, making the skin feel very dirty, and because of fatness, there was still a feeling of puffiness on the face.
Ling Yunlu also felt the disappointment and strangeness in Song Yu's eyes when she looked at her, yes! The beauty she once prided herself on was gone, and she was now dwarfed by this ordinary-looking girl named Wenwen.
Ling Yunlu suddenly felt embarrassed, she regretted it, today, she really shouldn't have come, she came here, it was self-humiliation. She didn't expect to meet Song Xia, and she didn't plan to let Song Yu know that she had come, she just wanted to look at Song Yu again, and now she met Song Xue, which alarmed Song Yu, from Song Yu's eyes, she couldn't find the love of the year, she was disheartened, and secretly blamed herself for why she came, is it just to let Song Yu see her current downfall? Is it just to make him more dead to himself? It's better to miss each other than to see each other, just let him keep the beauty she has in his mind forever, if life is only as it was when she first met, why didn't she understand the meaning of this sentence until now. She's done another stupid thing!
Ling Yunlu's tears burst out of her eyes, she struggled to shake off Song Xue, pulled out the crowd, and ran out.
She vaguely heard Song Yu calling her from behind, she ran forward desperately, she ran out of the crowd, ran out of the village, ran onto the dusty road, ran out of breath, her legs were sore, and then she stumbled and fell into the dust.
Ling Yunlu sat there hugging her head and crying, she didn't know what to cry about, anyway, she just felt wronged, she felt that her life was very sad, very failed, and very helpless. Why are others getting better and better, only she, is getting worse and worse, from a beautiful princess who is high up, to sitting on this filthy ground and crying, she has lost too much, Meng Qingqing said, it was she who lost her good things one by one, sure enough, her enemies know her best, but she didn't know these until she had nothing and was disgraced. She is still fighting with Meng Qingqing! People didn't bother to fight her at all, and she lost herself.
Ling Yunlu was crying and crying, feeling that someone was pulling her arm, she looked up and saw that it was Song Yu.
She shook off his hand in a panic and got up in a hurry, "You...... What are you doing here? Did you come to see my jokes? Ling Yunlu felt that this moment was probably the most embarrassing thing in her life.
"I'm sorry, my sister shouldn't have done this to you, I apologize to you for her." Song Yudao.
Ling Yunlu calmed down, "Song Yu, I really just want to sneak a look at you, and I don't have any other intentions." ”
"I know, I believe."
The two of them didn't have anything to say for a while.
After being silent for a while, Song Yu said, "You ...... How is it now? ”
Hearing this, Ling Yunlu's tears were about to come out again, she tried her best not to let the tears flow, since Song Yu left her, she has not had a good time, there is no stable income, life is often a mess, in order to find a little warmth, she keeps going on blind dates, but she suffers blows again and again, no man can accommodate her like Song Yu, love her in his heart, care about her, but when Song Yu was by her side, she often complained that Song Yu's family was poor, and that Song Yu was incapacitated.
Ling Yunlu wanted to say, I wouldn't be good without you by my side, but thinking about it now, they are strangers, and she is sorry for him, she is still saying such things, it is inevitably a little ambiguous and inappropriate, and it is okay to put regret in her heart, so why say it.
Ling Yunlu shook her head and smiled bitterly, "I can't say whether it's good or bad, just living an ordinary life like this." ”
"Yes! We are all ordinary people, so it's okay to live an ordinary life. Song Yu's words were a pun.
Once again, the two were awkwardly silent.
After four years of separation, both parties have a lot of things to say in their hearts, but they don't know how to say it, let alone how to say it, or they have nothing to say.
Ling Yunlu said in a hoarse voice: "Song Yu, I wish you happiness, I'm leaving!"
Seeing that Ling Yunlu turned around and was about to leave, Song Yu hurriedly stopped her, "Xiao Lu! ”
Ling Yunlu stopped, but didn't turn around, tears welling up in her eyes. The face she used to be proud of has now become a very ordinary face that even feels strange to herself, how can she face the person who once loved her so much!
It was the greatest happiness in life to meet that best person in the best years, but she didn't feel it at that time, so she didn't cherish it, and when she knew, she lost him forever. This is the greatest sorrow of her life.
Song Yu stopped Ling Yunlu, but he didn't know what to say, he hated her, hated her willfulness, vanity and arrogance, so much so that he ruined him and her, but after so many years, his hatred for her gradually faded, in his impression, she was still the young girl in the twilight, and all the sweetness and beauty they had been together, after he came back, he heard that she was not doing well, and now he saw her, knowing that she was worse than he imagined, but what could he do except for being a little sentimental! The trajectories of their lives have diverged from each other and will never cross paths again. Everyone's path, good or bad, is their own choice.
Song Yu only said, "Xiaolu, take care!" ”
Ling Yunlu didn't look back, and only said, "Take care too!" He walked forward, tears sliding down his face. (To be continued.) )