(256) The most distant happiness

"Yes. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info I laughed, I didn't feel very comfortable listening to this, but I still didn't want to quarrel with Wang Xiyi.

A woman's quarrel like a shrew because of a man is a manifestation of incompetence, I am not an incompetent woman, I can still live without Yan Shaocheng.

Wang Xiyi seemed to be even more angry after hearing my words, obviously she belonged to a state of acceptance of incompetence for me, she may not be able to imagine what it is like to marry a man she doesn't love, if she can let go, then she may have already accepted Wang Xinbo.

In fact, or Wang Xinbo is more suitable for her, brothers and sisters who are not related by blood, in the same family, I can't think of anything inappropriate. It's a pity that Wang Xinbo gave up a lot for her, Wang Xinbo could marry a rich daughter to consolidate his position, but he didn't. In love and reality, he chose love, but he couldn't get it.

Why do people who live a carefree life not know blessings when they are in the midst of blessings? Happiness is within reach, why don't you always want to cherish it?

I'm almost going to wonder, am I not understanding or are they having different values than I do?

Wang Xinbo gave up a lot for one Wang Xiyi, but I don't know if Yan Shaocheng can give up for me, give up what he insists on, just for me to go my own way?

"I actually understand yours, the person you want has no weight in my heart, so you hate me and don't cherish it. It's just that you have never thought that you are just as disgusted as I am. Wang Xinbo didn't love you overnight, why didn't you think about how many women who loved him around Wang Xinbo at this moment are as disgusted as you hate me? Don't ask others for things you can't do. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you, you should understand this. ”

I don't want to be a good person, I just think she doesn't know how to cherish it. I don't have anyone who is willing to give up everything for the love of me, even Yan Shaocheng may not be able to do it.

So who would understand that my silent resistance actually stems from sadness, and the direction that fate gave me is really ridiculous.

"Why do you have to mention Wang Xinbo?" There is some implicit meaning in Wang Xiyi's words, as if she actually thinks that the real scar in her heart is Wang Xinbo, not Yan Shaocheng, not me.

My eyes looked directly at the corners of her mouth and smiled bitterly, my feeling was troublesome, I always felt that there was a story between Wang Xiyi and Wang Xinbo, a story that I didn't know.

It's just that I don't understand it, and sure enough, I'm still not smart enough, if only I had known this. Maybe it's a good way for me to deal with Wang Xiyi.

Maybe I can start with Wang Xinbo, so that I can hit the nail on the head. I'm going to win the big picture.

The waiter walked over, and I waved to take a glass of wine from the tray and handed it to Wang Xiyi to smile.

"Maybe you need to calm down." I handed him the goblet with a slight smile, and the feeling was more like a bridge, who knows if it leads to a prison or not?

"Thank you." Wang Xiyi is very rational at this time, I have to say that she is much more polite than Fang Luyao, and she is not bad at controlling her emotions in comparison, although she is still irrational in some aspects.

I immediately took myself a glass, and the scarlet liquid was shining brightly in the light, as if the world had changed, and it had become a flat boat, and I didn't know the direction.

"Cheers, even if we're not speculative." I also laughed, but there is helplessness in all lives, who knows how long we can hold on to this helplessness?

"Fang Jingxian, your helplessness looks more than mine." Wang Xiyi's words softened, at this moment we don't look like rivals in love, but more like bosom friends.

It was just a moment, and I looked out the window at the darkening sky. It was as if darkness had enveloped everything, and it was as if I had no hope in sight.

In the endless flow of city people, I was just an ant-like person. How can my helplessness be cared for? People are destined to suffer, but some people's parents suffer, so they are happy in life, because they have too much from the moment they are born. Ordinary people have to suffer, but I have suffered more than ordinary people. I'm glamorous now, but I was a beggar again.

"Look at this city, when did it go down? You are actually luckier than me, Wang Xinbo did not resist you, but loved you. "My words are more peaceful this time, and my language has become calmer.

"If only I loved him." Wang Xiyi said and laughed at her father, she looked like she wanted to get drunk when she drank.

"Yan Shaocheng is not Wang Xinbo, he won't give up everything for me, can you tell me?" I smiled even more.

I obviously knew that Yan Shaocheng was a sane person, but I still chose to provoke, who made me an inferior scumbag?

Wang Xiyi's eyes looked at me, and there was a look of surprise in her eyes.

"You must be very confused, or wonder why I said this to you, aren't you afraid that you will tell Yan Shaocheng?" It was as if my mood had gone into the water, and then it had become barren.

"It's the first time I've seen a woman like you." Wang Xiyi's words were a little pitiful for me.

"Do you pity me because you know that Yan Shaocheng will abandon me? Because I can't love him all the time? "My words are even more softened, I am not afraid that she will tell Yan Shaocheng, because Yan Shaocheng knows that Yan Shaocheng and I are just lying to ourselves.

"Is it so difficult to love Yan Shaocheng?" There were some doubts in Wang Xiyi's tone, and I understood her skepticism.

"And what about King Simbo?" I asked him rhetorically, as if his soul had been hollowed out.

Wang Xiyi chose to be silent, although I don't understand the things between them, but I know it's difficult.

"If the difficulty of your love for Wang Xinbo is multiplied by ten, it may be equivalent to the difficulty of my love for Yan Shaocheng. So if I fall in love with Yan Shaocheng, you must fall in love with Wang Xinbo, if that's the case, you can be happy. If Yan Shaocheng can also make a desperate bet for me, then we will all be happy. ”

I didn't know what I was doing, I just felt as if I wasn't myself anymore, more like an empty person, as if I had seen death.

Happiness?

What exactly is happiness?

What exactly is happiness?

Happiness looks beautiful through the glass, but it can't be touched.

Just like the light you see at this moment, it seems to be warm, but it has no temperature.

Therefore, the invention of the LED energy-saving lamp is not necessarily a good thing, because it does not have the enthusiasm of incandescent lamps to shine. That passion seems to burn everything.

How cold does a person's heart have to be to feel stiff and even unconscious?

How can I be happy?

Is happiness too far away from me?

(To be continued.) )