I was pregnant in October and went through the severe cold and heat, and how much suffering I suffered in the process, I am afraid that only those who have given birth can understand it. At the beginning of October, Yun Ji's stomach has not improved, but she can still play, after all, it is the top brand, there are still many people who come for her name, but it will not affect the business, but it will not be easy to live in the next few months, Yun Ji has a big belly How to come out, can only raise the fetus with peace of mind, the excuse to find to the outside world is that she is unwell, the top card is gone, and the business is naturally a lot cold, Du Yiniang was sad for a while, and once regretted her decision, I don't know whether it was wrong or right, But when she looked at all the women in the room revolving around her, doing this and that for her, she was very busy, looking at Yun Ji's increasingly protruding belly, thinking that there was a new life in it, and there was an inexplicable impulse in her heart, this would be the first child of all the women in this room, a child in the real sense.

It was said that it was October, but in fact, it was not yet full, and the child was born like that. That cold winter, it snowed late at night, covering a layer of the ground, Yun Ji's sudden pain woke her up from her dream, everyone hurriedly dressed and came, and sent a person to find the midwife, who had seen this situation, and all of them were in a hurry and didn't know what to do, but fortunately the midwife came quickly. The midwife followed the woman into the Qinglou through the back door, full of doubts, a Qinglou woman would actually get pregnant, this is really a strange news, but seeing that the situation was urgent, she couldn't think too much, and said to the women around her what she wanted. Then they scattered around and got ready.

Seeing that the basins of hot water turned into steaming blood, the women standing on the side were all worried about her, and turned their heads timidly. Don't dare to watch. It took a long time, the blood flowed a lot, the midwife was about to give up, a Qinglou woman had so many fetals, how dangerous it was to give birth to a child safely, but God blessed, he saved the child. Successfully came into this world.

When the child croaked to the ground, everyone's hearts were relieved and relieved. Wiping the tears from the corners of their eyes and looking at each other. Looking at the pale person lying on the bed, she had gone through a big war, a contest between life and death, but the other women present were also going through a big war. A big battle that breaks the past. Thankfully, they all won.

The midwife glanced at the new life in her hand and handed him over to the frail man on the bed, who was his mother. raised his arm to wipe the sweat from his forehead, and sighed with relief: "It's a boy, it's not easy, this is robbing with Lord Yama." Fortunately, adults and children are fine, this child is so beautiful. When you grow up, you're going to be extraordinary. It's just that...... Alas, "I was just born in this kind of place, and I didn't cast a good baby."

Du Yiniang sat on the edge of the bed. Touching Yun Ji's forehead, he said pityingly, "You can rest for a while." Then he turned to the midwife and said, "Come with me and give you some reward." I'll give you more, but there's only one request, you are not allowed to tell anyone what happened tonight, no one, you know? ”

The midwife naturally said more good things when she took the money, and quickly nodded: "Of course, of course." Then he looked surprised and asked, "It's just that I'm still curious, why do you Qinglou women want to have children, doesn't it add a lot of trouble to having a child?" ”

Du Yiniang glanced at her coldly, and said in a deep voice: "What does this have to do with you, don't ask if you don't do your business, take your money and leave quickly." ”

"Yes, yes......"

Looking at the figure of the midwife leaving in a gray manner, Du Yiniang's eyes were filled with sadness, a kind of helplessness, looking at the snowflakes falling from the sky, she stretched out her hand to take the next one, and it turned into a puddle of water when it fell into the palm of her hand, shaking her head and sighing: "We have too much helplessness, even if the snowflakes fall even if there are still traces, there are still traces of water when they melt, and we are gone, who knows, we also hope to leave something in this world!" A tear fell from the corner of his eye, sliding down his cheek to the ground, smearing the snow white on the ground.

The other women in the room were lying on the side of the bed one by one, looking at the fragility of the newborn, with a smile on their faces, and one of them said, "Sister Yunji, this child doesn't have a name yet, why don't you give him one now!" As soon as these words came out, everyone echoed: "Yes, yes, we can also think about it together, what is the best name." ”

Yun Ji smiled, covered with the aura of maternal love, looked at the child in her arms, raised her head and saw the thin white snow outside the window, covering all traces, smiled, and said: "He was born on a snowy night, and the silver fell into the dust, so he is called dustless, and I hope he will not be contaminated by the world, spotless." ”

Everyone clapped their hands and said, "Okay, good, it's called dustless." ”

Du Yiniang stood outside the door, listened to the movement in the room, looked at the snow outside the window, and muttered: "Dustless...... Dust-free ......"

Wuchen was born like that, and was born in that snowy night. Paper can't wrap the fire, and even if it does, it's only temporary, and the midwife promised not to say anything that night, but no, at least not before Wuchen learns to walk.

Wuchen was raised in the backyard, all the people spoiled him, loved him, and he also liked these mothers who took care of him, and when they teased him, he would also echo the loud laughter, but every time he was able to find his mother among so many flower-like faces, and then stumbled towards her, and walked into the arms that slammed into her, Wuchen was completely relieved, because he knew that his mother would definitely catch him steadily, and then raised his head and grinned at her, What I got was the loving gaze of my mother and the jealousy and laughter of others around me.

There is a woman in the Qinglou who gave birth to a child, this news is spreading all over the city, spreading all over the world, adding oil and vinegar abounds, the original truth has long been forgotten, many people come here and shout loudly to see what the child looks like, ** The child must be very beautiful. The Qinglou was closed, just to keep Wuchen from knowing what was going on outside, Yun Ji held the little Wuchen in her arms. Silently weep. Xiao Wuchen looked at everything around him, and he was very puzzled why these mothers were crying. Isn't it very happy to see himself on weekdays, he wants them to laugh, so he grinned first, but it made them cry even more.

Yun Ji stroked Wuchen's head, and the look in her eyebrows and eyes was very similar to herself, very beautiful, really beautiful. But you're leaving me today...... Qinglou can no longer let Wuchen stay, and must send him away, but once he is sent away, it means that it will be very difficult to say goodbye. But forget it for your sake, it's not good for you to see you again.

In the dead of night, at the back door of the Qinglou, Yun Ji entered a carriage with Wuchen. Wuchen didn't know why his mother had to take him out so late. But the obedient didn't ask anything, just quietly followed. After a long time of tossing and turning, the carriage stopped, and came to a small farmhouse courtyard, where Yun Ji was talking to an old woman, crying, and the old woman comforted from time to time, but it didn't work.

Yun Ji is gone. Walked with the carriage, but left dust-free. Wuchen didn't struggle to chase after the carriage, didn't cry and beg her mother to stay, she saw her mother looking at herself through the curtain of the carriage, and saw her mother's tears, he smiled, because he firmly believed that his mother would definitely come to pick him up, so he smiled and waved his hand to his mother, but it made Yun Ji cry even more sadly.

But this is three years, and Wuchen lives here with his mother-in-law and another girl three years older than him, and he is already five years old.

I haven't seen Yun Ji for three years, but Wuchen hasn't forgotten what her mother looks like, and she is only left alone in his eyes, how can she forget. Today, my mother-in-law took Wuchen to the market, Wuchen came to the market for the first time, watching the people coming and going on the street, it was very lively, and the people on the street kept praising the child's beauty, in exchange for Wuchen's hearty smile, knowing the eyes of others. He looked into the distance, the lofty building made him familiar, and an inexplicable impulse pulled his mother-in-law to walk over there, but the mother-in-law grabbed him and ordered solemnly: "You are definitely not allowed to go there, let's go to other places, it's more fun." Wuchen pleaded, "I won't, I'm going there, mother-in-law." Seeing that his mother-in-law was indifferent, Wuchen suddenly shook off his mother-in-law's hand and ran over there.

Walked in, Wuchen looked at it carefully, there were many people inside, very beautiful, and the outside was also very beautiful, and it was above. Wuchen looked up at the three- or four-story building, looking at the highest floor, he saw a woman sitting on the top, her expression was very sad, as if she had a lot of things on her mind, and after a closer look, he found that the face made him very familiar, recalling the only face in his memory, wasn't that person his mother, too excited, Wuchen shouted loudly: "Mom!" But the next second, the mother-in-law who caught up covered her mouth, but it was too late.

The clear sound of "mother" resounded in the sky, penetrating the entire street, everyone looked at each other, all in surprise, this beautiful child raised his head and shouted whose mother, following his line of sight, the people on the street also looked up, and the highest place in the Qinglou was not sitting in the Oiran of the Qinglou, Yun Ji? Could it be that he is Yun Ji's child back then, thinking of this, there was a riot on the street.

Yun Ji sat at the top of the green building, overlooking everything on the ground, when this child broke into her sight, she couldn't help but smile slightly, thinking that if her child was still here, it would be almost so big, and he should look as cute as him, three years, since then Yun Ji has not smiled for three years, so the green building has raised the building, let Yun Ji overlook it high, show her arrogant posture to everyone, not let her pick up guests, only let her attract guests to spend a lot of money just to make her smile.

When the child called "Mommy", he was stunned, that was his own child, was it surprise or frightened, it was right to want to see him, but he didn't want him to be involved in this mortal world, to be disturbed, he appeared like this, but he was not ready......

The people on the street commented on Wuchen and pointed at it. "This is the child of this brothel Oiran back then, it is really carved out of a mold, the same coquettishness."

"I said why is this child so good-looking, it turns out to be a **child, what will the ** child do in the future? Haha...... "The more he talked, the more vicious he became, and all the people around Wuchen laughed wildly, but Wuchen didn't care, he just looked up at Yun Ji quietly, wondering why my mother didn't come down when she saw me."

Yun Ji couldn't accept that these people humiliated their children in front of her, although she was just a **, but she also had the arrogance of **, she stood up suddenly, rushed downstairs, saved the thin body, tightly protected him in her arms, covered his ears, and didn't want him to hear these harsh words.

Wuchen was held in Yun Ji's arms, poked his head out, opened his bright eyes, and asked innocently, "Mom, don't you want Wuchen?" Why haven't you come to me for so long? ”

Yun Ji was speechless, except for tears. (To be continued.) )