The fragrance of violets wafted in the office, and the female instructor by the window gently summoned Lin Xiaoxian to sit opposite, Lin Xiaoxian was not stupid enough to think that this was just a simple chat, she tried her best to overcome the inexplicable tension in her heart, and pretended to look around the furnishings inadvertently.

"Nervous?" A soft voice came from the other side.

"Hmm...... A little. Lin Xiaoxian replied honestly, politely looking into the eyes of the female instructor, and it seemed that it was difficult to look away from this look.

"Do you like the smell of the house?"

"It's violet, I like it very much, when I was young, my mother planted this kind of flower in the flower room, and the fragrance of violet will make people relax and feel very comfortable."

"yes, you like your mom? What kind of person is she? Talk to me. There seemed to be some kind of magic in the voice.

Lin Xiaoxian's eyes gradually began to blur, "She, like a piece of jade, the more time passes, the more you can experience her innocence." ”

"Oh, in your heart, who do you admire the most?" The voices of questions are getting farther and farther away.

"My stepfather, Lin Feiyang, he passed away, but there are still unfulfilled dreams." Lin Xiaoxian felt that his eyes were so heavy, he couldn't resist the menacing sleepiness, and gradually closed his eyes.

When I opened my eyes again, I found myself sitting in the dining room at home, Shen Qiuman was holding Xiao Nianyang by his side, Lin Feiyang was wearing an apron, holding a plate of Sixi balls that had just come out of the pot, "Come on, Xiaoxian, taste how my skills are playing today." ”

"Then you need to say, give a thousand likes." She took a big bite while it was hot, "I'm going to the army for development, what do you think?" ”

"Go to the troops, why?" Lin Feiyang wiped his hands and sat down, "Your character is not combative, why do you want to go to the army?" ”

Lin Xiaoxian gulped down the balls, and when he was almost full, he freed his mouth, "Don't you like me like you?" The army is your dream, isn't it? ”

Lin Feiyang looked at her faintly, "The army is my dream, but not yours, you have never had the determination to be competitive, stay in the army, what support do you rely on?" ”

"By your faith? Isn't that right? Lin Xiaoxian put down his chopsticks and looked at him seriously, "You are my father, I am willing to continue your dream and do my best to do a good job." ”

"But I don't want to, I don't want to impose my dreams on you, I want you to be yourself, to be the girl who can feel very satisfied with a good meal and a good dream, you know?"

"I ......" The fragrance of violets lingered on the tip of her nose, Lin Xiaoxian suddenly woke up, and there was still a warm smile on the female instructor in front of her, was it a dream just now, why is it so real?

Returning to the dormitory in a daze, a breeze blew by the window, Lin Xiaoxian shivered, and then she found that the shirt on her back had been soaked with sweat, closed her eyes, and the words just now were still in her ears, this was her heart that she had never dared to touch, she was afraid, afraid that what she had done would not make Lin Feiyang who had left comforted, but, in addition to this, how could she repay the kindness of more than ten years of nurturing?

After dinner, Lin Xiaoxian felt that his body was very heavy, and as soon as he returned to the bedroom and lay on the bed, Wei Yun rushed in with a crying voice in his voice, "How can you do it, the bulletin board outside is posted, you didn't know it, let you leave the team tomorrow." ”

"Oh," somehow, Lin Xiaoxian had already had this hunch, and the chat show arranged by the army was the fourth exam.

"Isn't it just chatting? How did you talk about it? Wei Yun made his fists, a little annoyed by Lin Xiaoxian's incompetence, and just sat down, a sudden flash of inspiration occurred, "I heard that the gentle female instructor is a psychology master sent from above, if you meet a defensive team member, she will be hypnotized, you ...... Shouldn't it be ......"

"Well, it seems to be," Lin Xiaoxian replied weakly, "What makes me wonder is that I look harmless, why did I use such clever means to deal with me?" ”

Wei Yun sighed deeply, "Don't you understand? Only dogs that don't bark bite people, and only murderous people like me have no psychological defense. ”

Lin Xiaoxian burst out laughing, "You mean, you're a dog that can bark?" ”

"You still have the heart to tell jokes, I'm so sad that I'm about to cry when I don't see it," Wei Yun's eyes were red, she really didn't want Lin Xiaoxian to leave the team, "I'm not pretty, and I'm very arrogant, sometimes I'm a little inferior, but being with you makes people feel so happy every day." ”

"I know," Lin Xiaoxian got out of bed and held her hand, "However, I may not be suitable here, I don't have much fighting spirit, to be honest, I am very resistant to winning or losing during training, and leaving is not a relief." Although there are many unwillingness, she knows that without the willpower to win, she can't go to the end.

"Then you're going back to school after that?"

"Hmm." Back at school, Lin Xiaoxian's head hurt again, and there was a wrongdoer there, so she had to meet after escaping for more than two months.

The next morning, Lin Xiaoxian had a headache, reluctantly said goodbye to her teammates one by one with a smile, returned to the dormitory and took off her camouflage uniform, and walked out of the gate of the army with her bag on her back. She didn't want to go home, so she walked back and forth on the boulevard in front of the army a few times, and finally went to the martyr's cemetery, sat in front of Lin Feiyang's tomb, and looked at Lin Feiyang's posthumous photo, her tears finally flowed out unscrupulously.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... she choked up her apology, "I can't do anything for you...... Nothing was done......"

seemed to hear her whisper, the sky was dripping with light rain, short hair stained with rain on his forehead, red eyes were surrounded by tears of grievance, raindrops fell on Lin Feiyang's tombstone, and the high-spirited middle-aged man in the photo seemed to be smeared with a layer of sadness.

Crying enough, the rain stopped, Lin Xiaoxian drooped her shoulders and walked on the way home, hesitating several times whether to call Shen Qiuman, and when she picked up the phone, she didn't have the mood to complain, forget it, let's talk directly when I get home.

In the evening, the sun had already set, Lin Xiaoxian finally rubbed to the door of the house, opened the door and found that the light was on in the house but quiet, "Mom, I'm back." She shouted a few times before she realized how hoarse her voice had become. Hearing no answer, she put down her backpack and walked in, still no one was found, but she heard the sound of running water in the bathroom.

"Did you bathe your brother so early?" Lin Xiaoxian muttered quietly, shook her dizzy head, walked to the door of the bathroom weakly, and slammed the door open, "Mom, you ......"

In front of her eyes is not the mother she misses, but ...... Ling Zixuan, and it was Ling Zixuan who had just come out of the bath, Lin Xiaoxian looked at his face blankly, and then down and down, "Ah......" The scream almost shattered the glass of the twenty-year-old building.

Before he had time to cover his ears, Ling Zixuan stretched out his arm to close the bathroom door, simply got dressed, and pushed the door out before he had time to wipe his hair, "I don't mind what you shout." ”

"You ......" Lin Xiaoxian couldn't react for a while, "You don't mind if I don't mind, why are you at my house?" ”

"Well, wait for you," Ling Zixuan spread his arms, "wait for you to see me...... Uh-huh, you know. ”

"Get out!" He is here, Lin Xiaoxian is actually very happy in her heart, but she will not admit it if she is killed, "What about my mother and my brother?" ”

"Your mother was abducted by my father, and your brother was picked up by my father." The drops of water in his hair slid down Ling Zixuan's triumphant face, and he wiped it away gently, his eyes locked on the girl in front of him who was thinking about it day and night......