(357) Belief or unbelief is in fate

"I thought I was lucky because I was unlucky, but now it seems that yours is unlucky for even more unlucky. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info, but why didn't I want to give up on grabbing you? Wang Xiyi said and smiled, her eyes did not look at me, her eyes looked down through the glass.

The height of the eighth floor is not high, but why do you still feel the urge to feel the world under your feet?

Wang Xiyi's misfortune is because she lost her father at a young age, but fortunately her mother found a good stepfather who treated her like her own daughter, and Wang Xinbo, who loved her.

But my misfortune was that I was born without a father, and I lost my mother at a young age and became an orphan. When she was a girl, she believed in love and was abandoned. When I grow up, no one wants to recognize me, and I marry a husband who loves me, but will still abandon me. And I don't love people anymore.

Fate played a joke on me, and I can't laugh anymore.

"Then let's fight and see who wins. Let's make a bet, if you fall in love with Wang Xinbo, I will love Yan Shaocheng. If I fall in love with Yan Shaocheng, you should also love Wang Xinbo. Maybe there's a perfect solution in the world? It's just that we didn't even find out. ”

I don't know what I'm talking about, why is the word "love" so easy to say and so difficult to do?

If you know how to love someone you don't love, then tell me.

If people can really repay their grievances with virtue, if there will really be people who have the Virgin White Lotus like they played on TV, will there not be so many things?

It's just that kind of fool's behavior, a person will not not have done a wrong thing in his life, and how can any virgin forgive.

"Fang Jingxian, what kind of person are you?" Wang Xiyi's words on the side seemed to want to study me thoroughly.

And I don't know what kind of person I am anymore, and what kind of attitude I live in.

"Wang Xiyi, we are suitable for heart-to-heart talk, because we will use the same method to poke our hearts. I don't have a good heart and can't be sympathetic, so as long as you stand on the opposite side of me, I will spare no effort to bring you down. ”

I laughed when I said this, looked at the liquid in the goblet in my hand and drank it.

"Fang Jingxian, are you a person with armor, or are you a poisonous snake?" Wang Xiyi on the side asked me so bluntly.

My eyes stayed on her face, Wang Xiyi is a good-looking woman, and it always makes people feel that she will be a good wife and mother after marriage.

"Don't ask that question, because I don't know either." I smiled and put the goblet down, then turned away with a smile.

What kind of person am I?

Actually, I don't know. Shen Muyang thinks I'm an interesting woman, and I'll make him curious. Qiao Yinan said that I am a kind woman in my bones. And I don't understand Yan Shaocheng's world, Yan Shaocheng uses a lot of words to describe me, and I don't know which one is me.

And I never knew who I was, and I didn't know what kind of person I was.

I used to wonder what people are born because of it. Alive?

For money? For love? Or is it to live for the sake of living?

I can't find any other reason to live like that's all there is to it.

It's just that I live for hatred, as if I would never change until the day I die.

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At the beginning of the dinner, I just watched from the sidelines, looking at Shen Muyang in the crowd from afar.

Shen Muyang is really like a prince, excellent in character and learning, and has a superior family background. It's just that who knows if he's talking about an illegitimate child?

This child who is loved by his adoptive mother, this Shen Muyang who seems to have everything, after removing the halo, there is really nothing, and what is left is always the dirtiest thing.

If you believe in this kind of thing, then your life is predestined, if you don't believe it, your life is an exception.

I was like a bystander, watching Shen Muyang's light in the crowd.

There is really nothing left in the glossy skin of the person.

It turns out that we are all humble, clowns who have been tricked by fate.

Yan Shaocheng on the side appeared with Wang Xiyi, as if Wang Xiyi was the main master.

In fact, I am confident that if Yan Shaocheng is next to Wang Xiyi, it seems that he is better than me, at least Wang Xiyi loves him.

It's just that our lives have been intertwined, and if we are tied together, we should have a fate that is tied together.

I picked up the plate next to me and used the tongs to pick up the pastry I wanted to eat. I don't really like this kind of occasion very much, especially when the main character is not me.

As soon as he moved, a waiter appeared beside him.

"I'm sorry to interrupt, but this young lady asked me to hand it over to you."

This waiter should be new, and he doesn't even know me, let alone Fang Luyao.

I saw Fang Luyao smiling at me in this direction, and at the moment she was wearing a white dress, a white dress with a bandeau chest.

It really looks like a bride's wedding dress, but who knew that the word "affection" was a liar?

I smiled and took the note, then opened it.

"When the engagement is announced, you have to play a good sister's play, don't forget."

Fang Luyao's handwriting was very clear about my request.

I smiled at Fang Luyao, who was over there, and agreed. She's really crazy, and now it doesn't matter to deal with me.

I threw away the paper and continued to hold the pastry on my plate. I'm not in the mood to ask questions from guests, let alone to care about Yan Shaocheng's affairs.

I'm not the master, and Yan Shaocheng didn't take me with him.

As for the explanation, let Yan Shaocheng say it. I think the guests must have suspected that something was wrong with our relationship. People just like to think wildly, but they don't know that what they see may not be the truth.

If what you see is what you see, then you don't feel so responsible.

It's just that as soon as I caught a pastry, another tong caught the same.

I looked up to see who it was, and Yan Xiangwei appeared in front of me. He smiled so beautifully, needless to say, I knew that he was ordered by Yan Shaocheng.

"Sister-in-law." It has almost become a habit for him to call me sister-in-law, but I don't know that one day I will get used to it.

The clip on his pastry let go, and I grabbed it and put it on his plate.

"Brother wants you to come over." Sure enough, it was ordered by Yan Shaocheng.

Also, if I don't go back, people will wonder if we are married.

This is not good for Yan Shaocheng's career, how to say that we should also be a loving husband and wife.

My eyes turned to look at Yan Shaocheng, and when I met Yan Shaocheng's gaze, my eyes were opposite, and then he smiled at me, looking like a beast. (To be continued.) )