427. Same car
427. Same car
Qin Haonan wants to go to City A to do errands, there is a distance of more than 700 kilometers from Nanshi to City A, Qin Haonan was busy for a day before, he felt very tired, so he didn't drive, and decided to take the high-speed rail to City A, more than two hours on the high-speed rail, he can also sleep and adjust and rest, and he can directly enter the working state when he arrives in City A. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info so he bought a soft sleeper ticket.
Bang Sah also went to City A to see the goods, and it was a coincidence that he took the same high-speed train with Qin Haonan that day.
When queuing at the pit stop, Bang Sasha saw Qin Haonan in front of her, and there were five or six people between them.
After so many years, so many things, every time Bang Sasha saw Qin Haonan, she still couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, but she could only look at him from a distance, she used to have fantasies about him, but then she knew that it would only make him farther away from herself, and after many things, she knew that he could only live forever in the most secret place in her heart. Many things, the gap between the ideal and the reality is the distance between heaven and earth.
So seeing Qin Haonan at this moment, Bang Shasha involuntarily shrank her body, she didn't want him to see her. She could see him, and the current position was just right, although she could only see his upright back, she was also inexplicably excited.
Although she didn't want Qin Haonan to see her, Bang Sasha still looked at her clothes, the texture of the clothes was excellent, the styles were novel and fashionable, the matching was also perfect, her hair and makeup were also meticulous, she was very satisfied with her current state. She always dresses herself up exquisitely, just so that one day when she suddenly meets him, she can face him with the best attitude, although the probability of them meeting is very low, once in many years, even if they meet, it is just a quick glance and pass by. Even if it's a skimm, she is always carefully prepared. And today, obviously she didn't want him to see her, but she still felt good about herself in such the best state.
Since that time Qin Haonan took her to the brand counter to buy a few sets of clothes, Bang Sasha fell in love with high-quality and high-end clothes, and no longer looked down on those ordinary road goods, she felt that a woman wearing those clothes with good texture is the greatest enjoyment of life, wearing such clothes, a person's mood, pattern and temperament are out of ordinary people.
Because she has always paid attention to good clothes, she has not only cultivated her sensitivity to clothes, but also made her a strong person in the clothing business.
At this moment, Bang Sasha finally understood why she had been working hard to live a beautiful life all these years, she was not just for a glimpse of Qin Haonan when she met him unexpectedly after a few years of not seeing him, but he was in her life, and he had become the vane of her life, and all her efforts, all of which were in line with beauty, were to try to get close to his life.
Fortunately, Qin Haonan didn't look back and didn't see her.
Bang Sasha watched Qin Haonan enter the soft sleeper car with her own eyes, and she walked towards her own soft seat car, they were separated by six cars, soft sleeping in the front, and soft seat in the back.
Although there were six carriages apart, knowing that Qin Haonan was on the same train as her, Bang Sasha still felt that Qin Haonan was sitting next to him. I feel a sense of groundedness and peace of mind.
The car started, Bang Sasha sat there, looking at the scenery flying by outside the window, and some fragments between him and Qin Haonan flashed in his heart.
The first time I saw Qin Haonan, she was working in the small winery in the township of her hometown, he entered the winery with Meng Qingqing, she felt that her eyes lit up, she saw such a good-looking and temperamental person for the first time in real life, he was the best looking and most temperamental man she had ever seen in real life, that feeling had not changed, and now she still thinks so.
At that time, she was tormented in the despair of life, since she was a child, she wanted to be a person like Meng Qingqing's father's brothers and sisters, go to school well, get out of that poor Shangzhong Village, and live a decent life in the city.
However, the poverty of her family and the seriousness of her parents' patriarchal mentality made her ideals turn to ashes.
But this best-looking man she had ever seen was desperate for her life, and he said that he could sponsor her and keep her in school, and it was like a beautiful dream, so beautiful that she couldn't believe it.
When he left, he really took out two thousand yuan to her, saying that it was a year's tuition, and she knew that it was true. At that time, he was a bodhisattva-like holy being in her mind.
Later, he kept his promise and sent her money regularly every year, and she used the money he funded her to not only solve her school and living expenses, but also save a little to subsidize the family. Her parents' attitude towards her has also changed greatly, not only agreeing to her continuing to go to school, but also no longer beating and scolding her as she pleases.
If he had always been a god-like existence in her mind before, she came to Nanshi to find him during the Spring Festival in the third year of high school, and the four days he had close contact with her were the first time she really contacted him, and for the first time she felt that he was also a person with flesh and blood and feelings, he was so close to her, as if she could touch it as soon as she stretched out her hand, so she was confused, and she thought about it, but the smart him and the sensitive Meng Qingqing were aware of her thoughts, and she didn't do anything. Qin Haonan avoided her.
That time Qin Haonan cut off the funding for her, it was a heavy blow to her, not the disappointment and panic of losing her financial resources, but the despair and panic that she and him would never be possible in this life, and at the same time, he also understood how much he loved Meng Qingqing and how ruthless he was to her. His deep affection for Meng Qingqing did not disappoint her to him, but made her love her even more, she loved him as a dedicated and responsible person, although the object of his affection was someone else.
She could only hide the love that she didn't have time to say and didn't have the opportunity to say deep in her heart, until she met Lu Zhiling.
She knew that she and him couldn't be, and their lives didn't have any intersection, but she still kept an eye on him, knowing that when his company was in trouble, she was more anxious than anyone else and worried for him. She wanted to help him, even if it was to give everything she had, she would help him regardless of return, so he accepted Lu Zhiling.
She once thought that she had helped him, and she was relieved about it, but later, Lu Zhiling told him that this was just a lie he had on her, and what was even more stupid was that she also told Meng Qingqing about it, and from then on, he disappeared from her life more completely. (To be continued.) )