Chapter 3 Fragrance and Jade Die of Empty Hatred
readx; The people on the street looked at Wuchen, and then looked up at Yun Ji upstairs, and laughed with an ugly face: "I said how this child looks so good-looking, it turned out to be a ** child, you talk about what this ** child can do when he grows up, haha......" The wild laughter stung Yun Ji's eardrums, and the people on the street were all pointing at Wuchen without exception, commenting, which he couldn't tolerate, Yun Ji couldn't stand others humiliating her child in front of her, although she was just a **, But she is also a mother, with the pride of ** and the dignity of a mother. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Desperately ran down from the stairs, rushed out and hugged Wuchen, tightly protected the thin body in his arms, covered his ears, and didn't want him to hear these harsh words, she heard these words, it was enough to bear it alone.
Wuchen was held in Yun Ji's arms, raised his head, opened his bright eyes, and asked innocently: "Mom, don't you want Wuchen, why haven't you been to see me for so long?" ”
A man around laughed and said, "Your mother is the Oiran of this Qinglou, how can I have time to see you!" The wild laughter was stopped in the next second, and the two reckless men behind Yun Ji were looking at these unscrupulous people around them, and they retreated back with their eyes.
After all, this is the Oiran of the Qinglou, where does the money usually come from to spend a lot of money to see her, but today I saw it unexpectedly, any man wants to go up to see Fangze, but this Oiran is not bullied, ridiculous. It's just ridiculous that these men have this heart but don't have the courage!
Qinglou is temporarily closed today, Yun Ji pulled Wuchen to sit beside her, watched him cry quietly, and said sadly: "Child, how could I not want you, I have too much to do!" Yun Ji clutched Dustless' hand tightly, inexplicable.
The mother-in-law sat aside, hesitated a few times, and finally said, "Wuchen, it's not too early." Let's go back! As soon as he heard the word "go back", Wuchen immediately went crazy, desperately grabbed Yun Ji's clothes and didn't let go, crying and making a fuss. said noly: "No, I'm not going back, I'm going to stay here with my mother, I want my mother!" ”
Seeing that this situation couldn't be slowed down, Du Yiniang sighed. "Just let him stay here for one night, after all, I haven't seen him for three years." If you don't let him be here, I'm afraid he will make a fuss, and Yun Ji will probably have a hard time in the next few days, so you can make do with it here tonight. ”
The mother-in-law saw that the child was also pitiful, sighed, and agreed.
The night was already deep, the insects outside the window were chirping, and Wuchen was lying beside Yun Ji with a smile on his face. Yun Ji looked down at Xiao Wuchen in her arms, looking at his smart eyes, her whole heart was bright, she had nothing to worry about in her life, but she was afraid that the most difficult thing to let go of before he died was this him.
Unconsciously hugged him tightly, stroked his soft hair, and asked lovingly, "Chen'er, how have you been in the past few years?" Where is it good to live? ”
Wuchen raised his head, looked at Yun Ji, and said, "Okay." There is an older sister, a mother-in-law, and an aunt whom she rarely meets. That aunt would only come a few days a month, and during those days she would ask us to practice martial arts. He said that in the future, if someone bullies him, he can fight back, and then he will come back next month to see how well we practice. ”
Looking at Wuchen's smiling face, Yun Ji said slowly: "So is Wuchen lazy?" ”
Seeing that Yun Ji was doubting herself, Wuchen was anxious, and hurriedly retorted: "Absolutely not, I practice very seriously." Because I know that in the future, I will not only protect myself, but also protect my mother, for my mother, I will definitely practice seriously, practice to the strongest, so that my mother will not be bullied by anyone. Although the tone is childish, the expression on Wuchen's face is so serious, even if it is small, it is convincing.
Yun Ji was very relieved in her heart, listening to Wuchen's words, two lines of tears fell unconsciously, her decision was so correct, no regrets, absolutely no regrets, there are no regrets to have such a child in this life.
Seeing the tears in the corners of Yun Ji's eyes, Wuchen panicked, "Mom, what's wrong with you, why are you crying, did Wuchen make a mistake and make my mother unhappy?" ”
Yun Ji hurriedly raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and comforted: "It's okay, it's okay, it's not my fault that I'm not good, it's not Wuchen's fault, go to sleep quickly, it's not good for your health to sleep too late." ”
Wuchen lowered his face and said, "However, I still want to say a few more words to my mother." ”
Yun Ji said solemnly: "Wuchen is disobedient, didn't you say that you want to protect your mother, if you don't sleep well now, your body won't get better, how can you protect your mother without a good body?" ”
Dustless replied disappointmently, "Okay......"
Yun Ji touched Wuchen's little face and said with a smile: "Is this a good boy, go to sleep quickly, and play with your mother tomorrow." ”
Yun Ji looked out the window and cried quietly, Chen'er, I'm sorry for you, I can't give you a decent family, just because I am a Hongchen woman, I don't deserve to be loved, but I am fortunate to have a child like you, God really has mercy on me, it's just a pity that I can't give you a complete love like others, because I am not qualified to love you. How I wish I could be an ordinary mother with you, but I have long since lost that qualification, and your holiness will only make me see more and more my own filthy, irreparable sorrow.
Tears in strings, long since unstoppable.
After a long time, when Dustless breathing gradually smoothed and evened, Yun Ji left the bed and stood in front of the window. Suddenly the door opened, Du Yiniang and her mother-in-law walked in, Du Yiniang glanced at Wuchen who was sleeping on the bed, her eyes were full of sadness, and said: "Are you really going to leave now, he hasn't seen you for three years, can't you let him sleep with you for one night, just ...... ruthlessly" said, and wet his eyes. This child was born here five years ago, and it took two years of hard work for all the women in the Qinglou to be big, and he was ruthlessly sent away three years ago, I don't know how long he cried, for which the Qinglou was closed for many days, and now he came back unexpectedly, just a few hours to let him leave, it is better not to meet just now, so as not to experience the pain of parting again.
But the woman in front of him is his biological mother, I'm afraid that her heart is dripping blood, Yun Ji lowered her voice and couldn't cry: "Do you think I'm willing, he is my child after all, a child I haven't seen for three years, you know how much I miss him." But you also saw the situation today, he was humiliated on the street, just because he had my shameful mother, do you want him to be humiliated again. I can't. Although he is small, he also has his own dignity, and I don't want his dignity to be trampled on by others at such a young age. ”
"But there's no need to leave overnight, right?" Du Yiniang said in an almost pleading tone.
"There are few people at night, no one knows, and there will be no trouble." Du Yiniang looked at the determination in Yun Ji's eyes. With a sigh, it seems that there is no room for negotiation.
The carriage was already ready at the back door, Yun Ji held Wuchen's thin body in her arms, and reluctantly glanced at it again and again, the warm liquid in her eyes dripped onto Wuchen's cheeks, making his eyelashes tremble, but fortunately he didn't wake up. The coachman opened the curtain, Yun Ji gently put him down, looked at it a few more times, and frowned. Turning his head, he resolutely got out of the carriage, waved his hand, and motioned for the coachman to leave.
The women at the back door wept silently as they watched the carriage leave.
The carriage was driving on the road, Wuchen's body swayed with the carriage, two lines of tears under the corners of his eyes, he slowly opened his eyes, sat up straight, leaned against the wall of the carriage, and his eyes were scattered. Ignoring the mother-in-law's surprised eyes. Cautiously climbed to the back door of the carriage and lifted the curtain, looked at Yun Ji who was getting farther and farther away in the distance, and only lowered it when he couldn't see it.
At this time, the mother-in-law asked, "Chen'er, are you ...... Didn't you fall asleep? ”
Wuchen did not speak. He just shook his head calmly, his expression gloomy.
"So, how do you ......?" the mother-in-law puzzled.
Wuchen said lightly: "If I don't pretend to be asleep, how can my mother send me away, then it will be difficult for her to do, she will cry very sadly." I don't want my mom to cry. So just do what she wants. ”
The mother-in-law looked at the five-year-old child opposite, too sensible. In other children are still having carefree fun and coquettishly with their parents, the child in front of him has learned to be independent, and the original lively child has changed into what he is now, and it is pitiful to be sensible.
It's been a long time since that unexpected meeting, because I know that place, so Wuchen has been there several times after that, but every time I go to Yun Ji, I am pouring wine and laughing at other guests, and only in the dead of night can Yun Ji have time to accompany her son, and before that, Wuchen can only wait quietly behind the screen.
Again and again, Wuchen gradually grew up, he gradually understood what this place was, what his mother did, and his self-esteem was so strong that he was a little resistant to his mother's profession, at night when the Qinglou closed the door, Yun Ji came to Wuchen's side, Wuchen just said lightly: "Mom, you are tired, you should rest first!" Then he left the house without looking back, Wuchen was indeed feeling sorry for his mother and wanted her to rest, but in Yun Ji's opinion, this was an rejection of himself, his son understood his profession, it was difficult to accept, and he wanted to dissociate himself from himself. I can completely understand how dare a person like myself beg a child to be cared for......
On a snowy night, Wuchen was still waiting behind the screen, but the same night came a different guest, and that guest changed Wuchen's life.
Du Yiniang was originally going to let Yun Ji rest for a day, so that she could accompany Wuchen well, and the distress for this child in her heart had already exceeded her imagination, but this unexpected visitor broke all plans.
Chen Guogong's younger brother Jing Gong spent a lot of money, just to find Yun Ji tonight, how did Du Yiniang resist this money, and had to let Yun Ji give up her time with her son.
After three rounds of drinking, Jing Gong may be drunk or maybe he is spilling through drunkenness, and he treats Yun Ji more and more irregularly, seeing his mother being humiliated, how can Wuchen allow it, he clenched his fists and was about to rush out, but was stopped by Yun Ji's eyes.
Jing Gong had to inch in, Yun Ji kept retreating, holding Yun Ji's arm and wanting to kiss Fang Ze, Yun Ji couldn't bear him humiliating himself in front of his son, and used all his strength to break free from Jing Gong's restraint and fell on the railing, but the railing fell into disrepair and collapsed.
A pool of blood spread, Yun Ji looked up at the dustless upstairs, Jing Gong had long since disappeared, but she didn't care, all she cared about was her son. In the blink of an eye, the dustless figure had disappeared, Yun Ji laughed miserably, coughed up bloody flowers, and sighed in her heart: He still can't forgive me. Closed his eyes forever.
Wuchen hurried down the stairs, and when he ran to Yunji's side, all he saw was a lifeless corpse. (To be continued.) )